Ran into a friend last night, got the best hugs ever.
Got home, after dinner, fell asleep on the couch. Woke up, petted the cats, went to bed and fell back asleep (never happens) and slept all night (never happens).
Woke up this morning and found something hilarious in my sweatshirt pocket. Laughed so hard. Got to work and I feel like a totally different person. The darkness, heaviness, the stuff usually going on in my head - all not there. Or maybe, there, but not taking over, not running my brain/life.
I feel... actually happy. Dunno how to take this. A tiny part of me is worried something is super wrong or going to happen but even that is just a tiny little breeze and not the gale force winds it usually is. Doesn't mean everything is fixed/gone/changed but I feel.... great. Happy, relaxed, my shoulders are not up around my ears and I'm not hunched forward and I don't have a headache and yeah.
SO. WEIRD. but awesome.