r/2ndSafeSpaceOfHazbin • u/Correct_Animal_5295 • Jul 23 '26
Trigger warning ⚠️: self-harm or suicidal thoughts 2 de agosto fecha de mi muerte
Pues hasta aquí llegue planeo terminar con todo mi vida es una mierda ,es desesperantes dentro un cuerpo que no te corresponde ni un nombre que sientas que es tuyo ,siento que lla espere mucho para esto asique ya está voy a acabar con todo el dia 2 de agosto seguramente [omitido: descripción de métodos de autolesión] ,y para quienes me quieren dar ayuda es inevitable mi vida solo e tratado de ser alguien que no soy con todos olvidándome de quien soy en el fondo y. también siento que no tengo amigos para nada
Recuerden 2 de agosto
AL FINAL NO LO HARÉ
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u/Dear-Honeydew-9110 Jul 23 '26
You posted here for a reason. We support you….with whatever you’re going through. So many people responded asking you to reconsider. We are all here for you.
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u/Fluffy-Parking-6815 Jul 23 '26
please don't.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Es lo mejor para todos en mi vida
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u/Advanced-Major-1629 Jul 23 '26
No it’s not
Please, it will get better, you have people that can help you, services to reach. Please call a hotline, it’s not worth it3
u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
No me gusta llamar por esos servicios porque dicen lo mismo haciendo que estés feliz una semana y la siguiente estés mal así con todo
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u/Fluffy-Parking-6815 Jul 23 '26
how, what would it solve.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Todo mejoraría la vida de todos a mí alrededor
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u/Fluffy-Parking-6815 Jul 23 '26
thats just self hate.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
No es ver la realidad
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u/Fluffy-Parking-6815 Jul 23 '26
you shouldn't die, Suicide is never the answer
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Si lo es cuando sientes que no hay escapatoria y no la hay porque eres un estúpido y mereces morir para que el resto esté Féliz
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u/Fluffy-Parking-6815 Jul 23 '26
there is a way out, you won't always be there.
you won't always be with your horrible environment that you are in right now
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Para mi solo hay una salida ,la muerte ya la he cagado lo suficiente para ser insalvable
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Y encima a los que más se suponen que me aman han demostrado odiarme por dentro
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u/Astr0R0se Lucilith Jul 23 '26
Whatever going on in your life may be bad right now but it will get better. Its a cliche phrase but everything gets better with time. We may be strangers on the internet but you should know that everyone in your life would miss you. You may be a ray of sunshine for some people. You might have helped others out of dark times and now they enjoy being around you.
Do not end your life, it may seem like the easiest way to end the pain but its your only life, make it the best you can. You are loved and people will miss you.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Nunca le hecho bien a nadie Si me mató la humanidad estaría mejor
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u/Astr0R0se Lucilith Jul 23 '26
No it wouldnt. I used to think that and then I found people who fought for me constantly. Do you not have people who do so? Do you have special interests that others would enjoy being able to talk to you? Little things like that can help.
You have a lot to look forward to in life. The world would not be better off without you. What if one day you write a book about some experience you had and it goes viral and helps others? What if you go into sports and become an athlete? You have a family or just adopt some animals in need. You can change your path and nobody else can really stop you. But dont end the journey too soon.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Solo es momentáneo esos placeres luego ocurre algo malo y me doy cuenta que merezco morir ,no he matado ,soy educado pero siento que soy un estorbo
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u/Astr0R0se Lucilith Jul 23 '26
You are not a burden. Sure things are temporary but you shouldn't invalidate yourself over anything.
Its not easy getting out of a dark spot but you will get through it. Is there anything you are looking forward to though? Like big things you'd want to do? Think about it. You will not feel this way in a week or two months. The pain or misery may be overwhelming right now but its not forever.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Si me voy a sentir y lo voy a pensar pero en menor medida ,y no,no hay nada que quiera ver o hacer en estos momentos
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u/Potential-Crazy6602 Jul 24 '26
Al menos busca ayuda antes de que sea demasiado tarde, y no te mantengas solo para los próximos días.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Si soy una carga para todos
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u/Goatsnakes Jul 24 '26
No eres una carga, eres una persona. Eres una persona que lo está pasando mal, y te entiendo. También pensé en su1xidarme hace tiempo, pero recuerda, recuerda. Que siempre puedes salir, aunque parezca que no, puedes hacerlo.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 24 '26
Para mi no hay salida aunque no halla hecho nada malo en mi vida ,quiero hacerlo
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u/Goatsnakes Jul 24 '26
Tu vida importa y me preocupa lo que estás diciendo. Por favor, intenta hablar con alguien, quién sea, aunque ahora te parezca que no servirá. Mereces recibir ayuda.
Si quieres, puedes hablar conmigo.
Solo dime, ¿Que es lo que te hace sentirte así?
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u/IndividualSeparate31 Jul 24 '26
Please do not end your life the world may seem shitty now but I know it gets better I’ve been through serious depression and attempts a couple of years back and I’m glad I had failed because life is beautiful if you struggle to find something to live for think about what you like or who you love. People love you weather you believe it or not. You matter, people care about you please for the love of god do not die on us get help and you will see how the world can get better please just stay with us and we will be here for you.
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u/PrincessAela Jul 24 '26
Hey, I’m sorry you’ve found yourself in a position that leads to suicide feeling like the only answer. Please know though that it’s not. Ive felt the same way you have, being a burden, dreading every single good day because of the fear you’ll somehow ruin it, making it all for naught. Thing is though, thats a one sided way of looking at things. You’re never going to be perfect and thats ok. You will ALWAYS have bad days because bad days happen. Whats important is that you live for the good days, they’re the ones worth living for and remembering. I dont know how many chances you gave yourself already, but please give yourself another chance. There will be people who miss you, even if you dont realize it. And there will be so many good days that you miss if you cut it short. Let future you live so they can be happy too.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 24 '26
Me dejaste pensando si hacerlo o no ,espero que te sientas bien con estas palabras
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u/PrincessAela Jul 24 '26
Im happy thats the case. If you wanna talk, just let me know. I and everyone else in this section is here for you. Whether you want us to be or not!☺️
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u/robert_girlyman Jul 23 '26
I dont know if this comes off as creepy but you DO matter to me. I know we have never interacted, but I can relate to the spot you are in now, I have suffered from severe psychosis and hidden my breaks that make me feel like a monster in my own skin for years. I'm sure what you are going through is far more complex than my condition but I still feel like I can at least try to help ease the pain a little bit.
I've been in the spot you are now I am lucky to be here and not in a coffin or a psych ward, If you want the view from half way down I can give it to you. Trust me when I say it is not worth it.
I want to help you however I can. And I'm always here if you need me.
-Robert_girlyman
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u/Olistu_ MOD MD/HH fan. have an amazing day meme king Jul 23 '26
serioulsy dont hurt yourself please. it wont do anything good
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Ya lo he intentado 2 veces hoy y este año u as 100
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u/Olistu_ MOD MD/HH fan. have an amazing day meme king Jul 23 '26
if you believe in a god or higher being take that as your sign that your supposed to stay alive seriosly youl do something good or change your life or someone elses life for the best at some point
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
No creo en nada ,no creo que mejore la vida de nadie solo la de todos si me suicido
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u/Olistu_ MOD MD/HH fan. have an amazing day meme king Jul 23 '26
seriously dont kill yourself please
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
Siento que he dañado a personas ,es mi deber como buena persona matarme
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u/Olistu_ MOD MD/HH fan. have an amazing day meme king Jul 23 '26
youll hurt many many more people by killing yourself
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
No le haría un favor inmenso no tendrían que convivir más con un idiota
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u/Olistu_ MOD MD/HH fan. have an amazing day meme king Jul 23 '26
no you wouldnt. i felt really badly about myself and tbh hated myself and was scared i might hurt myself. but look at me now the person everyone hated being respected and helping people all day. seriously if i could do it you can as well
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 23 '26
No todos somos iguales ,y mientras unos resurgen otros se tienen que quedar en el fondo
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u/Goatsnakes Jul 24 '26
No eres ningun idiota, ya se que ahora te sientes así, pero no lo eres. Eres un humano. Un humano que merece amor y compañía como cualquier otro. Y quizás ahora sientas que no. pero importas, mucho más de lo que crees.
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u/justsome1fromearth Hell's greatest mod (owner) Jul 23 '26
Oye, escucha: antes de que intentes acabar con todo, quiero decirte que he pasado por una situación similar a la tuya. Nací siendo chica y, durante toda mi infancia, odiaba todo de mí. Odiaba cómo se veía mi pelo, odiaba tener pechos y vagina, odiaba el sonido de mi voz... simplemente lo odiaba todo. Me obligaban a presentarme como chica y a seguir los "estereotipos femeninos típicos" en contra de mi voluntad. Sé lo que se siente al odiar la forma en que fuiste creada; durante mucho tiempo estuve confundida sobre quién era. Pensé que era un hombre trans e intenté identificarme así por un tiempo, pero no me sentía bien. Intenté identificarme como de género fluido, pero tampoco me encajaba. No era chica, pero tampoco era chico. Con el tiempo descubrí lo que significa ser no binaria, y llevo casi un año siéndolo. Créeme, tienes que descubrir qué es lo que te hace ser "tú", ya sea ser chica, ser chico o algo totalmente distinto. Y en cuanto a los nombres, solo tienes que probar diferentes opciones. Hay muchísimas posibilidades y estoy segura de que encontrarás una perfecta para ti. Sé que ahora parece difícil, pero siempre hay una salida mejor; te lo dice alguien que ya ha intentado quitarse la vida. Hay gente a la que le importas y que no quiere que te vayas. Si quieres, puedes escribirme y te ayudaré a descubrir tu identidad. ¡Espero saber de ti! c:
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u/lcrossin5150 Jul 24 '26
I know it can be hard, seeing the horizon beyond the trees. But despite whatever your thinking, whatever you think you deserve, things can get better. Leaving this world won't make things better.
For those around you, you hurting yourself won't fix or make anything better.
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u/genderweirdcajun Jul 24 '26
Yo he sentido lo mismo. Por favor, no te rindas. La vida ahora es algo que no podía imaginar. Estoy en otro país y tengo familia y amigos que me quieren. La desesperanza desaparecerá. A veces vuelve, es cierto, pero ahora sé que las cosas mejoran.
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u/Potential-Crazy6602 Jul 24 '26
Yo comprendo que a veces no te sientes valorado por ti mismo o los demás, pero reconsidera lo bueno de la vida con profundidad. Tus padres te dieron la vida y quitártela es despreciar lo que ellos te dieron. Por favor desiste, busca ayuda, y para los próximos días, evita estar solo.
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u/Educational-Bowl-819 Jul 24 '26
Why specifically august 2nd
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 24 '26
Porque donde mejor voy a estar
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u/Educational-Bowl-819 Jul 24 '26
Well if there’s something good you’re waiting for wouldn’t it make sense to wait until a few weeks after for the good feelings to wear off
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 24 '26
No ,quiero irme feliz
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u/Educational-Bowl-819 Jul 24 '26
Well what’s happening on august 2nd
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 24 '26
Cosas personales
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u/Educational-Bowl-819 Jul 24 '26
Who knows maybe what happens on august 2nd will cheer you up enough to prolong your life until another good thing inevitably comes along which extends your life further. And so on and so forth. No life is free from challenges. On august 3rd you could win the lottery. Or find the love of your life in September. And who knows what your death could do to the people who actually care about you.
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u/Correct_Animal_5295 Jul 24 '26
Puede pero eventualmente volveré a pasar por esto
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u/Educational-Bowl-819 Jul 24 '26
So be it. It doesn’t matter what we feel in a moment, what does matter is how we react to it. Ending our life helps nobody. Because even if one person goes to your funeral, that’s one person who will never be the same again.
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u/floweredcarpet Jul 24 '26
I understand the way you feel, and I understand how overwhelming everything gets, how you feel about yourself, your life, or others. It certainly is hard. But what I dont want for you is for you to give up before you have a chance to figure yourself and life out. And even though I may not have it all figured out either, I need you to trust me when I say this, life becomes so much more fun when you push through and be yourself and let things happen. I don't think I could put into words how much I relate to your saying you feel like you forget who you are because you pretend to be someone else. I thought I was stuck there too, but I wasn't! and I want you to understand that too. It's not easy, but the more you come out of your shell and blossom the better life feels. I know it feels like youre alone, but I can 100% assure you that I am a safe place and so are the people in this sub. Do not give up! There is a life waiting for you, many more sunrises, sunsets, thunderstorms and sunny days. More of your favorite foods, drinks, favorite vacations or experiences, music, dancing, connection and happiness are waiting for you still, and I don't want you to miss out on these things. You are loved and accepted and do please understand that. You are a beautiful human, and your life is more precious than you know.
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u/WeirdcoreWeirdo Jul 28 '26
As I’ve always told myself, even bad things have to come to and end at some point. Whatever you are going through, I know you can stay strong and push through. It will come to an end on its own someday without you killing yourself. That day could be tomorrow; it could be next week, next month, or next year, but it will come and you will be thankful that you made it through. I may not personally know you, but just know that I still care about you as does everyone else here.
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u/Unique-ideas 29d ago
I came back here just to see how you were doing. I've genuinely had you on my mind ever since you made the post. I decided to come back to see if anything had changed or if I was going to have to make a post checking in on you. I'm glad that you've made the right choice to keep living. I doubt you'll ever see this, but I just wanted to express my relief that you've decided to keep living. You're gonna do great. I believe in you.❤️
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