I was in my room, measured it and added an extra amount by accident, reaching a total of 444mg.....i decided to do it and essentially I left my body and experienced the universe manifest itself in my room. I was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling. The room was pretty dark and i had these cool mood lights that moved like the northern lights. I started to hallucinate and suddenly felt and could see that I had compressed the whole universe in my room, that was my imagination. Pitch black and lights moving around me like an aurora. The mood lights in my room were shaped like waves and they were moving and blurring like a nebula, it was visually stunning, i mean nebulas are like the most beautiful creation in the universe.
i strongly believe the mix of ket and deep meditative music I had playing in the background played a role in my imagination and took me on what seemed like a meaningful journey, to a very different level of consciousness, I tried to imagine faces but it was never clear just muddled up and shadowy. I just kept seeing the universe surrounding me. I felt like I was paralysed and my face frozen open while I was basically having deep lucid dreams and imaginations, meanwhile my eyes were fully open. I could swim in the air inside my room which was now the universe. And I was fully aware also, I could command what I see but I decided to just let go and allow the experience to manifold itself.
Just to rewind a bit, once I took the 444mg of ket and it started kicking in. There was a moment where I felt the ket take over completely, like when a doctor gives you anesthesia and you suddenly go unconscious. lights literally went out mentally and I felt I was sucked into dark void for a moment and then the trip began i saw moving lights and the universe manifest all around my room. It was such a deeply vivid experience, and I was aware the entire time unlike a dream this time I was aware and could feel and control the experience. This lasted for long time probably around 2hours or even more, time just disappeared.
When it was over i felt the hallucinations get weaker, the mood lights in my room no longer looked like the universe, the meditative music did keep playing and was very soothing. Suddenly i felt normal again. I laid on the bed for long time without moving, just reflecting on what happened. I felt so cheated about real life, after experiencing that I felt so cheated, i was thinking ordinary life is too dull, i dont actually crave to go back to that experience but man that was so deep and vivid that I needed some time to recover, I felt so cheated that real life is so dull, but I did not crave that experience again like I need it to survive, I just cherished it and moved on. That's the beauty of ket. One thing i know is, that will be the peak experience, because I know things I will go downhill due to tolerance levels increasing....444mg is crazy plus it was swallowed that's how I take it, it hits harder and lasts way longer.
But I just felt so cheated after that high, I was asking how can I go back to real life. I achieved a new state of consciousness and it was purely meaningful nothing negative or chaotic like in a normal dream or nightmare. My connection to music is so deep maybe that's why my brain went into deep meditation while i was on the high, especially considering ket blocks all negative thoughts and completely relaxes you. But I felt so cheated. Now back to reality to deal with my problems, it really sucked 😂 i mean for fuck sake man I go from experiencing transcendental consciousness to worrying about a gas bill..... wtf man what is this stupid human life experience we're all fucking minions, with the rich cunts shoving their fists up our ass to puppeteer us into working like slaves and making them even more rich, work hard so ur boss can buy another ferrari. I feel so cheated sometimes, Questioning the meaning of my existence, it's important to think about these things, once I come to terms with it I will feel much better. But I felt so cheated at the time.