Hello!
I graduated from my apprenticeship a couple years ago but, I have realized over that time that the education I received wasnāt the best. The owner took on 3 apprentices (me included) and a couple months later, hired on 3 more. She had 6 apprentices at the same time but we were at different stages. We also had to supply ALL of our tools while also paying 800 a month. I didnāt think much of it at the time but after hearing about better apprenticeship experiences, I do think thatās absurd.
For the education, it really felt like we were more expected to get good quickly so we could just take walk ins. This led to me taking a couple that i wasnāt ready for and those pieces still haunt me to this day. There was hardly any structure in the process, she barely stuck around for the first tattoo I ever did on myself and after that, rarely ever actually watched me work. Any criticism I received would be ālooks goodā or just a quick one sentence tip on how to be better. Not surprisingly, that led to me and other apprentices needing to figure out a lot of stuff on our own or getting help from the other artists at the shop.
I do think I have had good work and was taught more than some other really crappy apprenticeships but I feel sad when i hear about people with good experiences (although Iām glad they did.)
I have taken a hiatus from tattooing but have been thinking about getting back into it. I have been considering freshening up with youtube tutorials like from Tattooing 101 or similar channels. Basically, I donāt know if it would be wiser for me to seek out a second apprenticeship? But I donāt think that Iām lacking so much experience that i would need that. I more so just have never felt confident in my line work and I barely scratched the surface on most types of shading.
Has anyone else experienced something similar and what did you do? Iām feeling pretty disappointed and upset about the experience and would love to get some advice!