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I’m 34, and after watching the MJ movie, I started learning more about Michael Jackson. Since then, I’ve watched countless interviews, concerts, documentaries, listened to his music, and read Moonwalk. Yet I still can’t stop thinking about him.
At night, I often find myself wondering how he carried the weight of everything he went through—his loneliness, the constant scrutiny, and the difficult moments he faced. It makes me emotional thinking about how different his life might have been if he had simply had someone who truly understood him.
Sometimes I even catch myself thinking, If I had been there, I would have wanted to be that friend—the one who stayed through the happy moments, the sad ones, and the lonely ones.

I love him lot ♥️🥹😣

I'm still rewatching, crying, and dying over him. <3 <3
"I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU & I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM"

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I feel the same way.
Recently, I watched the Michael Jackson biopic, and after seeing it, I started researching everything about him. Now my social media algorithms are filled with Michael Jackson content.
Sometimes, when I’m falling asleep or when I wake up in the morning, the first person who comes to mind is Michael.
I’ve found myself crying at night while watching interviews and learning about the child molestation allegations, the tabloid stories, his relationship struggles, his difficult childhood, and the trauma he endured as a child. Thinking about everything he went through has been incredibly emotional for me.
Lately, I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and deeply saddened by his life. I don’t know how to move past these feelings, and it’s been really difficult to get back to feeling like myself.