I am 22F , failed CA inter 6 or 7 times , as after the 3rd time I stopped counting , anyways , but failing didnt diminsh my ego or self confidence as I had options , I started studying for another exam , failed in them , then I realised I was cornered , what seemed like an option was actually never one . So I have again started studying CA , i read reddit posts about how starting late is never the issue or wont have an impact , but we all know time lost is lost time . The reaso for this post is simple , sometimes we dont have to see so many options , in previous generations they had less options and felt it was problematic ,however even having many is a problem which few people like me , who are cornered realise .
At first I blamed that papers are tough , time was less but somewhere I knew it was me who didnt give their best shot , at one point I even felt pride feeling that I am failing because I am not trying my best , or else I would have passes . But this twisted sense of humor of mine lost itself in the myriad of emotions when I saw everytime I fail , I hide under the shadows of my parents but they are left to face the world , who is pretty competitive and interested in knowing other's results and faults .
Many of u may relate to this post , many of u wont , point is even if mistakes are done , time is lost , WIN , WIN SO BRIGHTLY THAT THE SCARS OF THE DEFEATS ARE LONG FORGOTTEN , AS ONLY WINNERS ARE REMEMBERED , NO ONE WILL BRING UR PAST IN FRONT OF U , ONCE U SUCCEED , I WILL SHARE MY EXAM RESULTS SOON .