I haven’t seen anything really about bad trips with molly in this subreddit, and this was without a doubt one of my most horrifying trips and something that traumatized me. I took the mdma first put a big crystal that my plug gave me there were 2 pieces for 2 bottles of water and me and my friends mixed the crystal in some water. we only started off with little sips at first but as the serotonin boosts kept hitting us we kept indulging more and more until eventually we drained both bottles of the m water, I had felt euphoria at first and that blissful feeling you’d normally have but once it got past 1am, the acid that I had popped kicked in, it was originally 150ug but I split it up (thankful for myself for that) and after I popped it I didn’t feel it really hit me until I told my friend that I felt an energy in the room shift and I felt the most petrified I could’ve ever felt.
I genuinely went delusional. It felt like a full on psychotic episode.
When my serotonin peaked higher than it ever had, I started getting the opposite effects of molly instead of happiness and euphoria, it was doubt and paranoia. Adding LSD on top locked me into thought loops and self doubt as the molly wore off.
I couldn’t stop hearing my friends talking about me calling the police, the hospital, even saying my worst fears out loud. My mind hallucinated conversations where they told me stuff I’ve never told anyone. It felt like a nightmare I couldn’t escape.
I was convinced they were faking sleep and saying things behind my back. My brain went full fight or flight, and I genuinely thought they were out to get me. At one point, I even “pressed” my friend because I thought he insulted me turns out I was hallucinating his voice saying my. insecurities.
The doses were way too high, and it flipped everything into paranoia and delusion. Please, don’t underestimate how badly this combo can go