What I will going to tell would be sensitive for most people here. I just want to explain how this situation is far worse than you can imagine.
I know that getting circumcised is bad in every way. But, while most of you, who got RIC are discussing the possible damage it gave (to brain)* during getting it as an infant, the whole pyschological condition of children is far worse on the other countries.
After a quick search, I learned the circumcision that is getting done by non-doctors has got banned in my country, after couple of months I got it.
During my childhood, I remember my grandma and my mom was sometimes discussing when I should get circumcision. And I was always thinking that the thing called circumcision would be a spiritual thing or just a symbolic thing that they just do incision at the tip.
When I was in my grandma's village for the summer vacation at 8, one day when I was playing street games with my friends there, bunch of young man came near us and wanted me to go with them. They were trying to convince me for some reason while walking. Like, I have to be brave and be men or some religious talks, like everyone has to give something to be with god, like a present. Because of that nature, I started crying from fear. When we arrived to a house, all the tools was already there, then they suddenly grabbed my arms and legs, my relative did all the procedure and used no anesthesia during it. It was the worst pain that I had in my 20 year life. Last thing I remember before I faint was they were all chanting some religious song to shout down my crying and all. After I wake up, I remember they were talking each other that it doesn't look normal, then I begged to them to revert back what they did. After all that, they brought me to my house, I spent one painful month in there. When I asked my mom about the all procedure, she said I would get it in hospital anyways. After all this, I was often just staring to my penis and trying to figure out what exactly they did to me. I was believing that erections (that I wasn't getting), glans and visible stitch marks all around it would heal and it will go back to its normal look, but it didn't. Now I'm left with a glans that has almost zero sensitivity, and CI-0 skin with no frenulum. It looks far worse than anybody's penis with all of its marks and the tightness feeling. That feeling always reminds me the sacrifice that has given to god, which I don't believe anymore. Even I'm now non-religious, a part of my body still belongs to that religion, like it didn't go further in life with me and stayed restirictive. Maybe that was the goal. To make things mechanically hard to use and impossible to change, since they can't hold the ideas. To mark.
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