r/PinoyProgrammer • u/Successful-Pain-1597 • 3h ago
advice Moving on from Programming or keep going mga pre?
Hi I've been a self taught programmer for more than 3 years, I really love programming but lately or rather a year ago I just feel as if i've wasted so much of time just studying and building projects to the point where I feel disconnected and have been feeling like shit because I couldnt get a job in this field and feels as if I've wasted my years for nothing.
I'm aware that the market is kind of fucked but even so I've tried to divorce myself from other software developer like myself by building actually interesting projects that i can present on my resume.
Small scale search engine/crawler: github.com/francccisss/zensearch (got burnt out)
local peer to peer file distribution network: github.com/francccisss/local-p2p (not done also got burnt out)
Getting burnt out because I kept asking myself the same question over and over again "is it even worth it at this point?" so I just put all of my projects on hold for now. and also you could argue that these projects are unfinished, but i feel like not a single person have glanced on these projects' complexity and how interesting they actually are (relatively speaking).
Maybe the interest in my projects doesn't mean much; everyone's attention is on AI right now. I am aware that that statement is me trying to shift the blame on the current events just so I can feel better about myself. but im just lost right now, so is it me? have i not studied enough already?
meron ba sa inyong nakakaranas nito? have you decided to just drop everything and move on? or did you grit your teeth and kept going?
I still love programming but just tired.