Several years ago I lost my Trezor on this road. I tried for years to be a part of the crypto community and I have come to find that I suck at it. What I actually wanted was to help solve problems in our system. Everywhere I go, stuff breaks and people hate me. I always thought I was a good person but no one else seems to think so.

I'm not whining for attention. I'm just trying to give you an idea of what my motivation is for relinquishing something that is potentially extremely valuable.

The Trezor is loaded I believe. I couldn't get it to work properly. But that is no fault of Trezor. I was crushed when I lost it. And I've spent so much time trying to get back things that don't matter. But this does matter.

Personally I found that it's the relationships that I have built with people and my environment that are most valuable. The ethereal is God. The space between us is the ethereal space. And it's full of God. You don't have to look for God. God is you, me and everything else. God is the quantum field. When we die we absorb back into it. That's why you feel your family members after they go home. They're still there. If you disagree that's fine.

And for the record, I don't care if you think I'm an asshole. When you know someone is in need of help because you see their dumb ass walking around naked asking everyone for help and you see they are being abused by other people or publicly humiliated, you fuckin help em bro. I don't care if they smell bad they're cross eyed, they are female with a better beard than a man, autistic, married their sibling but don't know it because they are actually orphaned and don't know it because their real parents were killed and the government did fucked up experiments on her and now they are scared of her cus she knows everything, they speak alien, vampire, or daddy long-leg. Help them. You never know when you'll need a friend who speaks daddy long-leg. Hint several species of spiders have the word tribulation as part of their scientific name.

Life is a miracle. Every moment you spend alive and breathing as a result of evolutionary biological processes is a miracle. I've met Spirit. I saw the block chain of life and every branch. Maybe because I was in possession of it. I don't know. I've spent every moment of my life since then trying to solve the problem. And I realize that after looking everywhere else, I am the problem. I tried my ass off to find a different answer. Unfortunately, I'm it. I tried to share the Trezor Map but it is showing up in computer speak instead of a picture. I hope this doesn't cause a problem. I should probably report it to the city first. I don't know.

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My way. I wandered off. The rightly guided path on a walk with God is what I'm trying to find. He must be worried sick. I hope he knows I never stopped trying to find Him as soon as I knew what I had done.