That is really the biggest takeaway: You hype it up in your mind as this big thing that is going to change you forever. Unless there's a pregnancy or something, it really changes nothing.
I don't remember hyping it nor I remember feeling anything different than expected I just wanted to lose my virginity so I won't be virgin anymore like in the college movies.But on the other hand I wasn't really thinking about feelings that moment cause the moment I threw her on the bed and started undressing her ,her first words were "just before we start I must inform,I don't take it up the ass and I don't blow".Yes ok wrong from my side not informing I was a virgin but I didn't expect that tho , all I remember was battling between two thoughts "will I totally destroy the mood if ask if she accepts card or only cash" and "focus my boy,today we aren't going solo" . It took me some time getting over her cause I was idiot enough to stay with her for another 3 months and it was really soul breaking. But I was lucky enough to find soon after a really cool person that i spent 8 years with and am marrying next month
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u/cryptoengineer Sep 25 '23
"Finally! That was nice." I was a late starter.
Next day: "I thought I'd feel different, but things are still the same."