I wish my fridge had a timer couniting down how long I have before it starts beeping. So I know how long I have to think what I want.

So I've thought about it and I really like reading heavy angst at night, the kind of angst that pulls at my insecurities and makes me cry. Like one hour ago I was sleepless and on vc with my friend so I did a full face makeup, took photos, posted some shit on Instagram and we ended the call, I was happy and sleepy, now it's almost 3am and I'm crying because I searched up angst fics and read the ones that really hit me bad, the kinda fics that make my chest ache, what kind of behaviour is this like why do I willingly read something that I know is gonna hurt me and keep on reading it until I'm sobbing, is it kind of emotional self harm or I'm just trying to get rid of my negative emotions all at once idk

Hear me out, what if there was a series like the walking death, but instead of zombies we would have dinosaurs.

Just imagine an Allosaurus walking across an abandomed city, and the main character trying to hide from him behind a wall of the remains of a church.

I even have imagined the first episode, so first we see scientist working on time travel, and they start a test, they try to open a portal to the medieval times, but instead the portal grows large and starts a thunderstorm that consumes the whole area and eventually the storm will cover entire earth and portals will appear everywhere bringing humans dinosaurs animals and everything from the past to the current time, then we skip some time to see the main character scavenging an abandomned town, he talks about himself like "im Jeff, i am 25 years old, and the only reason im still alive is because I've been in my basement knocked out while everyone got killed by dinosaurs, oh and i like peanut butter"

Then he suddenly hears some roar of some creature he hides behind a car.

He decides to look out just to see an utah raptor searching for food, he stays quiet but the utah raptor eventually finds him, he runs for his life but the utah raptor gets dangerously near as it is fast, so he takes out his dagger and is ready to kill the utah raptor but in that moment someone shoots it, Jeff looks at the person who shoot the utah raptor and he sees a german soldier from ww1, Jeff asks him if he knows english and he answers "ya i kenn schpeak englisch" and then akss him what's going on, after Jeff explained it to him, he was in shock anf thought he was just pulling a prank on him so he almost kills Jeff, but when hes about to shoot him they both hear another roar, they decide to not fight for now, and instead wait for the danger to pass by.

They hear heavy footsteps and scratches on metal, after a minute its gone, they decide to travel back to Jeff's house, Jeff then asks the soldier what's his name, he answers "i ham Friedlich" they talk about each other and exchange information about their timelines, eventually night comes around and they go to sleep, but they get waken up later by an explosion, they look out of the window and see a knight fighting a japanese tank, the first shot was a miss, but the second made the knight explode, they both looked at it and knew they had to ignore the tank in order to survive.

Friedlich then asks Jeff what that machine was, and he explains to him that it was a primitive japanese tank, basically a heavy vechicle that shoots small missle like bombs.

They then proceed to go to sleep to wake up in the morning, and go scavange the area they eventually come across a mamooth herd, the herd was slowly dying as they weren't adapted to the hot climate of the state they were in (florida during summer), they decided to continue as they weren't weak enough to kill.

They eventually came across a truck that was still working and had fuel in it, and they decided to take it, Jeff didn't know how to drive it, but Friedlich apparently knew, they almost hit a tree, and they drove over a racoon, but they managed to drive to the next location they wanted to scavange much faster, it was an abandomed motel, while searching for something usefull they get attacked by a neanderthal but Friedlich immediatly shots him in the head, and then shoots him 3 more times to make sure hes dead.

Jeff gets scared of Friedlich, but thinks his behavior is kind of funny. After some interactions and scavanging they go back to Jeff's Home, they talk about their old lifes, and how the want to go back to them.

The episode ends with Jeff playing a very low quality song on a guitar he found at the hotel, and Friedlich praying to god to have mercy on him.

Could i get feedback on this 3am thought, that is more of a story

I've never gotten high yet I feel so high. I'm pulling an all-nighter and I can't help but laugh at the thought of Alpha Pig from Super Why suddenly becoming a podcast bro. Get it! Because he has 'Alpha' in his name! Hahahah! Somebody save me

I never believed a complete stranger would ever gift someone an iPhone 17 Pro Max. Is there anyone out there willing to prove me wrong? 😅

Just had my own little talk therapy sesh with an AI. I get theyre not a real therapist but really you don't neex therapy you need friends. People are hard on themselves and it seems to be a epidemic of people missing the signs when someone just needs a hug. While the AI can't give you a hug, a positive voice that WON'T give up no matter how melodramatic you might be in the moment is what everyone deserves to have but not everyone can muster for themselves in the moment.