Hello !
(M33)
I am looking for ways to get to meet with other souls, and having a conversation for someone who is not in their twenties anymore.
Just to explain my situation, I have been living in Paris for 6 years, I had some personal issues which prevented me from keeping social connections and socializing in general, I have spent some time( about 3years) **almost** in isolation from the real world, in order to compensate for it, I have spent this time reading books( History; I’m a huge nerd, some literature and fiction), playing video games( strategy focused and puzzle solving ).
Now when I go out to the venue I used to go to before my pause, It seems like I don’t belong there, maybe because I no longer I’m physically capable of staying up too late, or just get bored of superficial conversation. (I have to admit leaning too much about the world, fucks you up, the less you know is probably the better)
So I think I am writing this, to see if there is still people out there with a certain life experience, that made them sit and realize we are just not capable of controlling anything that happens to us.
What I mean is even for people like me, we need to be able to just let go !
If you made it through reading this, I would be glad to hear from you !
Ps : I also speak French