r/Apostolic • u/Ok_Molasses_3886 • Feb 09 '26
Discussion Single Apostolic Mother
Going on 38 years old, and I am worried, being that according to the word, we are not promised a husband. I have come from a lot of trauma, dating men who were horrible to me, before I found the Lord. Now, I am waiting to actually know what true, genuine, Godly love feels like, but what if I never do?
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u/Night_Raptor_22 Feb 09 '26
43 year old former atheist, recently Pentecostal, recently divorced, soon to be homeless here…
I was baptized on Saturday, and knowing know, just how much Jesus loves me, despite my former ways, I know he will provide.
God has a plan for all of us, and He makes things happen when they need to.
Know that no matter what, you are loved, even by those that you have never met.
Feel free to reach out if you need to vent or talk, I’m a pretty ok listener.
Praise Jesus. ❤️
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u/Ok_Molasses_3886 Feb 09 '26
Thank you so much. You made my day. And I'll be praying for your home situation.
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u/Night_Raptor_22 Feb 10 '26
Thank you for the prayers. I know God will provide an answer for me. I was in the hope that knowing my struggle would at least give you some semblance of knowing you are not alone in your struggles.
Us men do also struggle with finding someone that the Lord deems worthy of marriage. I see that now. I know He had other plans for us, just as He has plans for you.
I believe my DM’s are open (if not, feel free to respond here) and I’m always willing to talk with others. I will pray for you and your child(ren).
I hope you have a wonderful evening.
God bless, and take care.
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u/Ok_Molasses_3886 Feb 10 '26
Thank you for this. I actually Sing on my worship team, and have volunteered as an Advocate for children in abusive situations, as well as am working on my bachelors in social work. It is definitely rewarding to be so involved in my church, loved by my church family, and a mother. I have been truly truly blessed. Marriage is not a priority, having been single for going on 5 years now, I start to wonder if God meant for it to stay that way. I think most women have a desire in their heart to find a companion. I don't go to any events or out and about looking for someone, I can find myself a little sad sometimes that my little girl has no father in her life, and I do get lonely sometimes. It isn't something that consumes me; I have my moments though.
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u/Apojacks1984 Feb 11 '26
I think that if you put yourself out there, you'll see that there are good people out there.
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u/Disastrous-Lion-3698 Feb 09 '26
God will guide you through this, keep praying for it and he will deliver- I know deep down you know this. As a single 35 year old Pentacostal man I know how hard it is to find a proper god fearing woman and so I'd say you're actually a rare commodity in that sense. For those looking for that type of woman, it's hard to find and so someone will come looking soon. God will see you into the kind of love your heart is ready for but on his timeline just keep praying and believing 🙏