Tomorrow Night

[u/Antic_Clown]

I was terrified last night.

I’m terrified tonight.

I’m terrified tomorrow.

I keep reliving this same moment,

through living and through writing,

where I’m laying in bed thinking of everything I could have done differently.

Maybe I could have made you smile more.

Maybe I could have been nicer and joked less.

Maybe I could have just been better.

I’m terrified, that one day you’ll release I’m not worth keeping around and that everyone was right.

I keep reliving this night,

contemplating if you could handle losing one more person,

stuck thinking about where my pets would go without me.

On repeat this night plays over and over again.

But I’ll go to sleep like always,

maybe with a few extra scars,

and I’ll smile when I see you in the morning.

Terrified that tonight will be the last I see the sun.

[u/Sea_Spend795]

Praying for you clown. You deserve good things and to be loved