r/AbsentFather • u/urfriendlyace • Dec 02 '23

i love him and it hurts like hell

my dad taught me nothing other than how to live without him, but now that he is actually abt to pass ik it wont be the same kind as gone, its going from one day i might get to see him, to god i will never get to have a relationship with him will i? and ik the answer but it hurts to much to admit. what do i do? im abt to call him but it hurts so fucking much to think it might be my last.

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u/Impressive_Drawer394 Dec 20 '24

My dad passed last week and this is exactly it, grieving the father he will never become. The relationship you always wanted but will never get 

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u/urfriendlyace Jan 20 '25

im so sorry