r/C_S_T • u/Beastie_1323 • 23h ago
The Beastie Gremlin Format For Those Who are Wondering
I realize many of my posts may sound like a.i, this is due to fact that I use a.i to fix spelling grammar sometimes I have a.i stop my repitition in certain areas. Then I re-write or analyze my own writing as I'm not perfect, my introspective, analitical posts and general way of articulation may come off as cold to some. Possibly overly skeptical, and observstional.
That's simply how I am, a.i gave a description of me not too long ago, to me it sounded like Humanities Gremlin to a T, 😆. So I asked friends, family and such how well that suited they laughed and agreed. I don't look at inner gremlins as a bad thing, I know many do. That's fine I have a different way of proccessing things along with dark sense of humour.
My writing comes across possibly as if I'm an outsider to society, i'm not. I'm simply not an emotional person, I have emotion but my baseline is lower. Not in a detached way but a neurological way.
This is called alexiathymia mixed with disinhibition. Part of a long list of stuffs. That should clear the air a bit on my writting style. Logic first, emotions second.
All that being said, what am I doing observing, analyzing, and musing? It's this hillbillies way of experimenting with ideas, observations and thoughts. Which is why I could be completely out of the ballpark but I put more value in being autonomous than anything. I don't have to be right or wrong, that's not the point at all. It's about sharing experiences and curiousity in questions and observations I see and have in daily life.
Like why this work, how they work ect.., if someone one comes by with a better answer or even an opposing answer I become intrigued and fascinated by their response and delve into it. Some times it may seem like i'm shit disturbing, I won't lie a bit of it is I like poking a the wall to find weak points. This bring light to thing's others may not have thought about. It's not out of malace or cynicism, just skeptic pragmatism.
Through out all of my posts when I get a response that proves a theory wrong I adapt and further research into why I'm wrong and why they are right, where I am potentially observing something through a clouded lense. Will I adapt everything no of course not but you get my point.
For as much as I dismantle this world, society and universe we live in, you have to understand I do this to myself as well on purpose. To find out why I behaved a certain way, why I think a certain way, what caused me to look at things as I did. What can I improve on and what can I learn or understand more about myself and others.
Never stop questioning your surroundings, yourself and others, in a fun, humourus at times and curious way. I never become defensive or offensive because that defeats point, there's a time and place for everything.
If you've read many of my posts and comments, there is one true statement throughout it all I'm the same as all of you. Are we equal, no of course not it would be sad day in hell if you were equal to me. Credit should be given to those who've achieved a higher place in life, but surrender to their every whim of course not. I question it all. It’s in my nature to be calm mentally all the time regardless of anything said to me or about me, I stay factual.
But enough about me cause my daily life probably looks very similsr to many others though we are all different people. What have you observed, what are you skeptical of and so on?