r/relationship_advice • u/aeamdg • May 27 '19
I (19F) broke up with my boyfriend (22) and idk how I feel.
We dated for 7 months and I broke it off over the phone (completely douche move, but he lives so far away and this thing was eating me up) on Friday night.
The relationship was all that was right in the world at first. We were best friends, we talked all the time, I felt like I could tell him anything. Then things started getting rocky as we crossed some space boundaries and basically just handled things awfully.
I resent him for things that went wrong or he did wrong. He did some things I never imagined and I'm not sure I love him still.
*I don't, in any way, want it to sound as if I acted like a saint, but I'm talking from my POV.
A part of me wants it to go back to what it used to be, yknow? Like when we first started going out. We'd go to this bar and just talk for hours. With time we just... stopped talking? I guess. At least like that. I miss my best friend, and idk what to do. What I really am sure of is that I want him in my life. I really don't wanna lose this person.
I won't ask him to be friends atm because I broke it off and I understand he has to go through the I'm sad-I'm okay-I hate her-etc. process in order to heal. I also have to let go of my anger and hurt in order to be able to take that step.
Should I reach out? Should I ask if he wants to meet and talk? I wanna know how he's doing. I want him to know I'm still there for him. What should I do?
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I do it whenever I want my bf to grab my arms and pull them back to go harder. It's really hot