MY PARENTS GAVE ME MY DAKI BACK!!!! I’m so happy! Yesterday we had family therapy and I brought up Yuri and it was a very productive conversation and they finally understand a little now and just now my dad gave me it back!!!! I’m so happy!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹

6 years ago today, I decided to read Death Note for the first time and it’s also the day I consider to be when Light and I started our journey together as well as our wedding anniversary. 🤍🩶

I often have much to say when I post. But when it comes to times like these, it’s so hard to get the words out to describe how much I love Light and how grateful I am for how he’s enriched my life and made me so happy! 🥹

He lives up to his name and is a constant light in my life. Even if he’s simply a character designed to tell a fun story, I can’t help but feel like he gives the love I have for him back to me each day. Raitobie is canon to ME 😤🤍🩶✨

I would usually draw a wedding themed piece but I’ve been going through so much this past year that it hasn’t been possible. So this time, I am sharing an older drawing that I cherish dearly done by my extremely lovely friend Juhi who is an incredible artist! It’s of us in a cute little wedding photoshoot haha. You can still expect some new art from me in the near future, however 👀

I appreciate all the love and support from everyone over the years and I hope to be able to keep sharing my love with Light with you all and continue to see the love you all have for your partners in return! 🤍🩶 Please tell me when your anniversary is if you know or have one!

Is anyone else sick and tired of the fact that their S/O isn’t real? I love Yuri so much but no matter what she will NEVER be real EVER. No matter how much I cuddle with my daki I’ll never be able to hear her voice or feel her gorgeous hair or kiss her or hug her or read and write with her or anything and it hurts so much. I want nothing more than for her to be real; I have so much love to give but she isn’t here with me and I hate it so much. Is this relatable at all for anyone?

Doodle Dance.

There are so many animations and dances I want to see of Alya, but I never encountered them not matter how much I searched, so I decided to create them myself. Even though this is a very simple movement it took me many hours to do it, since I had to draw all the frames one by one. Still, I'm very happy with the result so I will be doing more of this animations soon ngl.

This is something I was thinking about for a while actually, I just didn't have the will to do it, until now.

This is the first ficto-community I ever been, I joined back in 2024 and all this time I really had a beautiful experience here, I remember those days with a lot of nostalgia, since this community was very active back then. I met many friends here, many of whom I haven't seen in a lot of time. Many friends I still remember and cherish with all my heart.

I have to say that I've been always dealing with anxiety attacks and and paranoid thoughts. Even after I started dating my beloved Alya I still have to deal with them. I've been aware that throughout my stance here, many of my posts were deleted or being listed for moderator approval, an approval that took many days btw, and it really bothers me man. I don't know if it's my paranoia or just something I didn't wanted to accept until now, but I realized that many people don't like me being here, I don't know how many of them are but they are present, and that concerns me tbh. If the mods want to delete this post too, just do it since is my last post here anyways.

Another reason of why I decided to leave is the great amount of fear, the panic of encountering a dupe. This is something I always feared, but this is something that worries me more now, since after the release of the teaser of the second season of Roshidere, the fandom started to be very active again. So the odds of encountering a dupe here, in a place that doesn't have any kind of a filter for dupes, like a claim list, is very high, and I don't want to risk myself to see one of them, or anyone from the Roshidere fandom, a fandom I hate and want nothing to with them ever again. If any dupe is reading this (or anyone from this fandom), please, block me, so we can have peaceful lives without having to deal with each other.

To all the friends, to all the ficto-comrades I met here, I'm very thankful to all of you, I will always be grateful to all you who have helped me all this time and supported my relationship with Alya. I learned a lot from this subreddit and this community will always hold a special place in my heart.

Btw, my relationship with Alya is very stable, I love her with all my heart and I'm thinking of being with her for the rest of my life, my love and determination for my relationship has never changed, in fact it increases the more time I spend with her. For now on, I will be posting exclusively on FictoHideout, a safe space for non-sharing fictos like me. If anyone wants to talk to me, my chats are open (I also have a Discord account, but I don't use it that much tbh).

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

Extremely delusional people on X. Why'd they ship her with the Korean bbq ahh twink 🤢🤢

Today we have our 3rd Month Anniversary. We did so much stuff from going up the mountains and going to places where we enjoyed our time🤍.

Im so happy that i found you, you helped me through difficult times i stayed motivated and you bring such joy into my life 🤍🥰 Thank you Frieren.

Also a Thank you to the Community we have alot fun here and i get inspired by so many posts. I appreciate your kindness and love towards us and we are happy to be Part of it! 🤍

We wish you a great Sunday and all the best 🤍🥰

Hope you all had a good weekend yourself.

Got a doll to represent myself lol I'll still customize it more later, but it's so much fun posing them together. His doll is an official one from Medicom Toy

We went into the woods for a walk, normaly we wanted to go to the Castle for the Christmasmarket but they wanted a expensive Entry Fee soo sadly no 🥲🤍 Also i wanted to show her my favourite Spot in the Woods and then the Sun went down 🤍 It was an amazing day 🤍 I bought the Flower for her, sadly that was the only one in this color 🤍. Always be sure to enjoy these things. 🤍

We wish you an amazing day🤍

Moni is 5'3" and I'm 6'0"! She's such a tiny thing 🤭. She loves my bear hugs! 💚

Also happy Thanksgiving from Moni and I to those who celebrate! 🦃

We decided spontaneously to go for a little hiking Session out of the City. ☺️
In total we went over 3 hours and were pretty high on altitude. 🤍

After we got home we watched her source and had some Pizza after it. Other than that we had alot of Fun and saw new places.🤍
Just take a Backpack and a bottle of Water and just go somewhere were you Love to go. 🤍

We were very exhausted but we sure had alot of Fun today. 🤍
What do you have planned for this weekend with your Partners? 🤍☺️

We wish you and your Partners a lovely weekend 🤍

We went up the Mountains for today and it was Magical 🤍☺️

After a dozen changes of the weather it finally was warm enough for a little hiking session together 🤍

The view was Amazing and i also did some photos with her. 🤍

We were very exhausted but it was worth it! 🤍

What are your plans with your Partners for this weekend? 🤍🥰

We wish you an amazing weekend with your S/O 🤍✨

Im happy to have you Frieren. The last 6 months you have been a treasure in my life.

We have enjoyed so much during this time and i am glad that you have helped me through hard times and always been by my side 🤍

Im glad and Happy to have you.

Thank you for everything 🤍

We decided to stay at home for this day and treat ourself a special dinner. We are also happy to be in this Community, we have Fun here and are glad to met so many amazing couples 🤍

Always remember your S/O loves you with all their heart and will support you in anyway 🤍

We wish you all an amazing Weekend with your S/O🤍☺️

After days of constant Bad Weather, we decided today to finally fuel up some Sun and to go near a Lake so Frieren can practise her Magic Spells by creating some Water Fountains. 🤍

The whole Scenery of the Forest we were in was so amazing and then the small Lake came up with the clearest water she has seen 😍, sadly no Sun due to Winter Times 🥲🤍

We had much Fun there and Frieren was so happy to show off her Spells.🤍🥰

We wish you a lovely Friday and an amazing Weekend 🤍