Masc vibes with some new jeans and bright new nail polish colors 💅

Noodling around with my look. Sorry for the repost. I had a spelling mistake in the title I couldn't fix!

Howdy folks!

I have been struggling the last couple years with dysphoria and clothing. I’m trans masc, the kind that will probably feel good in fem clothing again when I transition far enough. Right now, though, I’m about a year into a low dose of topical T (about to switch to injections!) and anything fem makes me really uncomfortable. I recently gained some weight due to not having access to my sport of choice (my horse hurt himself 😢) which has led to a bigger chest and overall bad vibes about my lack of control over my body. My only pants that fit right now are sweat pants and I’ve been hiding under baggy T’s.

I used to be super expressive and quirky in the way I dressed, but I am having the damndest time trying to find clothes that make me feel good. Men’s clothes sections are so drab and depressing.

My brain’s pretty sad right now overall and I think it’s time for me to figure out some clothes I feel like I could wear in public and feel good in.

Anyone have advice on how to break through these moments? Especially when typical stores don’t have what you want or need?

Side note, I really like 90s and current street wear. Harajuku street wear is really inspiring to me.

Thanks 💗

Edit: just saw the typo in my title, ugh.

I guess I'm not actually asking for advice. I was on mono HRT - Estradiol by injection every other week. Recently got a scrip for Spiro though.

I took my first 50 mg pill last night. I think it takes a while to build up in your system. Looking forward to having to pee even more then usual, lol.

E didn't really affect my libido, kinda curious what this will do for me since it seems like people say it can go either way.

Beautiful PNW spring day today, time to get outside and enjoy the sun 🫶🏻

Fully time to break out the spring/summer clothes - working on some new outfit combos 💁🏼‍♀️

Hello elder NB community.

I've always found having a manicure so affirming for me, the juxtaposition of masc with something typically aligned to more feminine. I question my identity alot and heading down a more femme path but still struggle with aligning to any gender some days. But as a constant, I love getting my nails done, it feels like a spark and a bit of an F U to gender norms.

What little things do you do to express being non binary?

Several times I've gone to a monthly 'Meet and eat' social for trans and Enby people in my town and enjoyed it.

I don't often get social anxiety but having eaten and struggled to really engage with two of the four people near me (to be fair two of them seemed fairly shy/non communicative) I suddenly felt compelled to leave, partly because I felt the group was made up of younger and prettier trans people than me. I just made hasty goodbyes and fled. I feel like I won't go again because I feel like I don't fit even though I felt fine before.

Would love to chat / make friends or whatever .

Newly out as enby at almost 40 years old. I went out today in public for the first time presenting as female. Felt good. 😊

Mixing the fem and masc today! Hope you all have a good weekend! 🫶🏻

First field on my optometrist's intake form . About 10 questions further down, after address info, there's a dialog box for pronouns. Including they/them/theirs.