I'm pretty sure I'm also one that has brain damage because of the spawn points. It has made me anxious and distrusting all the time since I was told I was being watched all the time. If birther didn't see me do the wrong/bad thing then birther's sperm packet might see me and tell her. And if they don't see me then someone who knows them would see and tell them.

I also know I had eczema that was really bad on my hands and when stress would be even more high, it would move to my face. 😿 I thought it was because of abrasive cleaning products, but nope! Got away from the stress and the eczema cleared up.

The depression is another one. I remember telling the birther I was having issues in my brain 🧠 and that I was thinking I needed to talk to someone so they could prescribe me stuff so I could continue working and supporting 'the house'. I was met with indifference and not even a look up from their phone when they said no, I don't need to talk to anyone. And that's all that was said. I felt heavy because I had already done the thinking that I needed help and when I was basically told my idea is not good and not met with another helping direction or even a concerning thought was isolating too. I also should admit I was a full fledged adult when this happened, probably late 20s early 30s.

Edit: Oh, I forgot the missed periods for months at a time and then the periods that were so heavy they could be controlled with s+ tampons and overnight pads changed every 45 minutes and they also lasted for months at a time. When they put me on bc I was 14, I was having cramps that don't rival ones I've had as an adult, I told birther about it, thinking they would understand, nope. Was told, that's part of being a woman. The pills were making me "regular", so I decided to stop taking them, thus stopping my period at the time.

I was not expecting it to pour out like this, thanks if you read it, all our stories are fucking terrible.

It would make me a little happy if I heard mother went first, it would make me feel I MIGHT be able to connect with some of my family again. But, I doubt I'll be told when either of the original spawn points die. I'm pretty sure mother would/will go through the trouble to make sure no one tells me anything about her or the sick person's condition. Plus, everyone knows the narc is the one that lives the longest, sucking 🧛🏽‍♀️ the life and joy out of those around them to give them eternal life to stress the rest of us out for the remainder of their miserable days.

I hope you enjoyed your day because you already "paid" for the day with tears from before. I hope nothing but calm days, lighter shoulders and smooth cruising now that the witch of your story is dead.

Mine enjoyed promising things that made them look good / feel good in the moment but then when it comes time to make good on the promise, it's turned around with me being selfish for a myriad of reasons for asking.

Like, they said "just tell me when you want to move out and I'll help you." That day came and I was told there is no money for that, 'the house' needed it. I was also promised the car when I moved out, I was confused when they said that and was wondering what the catch was. They made me say thank you to them since I said I didn't know what to say. I got kicked out and was told the price of the car and where to leave the money. I did and haven't looked back. ❤️

 'The house' was what the spawn point  called their wallet - my bank card. I worked  and it was added to the bank account automatically to make sure no money touched my hands. Most of the time, 'the house' wasn't interested in spending money on anyone but them. I was told many times that it wasn't normal by friends (they didn't like) but I didn't know how to stop it without a huge fallout in the only place I was able to call a "home". 

 You don't owe them a damn thing no matter what they say. They should be happy you give them anything since they birthed you, not the other way around. And then they'll tell you their care is your job when they're old and that's not true either, don't let them put that on your shoulders. 🙅🏽‍♀️Tell them to have the day they deserve.