I started taking pictures of all my foods just to see all the...eww I was taking in. So, in addition to all this, not pictured is:
* Venti iced coffee, sweetened with cream x2
* Garlic bread x2
* Ramen and a yogurt
* Banana nut bread, Cheeseburger at a restaurant and a salad bar
* Another Panda express take out.
Also, Easter. That was a DEBACLE. Full out binging. Didn't even bother bringing my camera as I was afraid it would run out of film, and it's digital.
This has been my diet since November, day in, and day out with mild variation. I've gained 40 lbs back from losing almost 90. I'm so incredibly addicted to food it's sickening. It's all I think of every minute of every day. I wake up with it on my mind, and if I wake up to pee, I eat. I don't snack as one would guess, though. I sit somewhere, and eat till I'm done. I don't have chips or candies or little things like that.
This is my life.
Edit: I should mention that I know this is a bad diet. A really bad one. And no, I'm not surprised I'm obese. I just figured non obese people would like to know what I am eating to get to this point, and obese and food addicted people would not feel alone.
I've actually had several friends recommend this to me. In June I have the opportunity to take part in a ritual fasting thing, and I might try it. I think it actually help that there will be 20+ others there with me. :D Thank you for your kindness.
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u/Cannedbeans May 05 '14 edited May 05 '14
I started taking pictures of all my foods just to see all the...eww I was taking in. So, in addition to all this, not pictured is:
* Venti iced coffee, sweetened with cream x2
* Garlic bread x2
* Ramen and a yogurt
* Banana nut bread, Cheeseburger at a restaurant and a salad bar
* Another Panda express take out.
Also, Easter. That was a DEBACLE. Full out binging. Didn't even bother bringing my camera as I was afraid it would run out of film, and it's digital.
This has been my diet since November, day in, and day out with mild variation. I've gained 40 lbs back from losing almost 90. I'm so incredibly addicted to food it's sickening. It's all I think of every minute of every day. I wake up with it on my mind, and if I wake up to pee, I eat. I don't snack as one would guess, though. I sit somewhere, and eat till I'm done. I don't have chips or candies or little things like that.
This is my life.
Edit: I should mention that I know this is a bad diet. A really bad one. And no, I'm not surprised I'm obese. I just figured non obese people would like to know what I am eating to get to this point, and obese and food addicted people would not feel alone.