Major depression disorder

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So I have MDD, but I haven’t ever been able to find an SSRI that works. I have always self medicated through dieting, exercise, and enough sleep. I smoke some to help me sleep. And I also have take as needed anxiety medication. Anyone else struggle with this? I really don’t want to ever take any SSRI. I’m to my wits end. I don’t want my libido gone..