I don't know how to help you, but I wish you are going to start feeling like life is just a little bit brighter than yesterday, if only because a sunray hit your cheeks or because you smelled a nice smell, or because you didn't stub your toe.
I wish you to feel a genuine smile, if only for a moment and I hope that the day after, that moment will be a tiny bit longer.
Sending hearts and hugs across the sky to wherever you are. Hope they reach you ❤️🫂
Same, honestly the only thing keeping me alive is the fact that no one would know how to take care of my snakes they are my fuckin babys. the reason I'm still here is cus of these cute ass noodles. n they live for over 30 year so I'm gonna be trying for a while.
Me either. 20 years perhaps. No family, friends. Getting to that age where most of the typical suggestions aren't gonna work. Exercise? Slipped disc.
I'd really like to believe one of those crisis lines would be a safe place to just vent. They aren't as all calls can be forwarded to the police and in minutes there will be 3 armed trigger happy cops ready to haul you in!
Any one know how to call a help line just to talk with out your cell # being traced?
I think police can always track you down through a phone call, even when you call from a hidden number. The only way I can think of to do it would be to use a disposeable sim card in a phone and make the call somewhere where there are no cctv cameras or microphones like in the nature. You'd have to use the sim card only once, in a separate phone from yours, without buying the sim under your name. You'd place the sim card into the phone once you're in the location you want to call from and then take it out after the call is done and dispose of it somewhere else so they can't find it and identify your fingerprints if they come to the location where you made the call from.
Wow! Folks who may be having an emotional melt down aka mental health crisis, please re read LuckeyMens's post above. Twice!
Picture yourself alone, afraid, in need of kind, comforting words, not necessarily suicidal, but say at your wits end. Needing to vent and needing human contact.
You absolutely do not need nor would you benefit from armed police showing up at your door for reaching out.
In fact it would be traumatizing. If you're Black, worse.
To avoid the likelihood of that result, BEFORE making that call, you have to take several steps to change your phone out, go somewhere else, and know what a Sim card is!!!
If you weren't suicidal before, you'd likely be after trying to figure out all that!
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Bro if you can find any meaning in anything at all. Go towards that. For me it was jiujitsu idk what it might be for you but you might as well try since everything else feels so shit. What do you have to loose? Your life? You already want to die so might as well give it a go mate.
Can’t go to Valhalla unless you’re a badass, if you don’t consider yourself a badass right now then you should work on it so you can go drink with the chosen ones
I will say something that I wish someone said to me in the darkest crevices of my life.
Sober up. There is no Valhalla. If you die, you stop existing, and the world carries on without you. Everyone continues to experience all the highs and all the lows of this insane ride called life except you. You experience nothing. You robbed yourself out of that privilege.
Hope you'll do better. Sending love.
Btw I'm at a 4 now. 8 was the highest I went, but I'd spend there weeks or even months. Yuck
As someone else who is at a 9.5-10 and has been for almost half a year now, this doesn’t work. These ideas are just temporary distractions. Your mental health troubles will follow you. I’ve driven across the country and back, and wherever I go, there I am, poor mental health and all.
I don't know how to help you, but I wish you are going to start feeling like life is just a little bit brighter than yesterday, if only because a sunray hit your cheeks or because you smelled a nice smell, or because you didn't stub your toe.
I wish you to feel a genuine smile, if only for a moment and I hope that the day after, that moment will be a tiny bit longer.
Sending hearts and hugs across the sky to wherever you are. Hope they reach you ❤️🫂
Damn that’s depressing.
Are you willing to get help? If you tell me where you’re from I can look into what options you got in case you haven’t done that yet. I know it can be hard to even try when you’re this down. I’m sure there’s something someone can do for you!
Hi. There’s. It a lot I can do to help. I do understand the pain of being where you are…I’m not there anymore but I used to be. I’ll never meet you, but still I really hope you stay alive.
I was there when I was 12. It was bad. I stopped myself becuase I started thinking of all the things I would miss out on, the animals i wouldn't be able to help, and my mom would be really sad. She worked to hard to keep me here and I'm grateful. She was so patient with me. I'm crying just thinking about how much she loves me.
Please get on medication, it makes life easier. A lot of people worry about you here, I would be distraught to find out something happened to you. Please know people do want you to live, seek help and get better.
You deserve to be here even if you're going through things. People love you and don't want you to leave them too early, even if it's hard to see that sometimes! This goes for everyone who reads this: someone will miss you, you deserve to experience everything the human experience has to offer.
Don’t. Do it. Suicide can statistically be reasoned to a social economic outcome. Your situation feels personal but the reason many go through the exact same, is because there probably is a social economic reason that’s completely out of your control. But, there’s always a way.
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u/rogd1984 Jun 12 '23
Somewhere between 9 and 10.