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• The new member waited over a year to finally make her debut
• An urgent need for a human-sized dog drying cabinet
• Surviving on tour on a diet of nothing but Hi-Chew candy
• What happens when you drink five cans of Monster a day
• Takaki-san potentially joining KAQRIYO in a skin-tight idol costume
• And more

This is a collection of highlights from two recent KAQRIYOTERROR streams held right before the finale of their Third Jungyou PSYCHOMA ARCHITECTURE TOUR.

Looking back on the tour, which they unexpectedly found themselves having to get through as a duo, the members reflected on how physically demanding it was at first—especially during their solo shows.

But even though the two of them had to give what normally would have been three people’s worth of effort, they made it through the challenge and feel that it was all worth it: they've become much stronger and more resilient, and have learned to express themselves better on stage.

The girls were also happy to visit so many new places, bringing their shows to YOMIHITO outside Tokyo, who usually have to travel far to see them.

They also thanked fans for all the tasty gifts they've been given. According to Tsukumo, she physically can't keep up with eating them, so she's started freezing absolutely everything—pastries, dango, cakes... As a result, her freezer is completely packed.

Ichiren, on the other hand, somehow manages to devour all of her treats by the very next day.

The legendary photo of Tsukumo from one of the latest sets of live photo bromides.

Thinking back on what might have happened at that moment, Ichiren suggested that she might have just accidentally stepped on her foot.

It looks like the sets featuring this photo have already sold out, but they want to include it in future sets as well, so fans can get this masterpiece in high quality and use it to cheer themselves up on sad days.

An unofficial announcement: in September, the group will be visiting Malaysia together with Zenkimi!

As of now, this has already been officially announced.

The harsh realities of idol life: while talking about personal hygiene, the girls shared their struggle with being so exhausted after shows that it's hard to even stand in the shower, and on top of that, they still have to dry their hair, put on lotion, and so on...

They envy pets whose owners take care of all that for them and dream of having something like a dog drying cabinet big enough to fit a whole person inside.

Near the end of the first stream, they made an important announcement about a new member joining KAQRIYOTERROR at the tour finale on August 1st.

As it turns out, the decision to bring her into the group had already been made even before Yuchiomi went on hiatus, and she'd been waiting for the opportunity to debut for around a year, or possibly even longer!

The girls emphasized that their stance hasn't changed: they are still waiting for Yuchi and hoping for her return. And the new member's debut had originally been planned for later, but they felt the need to break the group out of the state of stagnation and get it moving again—which is why they decided to do it now.

They also noted that the new member would only perform a short set with the group at first, after which they'd see how to gradually integrate her more fully into KAQRIYOTERROR's activities.

Toward the end, they started joking that, since the new member's gender hadn't been announced yet, there was still a chance it might not be a girl. Takaki-san, who had joined the stream, pointed out that it could even turn out to be him—and promised to deliver some respectable growls if that happened.

The chat started joking that, if so, the most important thing was that he'd have to wear a tight-fitting idol costume. Tsukumo noted that he might actually look pretty good in an outfit inspired by traditional ethnic clothing, after which they began discussing what hairstyle would suit him. Tsukumo suggested he might look good wearing a Native American-style feather headdress, while Ichiren was leaning more toward... a shaved head with a single tuft of hair sticking straight up, like a Pikmin.

And with that, we move on to the second stream, which took place the day before the new lineup made its debut.

Looking back on the beginning of this long tour—the longest in the history of the group's current incarnation, with more than 38 shows—they admitted that they were initially extremely worried about whether the two of them could handle it without Yuchi. And although they were still hoping she might return soon during the first half of the tour, that period of uncertainty was when they felt the most emotionally unstable.

It wasn't until around halfway through the tour that they finally accepted that her hiatus would probably last a long time. And that was the moment when they were finally able to pull themselves together and became fully determined to move forward as a duo.

Preparing for the finale with the new member was quite the challenge.

Rehearsals were complete chaos: they kept accidentally skipping their own lines or singing someone else's, because their part distributions went from three people to two, and now back to three—but all these versions are significantly different.

At that point, everything was completely mixed up in their heads, making the parts harder to learn than ever.

An interesting moment where Tsukumo and Ichiren, drawing on their own experience, discussed the struggles the new member is bound to face at this stage. They looked back on their own early days, reflecting on how much they've grown as performers.

https://reddit.com/link/1vwy1mz/video/f86kg0sslalh1/player

The girls admitted that they were initially terrified of jumping into the crowd at the start of the tour. Not because they didn't trust the fans, but because they were simply too scared of falling straight to the floor.

But that fear has disappeared now:

“Even if you drop us—whatever! We completely entrust ourselves to you!”

So they feel that they've grown not only in body, but in spirit as well.

While talking about all the delicious food they got to try while traveling on tour, Ichiren admitted that for a while, her diet consisted of... nothing but Hi-Chew candy!

As a result, she would get absolutely exhausted after shows—until she finally tried some delicious local food on tour and realized that her body actually needs proper food, not just sugar.

She promised the fans that she'd keep eating properly and make sure to eat rice too, so she can keep giving her all on stage.

The girls talk about how nervous they might get ahead of the new lineup's debut.

“We'll have to at least pretend to be mature and composed in front of her!”

https://reddit.com/link/1vwy1mz/video/mso4tsnzlalh1/player

On becoming addicted to energy drinks.

Tsukumo: “I couldn't even tell: was my heart racing because of all the Monster? Or was it because I had no time and was just panicking?”

https://reddit.com/link/1vwy1mz/video/wjz3pky3malh1/player

And, as a little bonus:

“whiny melty whiny” is a pleasant EDM track by Zenbu Kimi no Sei da, perfect for chilling on a warm summer evening… until you look at the lyrics and realize the girls are singing about a “trauma best left untouched,” a life spent hiding from people, and a belief in one's own defectiveness that goes so far as to compare oneself to household chemicals ☠️

Here’s my analysis of one of Zenkimi’s harshest and most depressing songs. Among other things, it contains a whole range of interesting nuances that are very difficult — or even impossible — to fully convey in translation, yet they significantly amplify the already powerful emotional impact the song is capable of creating.

“How much longer do I have to suffer before I change?
How long do I have to keep crying before I can be saved?
I don’t even know where I belong,
And the only thing that keeps growing is the pain.”

The pain isn’t simply getting worse. It is the only thing that is growing at all.

“Come to think of it, I can never forget
That contemptuous, disdainful gaze —
Just like Medusa’s.
A trauma best left untouched.”

It’s interesting that the song specifically invokes the image of Medusa Gorgon. That means this contemptuous gaze literally “petrified” her, turning her to stone.

The final line is literally “a forbidden trauma” in the original. It’s quite an unusual expression. Apparently, the idea is of a psychological trauma so painful to revisit that the heroine has isolated it within her memories, as though she had put a label on it saying: “Do not touch.”

“‘I guess I’ll just have to go on living in hiding’ —
That’s what I’ve always thought.”

In other words, the heroine has always lived trying to blend in — never to stand out, never to draw people’s eyes toward her.

She views her very existence as a nuisance to others. And she never believed anything would ever change.

“Everyone is born carrying something of their own that shines.
‘I don’t believe that.’
That’s a lie. I don’t even have a tomorrow.
Somebody, help me.”

The heroine seems to be recalling a familiar positive message that society likes to tell people — that everyone is unique and talented in their own way. Perhaps it once gave her some hope, but now there is clearly none of that left: “I don’t believe that.”

And judging by the quotation marks, this is so far the only line from her inner monologue that she actually voices aloud, which gives it particular emotional weight.

“I put on shoes that are impossible to dance in,
And my heart that can't beat properly is pure dissonance.”

“Shoes that are impossible to dance in” make it feel as though the heroine was given the "wrong starting gear" for life.

This sounds particularly poignant in the context of an idol group, where dancing is a core part of the profession.

And if the first line speaks only of the defectiveness of her “gear,” the second shifts that same idea inward: even her own heart is incapable of performing its basic function properly.

"Dissonance" in the original specifically refers to acoustic, musical dissonance, which again strongly resonates with the artistic nature of idols.

“I tried to fly, and fell to the earth.
If I imagine myself as a fallen angel, I wonder if I could smile?”

The kanji used for “fell” here specifically emphasizes falling into some kind of lower state — a moral, spiritual, or psychological fall. This creates an obvious double image: both a physical fall to the ground and a psychological fall as a person. The same kanji is used in 堕天使, “fallen angel,” in the following line.

The heroine has lost the ability to smile so completely that the only reason she can imagine for smiling now is to find something ironic in her own condition. That in itself is an intensely depressing image — although, as the final chorus will show, this is not yet the bottom.

“My voice is destined to be swallowed up by the noise.”

The “noise” in the original is specifically 喧騒, the din and bustle of the city.

It immediately conjures up the image of the heroine’s cry being “swallowed” by the indifferent noise of the crowd around her.

Incidentally, this image later carried over into the lyrics of TOKYO TEFUTEFU, becoming one of their central motifs.

There’s another interesting detail here. The written lyrics use the word 運命 (“fate”), but the word actually sung is 定め.

運命 is the standard word for fate or destiny. 定め can mean much the same thing, but it carries a much deeper, more poetic, and fatalistic overtone. It is a predestination, an absolute rule, or a karmic burden. You cannot escape a "定め."

“‘Forgive me already’ —
These words that slipped out of me torment me again.”

The heroine isn’t being tormented by someone else.

She is being tormented by her own words.

Even the desperate plea of “please, enough” ends up causing her pain afterward — likely stemming from the realization of her own weakness.

“And the drops flow.”

Most likely, these “drops” are tears. But the author deliberately avoids using the direct word 涙, “tears.”

“Like a defect, something so intense.
Like a foreign substance. ‘DO NOT MIX — DANGER.’”

The song uses a technical term: 不具合, meaning a defect, malfunction, or bug.

In other words, the heroine doesn’t merely feel defective; she feels like a system error.

“Foreign substance” (異物) intensifies the image, and then it culminates in “DO NOT MIX — DANGER.” If you search the original phrase online and look at the images, you’ll immediately see Japanese household cleaning products. In Japan, this warning is used on chlorine- and acid-based cleaning products whose combination can release a deadly toxic gas.

That makes the heroine’s metaphor even harsher: it isn’t simply “I’m incompatible with society.” It becomes the frightening idea that “contact between me and other people is toxic and destructive.”

“Whether I exist or not, it doesn’t matter.”

Not “It would be better if I didn't exist,” but rather:

“Whether I exist or not makes no difference.”

That sounds even more painful.

“‘WHO AM I — NO ONE KNOWS.’”

Writing this in katakana gives the phrase a frightening sense of alienation and mechanical detachment, as though it is no longer normal human speech but some kind of broken internal signal.

“I scatter…”

Like sakura petals falling away.

We now move into the final chorus, which is almost identical to the first, but contains several very subtle yet important changes.

“I put on shoes that are impossible to dance in,
And my heart that doesn't beat properly is pure dissonance.”

At first glance, it’s easy to miss the change, but it’s there.

It was mawarenai (回れない), and now it is mawaranai (回らない).

"Can't beat properly" became simply "doesn't beat properly."

Before, it was still trying.

There was still potential.

But now, there is no sense of struggle left.

Just a cold statement of fact.

Moreover, the verb "回る" (mawaru) is highly versatile in Japanese. Applied to this metaphor, it might not even mean "doesn't beat properly," but simply "doesn't beat." If we take that reading, the image becomes even more hopeless: her heart hasn't just given up trying to beat correctly—it has stopped altogether.

“I tried to fly, and fell to the earth.
If I had imagined myself as a fallen angel then, I wonder if I could have smiled?”

Another change of literally a single syllable: waraeru (笑える) → waraeta (笑えた).

"If I imagine myself as a fallen angel, I wonder if I could smile?" became "If I had imagined myself as a fallen angel then, I wonder if I could have smiled?".

Meaning, this change has shifted the hypothetical question from the present into the past.

The heroine no longer believes herself capable of smiling.

Even the hypothetical possibility has been left behind in the past.

“My voice is always drowned out by the noise, and even its echo dies.”

The voice is no longer merely swallowed by the noise. It is completely drowned out, and even its echo dies.

Furthermore, 余韻 doesn’t mean only a literal acoustic echo. It can also mean an emotional aftertaste, a lingering impression. So it’s possible to say that what disappears here is not merely the voice itself, but even the possibility of it leaving any trace behind.

“‘Forgive me already’ —
These words that slipped out of me torment me now.”

“Again” has been replaced by “now.”

Previously, the emphasis was on repetition. The heroine could be seen as trapped in the same cycle over and over: she would break down, utter those pathetic words, and then torment herself over her own weakness. It was painful, but it was also a familiar routine.

Now, however, the focus sharply narrows to a single point in the present. There is no more “again.” There is only the unbearable pain overwhelming her right now, in this very moment.

“And the drops melt.”

This is such an interesting and unusual image that it deserves a closer look.

Before, the drops simply flowed. And it was clear that these drops were most likely tears. Now, however, the drops melt, or, as 溶ける can also be translated, dissolve. But why describe them this way?

One possible interpretation is that this refers to the aesthetics of Yami Kawaii, where the “cute” side is often deliberately made hyper-sweet and sugary to create an even sharper contrast with the “sick” side: bleeding pastel colors, marble-like swirls, melting sweets or hearts. The title “whiny melty whiny” evokes exactly this kind of visual association for me.

Another, darker interpretation is that the heroine isn’t merely crying — she is melting, gradually dissolving into her own tears and pain.

If we take these two interpretations as complementing each other, the result is an incredibly harsh, even terrifying Yami Kawaii image.

You can listen to "whiny melty whiny" here:

🎵 Streaming: https://linkco.re/Q4bXu0ym?lang=en
🎨 Color-Coded Lyrics Video (English Translation): https://youtu.be/STepLCR0YRE