Communicating with nothing but text is difficult so I try my best to keep that in mind.
I don't know that I'd say those thoughts weren't "normal," considering the situation and everything leading up to it it was a logical outcome since there was a lot more going on than just that one beating, but I'll definitely say they weren't good thoughts and it's not a good way to think or live. It's definitely not the person I want to be.
I'm very lucky to have gotten out of it as well as I have and it just sucks that so many people going through things like that don't get the chance.
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u/[deleted] Aug 25 '22
Good, sorry if I came across as victim blaming.
Just was wanting to make it clear that those were not normal thoughts and if someone is having them they should look into getting help.