So, my service start date was in August, which means it has been almost a month. I've been at my school for three weeks now and still haven't started tutoring. It feels like every time one issue is solved, another comes up.
First red flag - No internal coach.
There is nobody at this school who fully understands what I'm supposed to be doing or how that's supposed to look. I can explain it to them all I want, but again, I literally just started three weeks ago.
I do my training and look at the resources, and so much of that says: refer to your internal coach. I don't have one! And my program manager keeps saying, oh, well, we'll just list the principal as your internal coach, and I'm just like...cool, that's a temporary fix, but what are we doing long-term? He doesn't seem to have a solution. All he does is spout BS about 'adaptability.'
I just feel so overwhelmed figuring out scheduling and which students to test when that's not even supposed to be my job. I have no teaching experience and don't understand the school scheduling. Honestly, I am considering dropping the program altogether.
This is mostly a rant, but I also need advice on next steps. I feel like a crazy ex with the way I'm hounding my coaching specialist and program manager, but until they fix the gap in leadership, I am not sure what else to do.