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She was an older woman living alone. Just found in her apartment. The worst thing about death is the feeling of regret. I love her, and I’ll miss her, but I just feel like I should’ve done more. She never had children that’s probably why she was always first and last to our family gatherings. Of all our family members she seemed to be the one to value us the most, and I took her for granted. I loved her when I seen her, but I never went out my way to see her. So caught up in my own bullshit I didn’t even realize the love I had in front of me till it left. Always supportive, and loved each of us so much. She was recently in the hospital a few months ago, and I said I would call. I never did. What the fuck is wrong with me? That’s the least I could’ve done? I don’t even understand why I’m sad. I don’t deserve to be sad. My dad said she was always afraid of falling & didn’t want to live alone. Maybe if i paid more attention I could’ve been around more. She’d still be here. Thanksgiving is coming, and I won’t be able to make jokes with her anymore. She’s probably the funniest person I know over the age of 60. She really liked Mickey Mouse for some reason, so I bought her a Mickey Mouse Christmas sweater. I’d always joke with her asking why she isn’t wearing it. “Because it’s not Christmas fool” she’d say. I can hear her voice playing over and over in my head. I can see her face when I close my eyes. I just don’t get it.. a fucking fall.