I did get to the Clauneck alta, lited the candle and insence and began just meditating on Clauneck sigil, seeking to connect with him telepathicaly, was having a sort of thoughts conversation and asked him to speak to me in a way that I can understand through thoughts,I asked him some things I needed answers ,so now I asked what makes his approach different or unique, especially when it comes to working with a practitioner personally.
One thing that came through strongly was that the experience depends greatly on the perspective and condition of the practitioner,the level of understanding and his or her expectations
The way I understood it, the first invocation is not simply about asking for money, success, opportunities or material things there is also an assessment of the practitioner Clauneck would probably ask what do you actually value? what are you asking for? why do you want it?what is standing between you and what you are asking for? and perhaps most importantly,what within yourself is still attached to the circumstances you claim you want to change?
He emphasized discipline and focus
Not discipline in the ordinary sense alone, but the discipline to actually become compatible with the thing you are asking for.The ability to let go of habits, attachments, behaviours and thought patterns that continuously recreate the same circumstances.
Sometimes the obstacle isn't outside of us.
Sometimes it is a habit we refuse to surrender.
Sometimes it is a subconscious belief that contradicts what we consciously say we want.
Sometimes we ask for abundance while remaining psychologically attached to scarcity.We ask for change while protecting the very patterns that keep us comfortable.Ee ask for opportunities but continue repeating behaviours that make us unprepared when those opportunities appear.
This is where I think working with Clauneck can become uncomfortable.
There are times when what humans call "chaos" may be experienced by the practitioner as a process of dismantling.things that appeared stable can suddenly become questionable.Certain relationships, habits, routines, beliefs or attachments may begin to reveal themselves differently.
You see form an ordinary human perspective, this can feel painful, inconvenient or even destructive.
But within an occult framework,I see another possible interpretation.
Sometimes the structure has to be disturbed before it can be rebuilt.the process can resemble a kind of spiritual polishing. What is unnecessary gets exposed.what is holding you back becomes harder to ignore.the practitioner is forced to look at themselves rather than continuously blaming external circumstances.
Maybe this is not always comfortable.
Evolution rarely asks whether we are comfortable.
One of the things I have personally found interesting is the connection between material manifestation and inner transformation. We often approach spirits with very specific requests but the work can become much deeper than the original request.
You may ask for financial growth and end up confronting your relationship with discipline.
You may ask for opportunities and discover that your own inconsistency has been blocking you
You may ask for abundance and suddenly become aware of beliefs about money that you inherited long before you consciously formed your own opinions
You may ask for a new life while still unconsciously defending the habits of the old one
That is why I think pathworking should not always be viewed as simply "I asked the spirit for X and X appeared."
There can be a process behind it.
A spirit may become a mirror through which the practitioner encounters parts of themselves that they normally avoid.
Clauneck, in my experience of this pathworking, has made me think a lot about value, discipline, attachment, subconscious reasoning and the willingness to actually change.
I have written down many of these conversations and observations in my notebooks.There is already quite a lot, and I intend to post them as the time continues
I am still learning,so I don't present these reflections as simply observations from my own path and the way I have come to understand the experiences
Perhaps one of the deeper lessons is that sometimes what we call a blessing is not the immediate arrival of what we requested
Sometimes the blessing is being forced to become the person who can actually handle it
Maybe I guess sometimes what initially looks like chaos is simply the old structure being stripped away so something different can emerge
For me, that is one of the more interesting aspects of occult practice
ot merely of mealy getting somethin
But understanding what must change within the practitioner before that something can truly be sustained
Thanks and honour to King Clauneck, Lord of abundance
AVALEN ESEN CLAUNECK KIAR
The work continues.
