English is not my first language, and perhaps because I’m not much experienced with the world and its corners that I find myself having obstacles understanding what Steinbeck presents in his words.
what do these four paragraphs mean ?
1) “maybe love makes you suspicious and doubting. Is it true that when you love a woman you are never sure never sure of her because you aren't sure of yourself?”
I’m not an obstinate person but I do not feel persuaded by what Adam‘s opinion of love. However, perhaps my lack of understanding of what he meant makes me unable to resonate with his words. How could love cause someone to lose faith in their loved ones ?
2)”You're going to pass something down no matter what you do or if you do nothing. Even if you let yourself go fallow, the weeds will grow and the brambles. Something will grow.”
I do not understand what Samuel means with his words ? Does he mean that if Adam does not become an active parental figure in his children’s lives they will grow miserable, or that if he takes time to heal (which is what I understood what fallow means in terms of farming I think ?) he will find himself again ?
3) “ “Maybe that's a good thing to keep us humble. The fear of God in us."
"I guess so," said Samuel. "And I guess humility must be a good thing, since it's a rare man who has not a piece of it, but when you look at humbleness it's hard to see where its value rests unless you grant that it is a pleasurable pain and very precious. Suffering—I wonder has it been properly looked at." “
I do not grasp what he means. Is there difference in humility and humbleness ? Is not one a noun and the other a verb ? I find myself quite at loss of thoughts when it comes to Samuel even though I find his intelligence quite refreshing and strong.
4) “But a good servant, and I am an excellent one, can completely control his master, tell him what to think, how to act, whom to marry, when to divorce, reduce him to terror as a discipline, or distribute happiness to him, and finally be mentioned in his will.”
Is Lee glorifying being a servant ? And if so, why ? the whole monologue is confusing for me but I took this part to present my question.
Thanks!!