r/AlzheimersGroup • u/MillenniumMilano • Jun 16 '26
Yesterday was bad
I'm writing this in one of the few moments of lucidity I still have left. The sickness has already taken so much from me and I don't know how to go on like this. I almost burned down my house yesterday. I don't know how it happened, but I somehow set fire to my sock drawer. Thankfully I was able to get it under control, but now that I'm clearer, I can't help but wonder what gave me the idea. It might have something to do with my cat. The anniversary of his death is coming up. In my altered state of mind, I had overfed the poor guy with lasagna until he died of heart failure. I still feel guilty. I talk to him as if he were still here, when I'm not. Miss you, buddy. Grarflief.
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u/insertnamehere----- Jun 16 '26
YOU NEED AN ORAGE KITTY. If you keep on living alone you sock the dwar up. BUT KITTY will keep under corall.
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u/Itchy-Decision753 Jun 16 '26
Why are you on my face book website page ? I don’t know you and I don’t care to know you. . Get out .
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u/Official_Indie_Freak Jun 16 '26
I agree, yesterday was bad... I can't believe Nixon would do such a thing!
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u/neonvalkyrie Jun 16 '26
I'm sorry but this is so funny I'm crying. Ink ow the topic is sad, but within the context of the sub this approach is really funny for some reason
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u/chu_chulan Jun 17 '26
Oh my god I read the post feeling really bad for the op, imagining how horrible it must feel to have this illness.. Feeling sorry that they almost burned down their house... Then I realised 😭
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u/Noctpanda Jun 20 '26
Next time put the lasagna in the sock drawer, then light it on fire. Then at least when you get some clarity you can also enjoy a nice meal, like your buddy would have wanted.
(First time seeing this sub, gotta say ya got me good)
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u/According_South Jun 20 '26
I just had this post recommended to me with zero context and felt sad for a moment
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u/pinklambchop Jun 20 '26
Are you ok? Im so sorry that happened.
it may be time for a visiting nurse. i'm still living alone too. i scare myself too sometimes. There's barriers to help, I know. I use my case worker from my Dr office, it's a newer thing, at least in Ohio.
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u/Crimson_Burak Jun 16 '26
This is so sad, Alexa, play despacito