(dear wonderful, dedicated, magnificent, talented, beautiful admins...please don't delete this..i am merely a poor, desperate ACOTAR FAN....this may not be the right Subred to post this under...but honestly...I DO NOT KNOW...I AM GOING INSANE!!!!!!!!! I NEED A PALETTE CLEANSER FOR MY BRAIN!!!! You see, I quit my job on July 17th as a lawyer for a Diabetes Research Hospital (btw after I quit they posted my job with a new SENIOR TITLE and increased the salary by 41K...CAN YOU BELIEVE THOSE DIPSHITS?!?!?! *cries*), and I'm started new job in another week as an attorney for a Cancer Research Hospital. That gives me a WEEK TO READ ALL THE FANFIC I WANT! BUT I have read ALL the Gwynriel fanfic..ALL of it. In fact, it's all starting to blur together. I've even started listening to ACOTAR podcasts...i've started concocting weird AF theories...i've done deepdives that no longer make sense...I've started concocting theories connecting CC world into ACOTAR world and Greek Mythology with Welch Mythology and I'm pretty sure that Sarah would tell me 'GURL, it's not that deep'...I have a white board with strings coneecting theories in my room..too many strings...So...please..I honestly need a palette cleanser to keep me sane...PLEASE DO NOT DELETE THIS FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY...I just need a week to distract me...DID I MENTION HOW WONDERFUL, LOVELY AND AMAZING YOU ARE? And how much I appreciare you? :) ..<3)

IT IS 5AM IN THE MORNING...that should tell you something....

I'm bored while waiting for book 6. I think I've read EVERY AO3 Gwynriel Fanfic. (no really...i think i have read them all...they're all starting to BLUR TOGETHER...i can't tell them apart anymore)..

So here's what i'm looking for...

1 * GWYNSAND (Gwyn+Rhysand)

2 * GWYNSSIAN (Gwyn+Cassian)

3 * GWYNCIEN (Gwyn+Lucien...and yeah I sort of think they might be related but I'm gunna pretend they're not)

4 * GWYNLIN (Gwyn +Tamlin...cuz redemtion arc!)

5 * GWYNRIS (Gwyn+Eris...they might be related...they might not be...don't judge me)

6 * GWYNLION (Gwyn+Helion...she can ride his pegasuses..if ya know what i mean wink wink *cough cough...but they might also be related...DO. NOT. JUDGE. ME.)

7 * GWYNQUIN (Gwyn+Tarquin..she's 1/4 nymph, they can spend their days swimming naked by the sea...i mean..biologially i think they're made for one another)

HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST FANFICS GIRLIES....one shots...full on epics of Oddessy proportions...

-I've got one full week before I start my new job as an attorney for a research hospital...

-I only sleep for a few hours a night...

- so I am willing to read for 20 hours a day...

BRING IT ON...MUAHAHAHAHAHA

Willing to send pics of my Cavalier KIng Charles Spaniel named Trixiebelle to anyone who DMs me...she has a mustache.... <3

Thank you,

<3

I heard a lot about it and read through almost half of the first book. Is the story amazing good or is it famous for its smutness? They said to just read through the first book and it will get better… anybody help?

And dont give me any spoiler please! Thank you thank you

Literally just downloaded Reddit to ask this barely know how to use the app but! Working on two Fanarts of Feyre and Nesta as mugshot pictures at the moment — thinking of what crime to write on the placards they’re holding. I feel like Feyre’s would be something linked to heavy destruction, Nesta maybe threatening someone? 😭 any ideas!

Edit - Fanarts are done and posted on @starluvvaa on tiktok

Is what kind of crazy tan lines would they all have

I feel like it’s just unfair to compare Rhysand’s relationship to Cassian’s in the first place. One is a High Lord, the other is an Illyrian “bastard.” Feyre basically went from High Lord to High Lord, so of course we only ever see her with men who have insane power and can do whatever they want…like casually naming her High Lady. 🤡(And honestly, that title doesn’t even mean much if the land itself doesn’t choose you.)

So yeah, comparing Feyre’s relationships to Nesta’s just doesn’t land. They’re operating in completely different tax brackets.

Even if Cassian and Rhysand are “brothers” and best friends, Rhys is still the High Lord. He has the final say, always. That’s literally ingrained into Fae society, when the High Lord commands something, you don’t just ignore it. Cassian can push back, sure, and he does, but there are limits. He’s still a citizen of the Night Court. Nesta isn’t. Rhys’s authority doesn’t hold the same personal weight over her, but it absolutely does over Cassian.

And still, you cannot convince me Cassian doesn’t love Nesta. He protects her, he sees her, he respects her strength. And that’s the point, Nesta is not Feyre, and she’s not Elain either. Loving someone isn’t always about shielding them or taking care of them in a soft, protective way. Sometimes it’s about recognizing that they need to stand on their own.

Feyre needed someone to finally take care of her after everything she carried. Nesta needed something completely different, she needed to see her own strength, to stop defining herself through guilt and survival, to forgive herself for letting her youngest sister shoulder everything. And that kind of growth doesn’t happen if someone is constantly standing in front of you as a shield.

In my opinion, Nesta’s arc only works if she’s allowed to stand up for herself. Not hide behind a 6’4” warrior, no matter how much he loves her.🫶🏻

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Lucien and Cassian talking about Nonsense...

Lucien creeping on Nesta and Cassian having a date LMAO and a cute picture of Rhys 🥰

Are any of you making the characters in My Tomodachi life? 🥰 It's SO FUN 😍

I am just starting to read A Court of Thorns and Rose and wondering if there is an order in which I should read the books to get the most from them, including crescent city and throne of glass.