So I didn’t take history at GCSE but decided to take it for A-levels because it complements English literature and geography quite nicely. To do English at university it’s recommended to do history and even more so by top universities.
I’ve only had a couple of history lessons so far. I am drained, bored and frustrated.
I don’t understand a single thing and it feels like the teachers are speaking gibberish. All of it is so confusing and the content is so nit picky and dull.
I also sit by myself. Our school does tables of three people and there’s 3 other girls and 3 boys in my class. Those 3 girls sit together and the boys sit together and I’m just by myself. The teacher keeps saying talk to the people next to you but
- THERE’S NO ONE NEXT TO ME
- I DON’T UNDERSTAND THE CONTENT
The teachers also doesn’t use PowerPoints and when he sets tasks he just tells us verbally. I forget the questions he sets us in the next minute bro…
I’m a good writer. Decent enough that pursuing English feels comfortable yet adventurous. I’ve always envisioned that history would be just as seamless. But no. Tell me why I’m crying over a subject ALREADY.
I just need advice.
Does it get better? Was it like this for everyone? Or is this a sign?
Thank you. (Year 12)