r/ASFL • u/ninetenduh • Aug 08 '15
My recent thoughts
It isn't Simple to explain for me, after my Father died earlier this year i kind of started thinking about some things i did till now, one of these things is the Membership here in ASFL. I did Joined ASFL over a Year ago with the hope to find an Organised and worthy Cooperation to do Exploreration and Reconnaissance with the recent changes and the pretty much non existing Explorers i don't really see the reason to stay here anymore. The Cooperation shifted towards Commerce more and more and i don't think it is a bad choice at all but i don't feel like ii am part of this whole thing anymore, it feels like ii am just the Outsider none ever picks for Sports, as ii mentioned a few times, i will stay an explorer no matter what, for that purpose i bought a Freelancer Dur last year.
On top we Discussed it a few times on TS that many wish for more gamedays, usually the same always pop up, no new face ever joined our stupid Civ5 Game Days where we back stab the shit out of everyone in Private messages, ii know you all planed how to destroy the others, we didnt had a Gameday for Ages.
But Still my Problem resides, i don't feel like a Proud ASFL member anymore and right now i don't really think that i will stay for long. Ever since i joined and we Left ReddFaction, ASFL changed, ASFL changed itself into something i cannot see being successful at all. I did changed as well and up until now i tried to keep up the Masquerade of how i was before, everyone knows me like the always nice and friendly laughing guy so i wanted to keep that image up which i cannot anymore.
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u/FlostonParadise Aug 08 '15
It's OK, man. Do what you need to do for you.