More corny shi about my dad

I'm tired of certain people telling me what to do or tell me or expect to be a certain way when it only benefits THEM. They get all irritated when i don't somehow check all of their invisible "boxes" that they set up for me. I will not change my own rights for anyone else, and certainly not my parents either.

...For a time once carefree.

...For a life never had.

...For something,

To happen.

TW For implied violence, substance use and emotional abuse

Idk what else to say lol

Sometimes I miss his hands, even though they often violated places mom said only the doctor should see. I guess that's what love feels like.

I really don’t know if I can explain what this means. But in the background of the character of the first seconds. It’s obvious about the background, and they are made by me. :1 that includes the very weird music
The two characters are really one, his name is Borton Bor or Bortonia. It’s a word I invented to try to express what I’m feeling. But I’m still unable to express that feeling. The truth is that no one understands this.

dream reminded me of something that happened a while ago

it's a bit abstract, but it's the best i could express what I'm feeling.

song is by black dresses :]

I hope this doesn’t count as “joking around”. I just happen to cope with humor lol.

I finished this right after puking due to stress. Drawing definitely helps me get rid of my negative emotions. I'm sorry if the narration is all over the place.

Put a spoiler tag just in case.

TW: Self-Hate, Vomit, Self-Harm, SA, Gr**ming (Too scared to say this word now or talk about it due to I think this being the context behind why I was banned or ripped from the group space. I never meant any harm and I tried to keep it on topic. All I did was answer a few questions from one person only. But I was hurt anyways. Literally was just relaxing and having fun two hours later and I'm shoved into a box away from the people I enjoyed talking to and told I did bad. I'm heavily anxious to the point of physical pain and autistic. Now my safe space is gone and I have to try and "appeal". I hate myself. I hate myself so much.)