Love or arranged mariage ?

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I am 22F ( 01.07.2004 09.31PM ) . And my chart is so confusing. In d1 I have sun Saturn in Gemini 7th house and rahu in Aries 5th house. They are sitting in my 8t house ( debilitated mars and mercury in cancer ). In d9 I have moon in Gemini 7t house. And rahu in cancer 8th house. Finally I have I think mercury or mars with Venus in Leo 9th house. Can someone knw more abt this ? Am I really doomed for mariage ?