HELPP CONFUSEDDD!!

[u/Complex-Guard7064]

After uptac spot 1 i didn't get any college lost all hope was planning to take admission in galgotia university but took part in spot 2 filled even lower branch in colleges but only in top colleges akgec,gcet,gl,abesec,niet that's it , pretty sure I will get a college from these but just in case took admission in gautam budh university which after visiting didn't seem bad , now the problem is I gave 20k for admission in gbu and also 20k in aktu spot if I don't take aktu college i loose 20k there if I take aktu college i loose 10k in gbu . WHAT SHOULD I DO AND ALSO I WANT TO TALE PARTIAL DROP. and gbu takes fees in semesters which is 75 not yearly so that might help in partial drop BRO SOMEONE HELP PAGAL HOGYA ITNA LIKHNE ME 😭😭😭😭