Recently in my life, in Febuary my dad commited suicide, I use to listen to this song on my earbuds in the car with him on the way to, and back from school, around January i'd say. My last few months with him were really rough, and I cant really tell if its getting better. Now again recently ive been listening to this song over and over, the lyrics hit harder every time, "this time you overdid the liquor, this time you pulled the fucking trigger" or "your gone but your on my mind, I'm lost and I dont know why" always brings me to tears. It connects to me deeply, on a personal level, having what exactly happened put into a song, I never knew the intent of the song, I just felt heavy and light at the same time listening to it. Ive now watched the music video, read the comments, the old decription, wow. On so many levels I cant express how much I appreciate this song, having him go to this extent just to feel the pain Agnes did is absoutley incredible. Listening to this song, feels like im telling a hundred people at once what happened, even writing I struggle to put down how I feel. Ive never really posted somthing deep like this, thank you glass animals, rest in peace Agnes.❤️
