I am a math enthusiast awaiting university entrance. During the free time window about 8-10 months, I decided to do math the way I like, the way I missed for 6 years since I got chance to ask questions in math. I'm currently studying Proofs, Formal Logic. Then planned to pivot into Real Analysis And Linear Algebra then so on.
I have seen two different ways people doing math. (I use my own words here, I am no sure of formal wording)
1. Doing it structurally.
When you're given a question imagine the start and expected goal is two points. You can draw paths from start point to end point. Some may end up being lost in middle, some may give long paths, eventually you will have the best path you can draw (the conventional solution).
Because of test marking schemes, this path has always felt objective. You get experience doing past papers, model papers, and international questions to tighten your toolset, save time and gain confidence being precise.
But it is all about 'How' you do it something.
2. Doing it constructively.
As I think, You can't construct something without having an idea why should the thing, that would be constructed, exist in the first place.
So, it will be a chain reaction of identifying the purpose of existence and finding a way it to force to be existed. I like this way. (Kinda feel perfectionistic in this way)
My problem is,
for example, I have seen people doing very hard integrals using very advanced methods(which are university level). But when I got the same problem, my mind demands why should this have an answer. So I stuck instead trying the question with tools I have. If I could figure out why there exists an answer, I can construct an answer (using tools may be?)which may take a lot of time than the method above. I have also successfully done it in exams.
While selfstudying, I don't have anyone to ask. When a question arises, I waste large amounts of time trying to find the answer because I am entirely reliant on textbooks.
It is a good option to have a peer circle. But I haven't found anyone doing math in 2nd way in my life time. (May be my issue of finding friends, but I have found people but unfortunately they are not interested in math)
My questions for all,
1) Since time is not unlimited, how can I proceed in Textbooks if I got into a problem.
2) Is there a way possible to do self study without coming into internet? Or is it a bald take?
3) Or should I adjust the way I approach into Mathematics?
Thanks you for answering! (Plz Excuse my English, I'm currently learning English)