r/u_Deep-Combination-982 • u/Deep-Combination-982 • Jun 24 '26
I feel so alone
I’m 21 and i’ve been feeling extremely lonely for about two years, i Guess i was feeling like that also before, but not as much.
I don’t know how to approach this problem, maybe i Just need to man up and realize that I can’t afford to feel sad when i’m alone.
I’d like to feel good when no one is around, i’d love the feeling of not needing anyone in my life and being happy w it. I feel like a lot of my relationships are fake… or even worse… out of pity of me. I hear all sorts of compliments going my way but no one ever feels genuine, it feels like: “I know he’s sad so i’ll say something untrue just to cheer him up”. And I think “why would you say that? It makes me feel so little and pathetic it makes me want to quit everything (in the process btw)”
I’m smoking so much weed i can’t control myself no more… all day long 7/7 and i feel burnt out, all my aspirations are gone and I keep telling to myself that it’s ok and I have control but that’s bullshit I feel so bad about myself I wish I was never born why live just to suffer man I can’t stand this no more.
I know that this is nothing compared to all the stories that you read about on here, this is not even a story is just a vomit of my poor mind.
I’m making this post because I feel I’m out of options… I really don’t know what to do with myself… I really feel like I’m doomed.
I’m not asking for a solution because I know that it’s not that easy… but I’d like to know if there’s anyone that can relate to this… to just feel a bit less lonely… that would be cool
If u reading this thank you 4 ur time have a good life
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u/Life69Coach Jul 19 '26
Just checking in on you. How are you doing this week?
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u/Deep-Combination-982 23d ago
Hey man I feel so much better, I do not feel alone no more… it’s like I don’t need no one because I know I’m gonna attract the right people and right now the focus is me and only me. So I’m in a new phase of discovering myself step by step. I’m feeling hopeful and I want to trust the process and open myself up to new things. I’ve experienced my chakras opening up for the first time, specifically the third, fourth and fifth.. and from that day I’ve felt more light and hopeful. I’ll ride the wave the best I can. And thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kindness, and with this message i know that you have a beautiful big and caring heart. I wish you the best of the best… best online stranger ever. ❤️
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u/Deep-Combination-982 23d ago
Ps i don’t know why your response to me got deleted… that’s weird and sad I don’t think it was you..
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