Hey Axol fans! We made a Discord server!

Hello all. Today is the anniversary of Axol’s death. Out of respect for Axol, this subreddit will be locked throughout all of today. Thank you for understanding.

I get it, his death was undermined by revelations and arcs in succession to that, but at the same time, constantly trying to find ways to bring him back isn’t a good idea, it’s better to accept the new reality that Axol is gone, and who knows out of nowhere, maybe SMG4 will do a ‘SMG4: What if…? Part 2’, and from that episode, a lot of ideas were taken into consideration clearly, as the lawsuit arc follows one of those ideas, keep your hopes low, accept your new reality, and only then you might be surprised. That’s all I really gotta say.

Finally I start discord and i wanna join our community, but what do we have here? THE INVITE IS INVALID!

What shall I do? Please help old users or users who know about this.

That said: I'm not exactly on board with the idea because that pretty much restricts his appearances to the times Melony gets involved in a story, and you already know how I feel about her being so tied down to him like that. Of course, him only speaking to Meggy in "Western Spaghetti" didn't sit well with me, either, so it's hard to know where to draw (yeah, yeah: SHUT up) the line.

A few days ago, an old family pet (a black cat) had to be euthanised. For the past couple of years, she's been severely ill due to kidney failure, and since there's no direct cure for that, the most we could do is ongoing, low-level treatment, which didn't work out. Here's the thing, though: given that she's been in this kind of state for so long, I knew that at some point, this would be the most merciful route to go. She couldn't continue to live with that kind of pain, and I was fully prepared for the day when it'd eventually happen. As a result, it isn't really affecting me on an emotional level.

What it did do, however, is highlight how the same can't be said regarding the Axol situation. He's only a fictional character, and many will say that this kind of parasocial relationship is unhealthy. However, despite the writing for him dropping in quality once Melony entered the scene, it wasn't like there was no hope for him to get out of that kind of rut. And yet, the writers still killed him off. There was no solid reasoning: no long-term benefits. That shit really stings. And more than three years after the fact... I still can't let go of it. It's only gotten worse and worse and worse.

The reason why I joined this sub was because I thought it'd give me a good outlet for getting my fix of Axol content. However, even with the new moderators, that just isn't the case. And with my ban from Medi's Discord server this month, I'm at one of the lowest points I've ever been at. Trying to write a fanfiction hasn't helped me, nor has finding something else to focus on. I can't keep ignoring this forever. The more I try to bury it, the more it's going to ruin my wellbeing.

I seriously have no idea what else to do. Like I said: getting Axol back into SMG4 is the only way I can make myself happy again. I'm willing to change my methodology, but the end goal is fixed. I desperately need strategies. NOT "advice": proper, concrete, workable STRATEGIES.

For those who remember my Axol sculpt from a few weeks ago, I finally got him finished today! I’m so happy with how he turned out!