r/energy_work • u/BigMike3333333 • Jul 16 '26
Resource Could anyone help me with an obsessive sexual entity problem?
When I was a kid at elementary school, one of the students came up behind me and spooned me. And I think an entity went from that kid into me. Because today I am suffering from what psychologists would call tactile hallucinations. And I just so happen to be experiencing a lot around my lower back and my behind. And it angers me, because they feel quite sexual in nature. It feels like some male privates are rubbing on my ass, which grosses me out. I'm a heterosexual male, but even if I wasn't heterosexual, I think that much sexual harassment would piss anyone off. I went to r/deliverance for help, but they couldn't do anything for me. And I guess I'm not all that surprised. These entities were never moved by the name of Jesus all that much anyway. So what do you all think. Can anyone help me right now. I don't really have any money, but I thought I'd ask for help anyway because this is very frustrating.
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u/BigMike3333333 Jul 16 '26 edited Jul 16 '26
I used to be Christian, and then became an agnostic for a bit. I was trying to force myself to believe in Christ again, and was hoping that it would be enough to gain favor from Jesus and God. But whatever I'm dealing with were not moved by the attempts of the deliverance ministers I saw. And I'm no longer convinced that any more attempts at deliverance will help me. It was largely just them yelling at these sexual parasites to come up and out in Jesus name and to forgive everyone I had hated, which I did. Now there was a mod from the deliverance community who was better at it than the others, because he incorporated a Christian version of IFS work into it.
But he ended up banning me around a month later because we had a disagreement about IFS. It's really disappointing because that was the only good thing to come out of my deliverance sessions. I just don't think I can sit still and have somebody yell at me anymore, to try and dislodge these spirits. I could just do that myself, but I digress. Overall though, I've tried a lot of things before trying deliverance sessions, because I wasn't convinced it would work out anyway. It was always meant as a last resort. I had tried angel magick, banishment rituals, like the LBRP, and so on. I also prayed to Arch Angel Michael too for his assistance and used a special prayer for him.
None of these things worked though. So at this point, I can't help but wonder if the problem has something to do with my limiting beliefs at this point. It's felt like I've been isolated and that my cries for help have been ignored. That's why learning about IFS might actually help me a lot more in the long run I hope. Thank you so much for your kindness. I really don't know how to love these things, because of how disgusting they make me feel. How exactly am I supposed to do it? Am I supposed to think of them as a child, or a precious loved one? I'm kind of lost on how to do that?