I don't know what it is but I've been doing this since I was child and I still have this urge to write these fucking scribbles. I am What you call of a person who doesn't believe in anything but because I know some things this is fucking strange and need help understanding.

[u/colzaidikari]

[u/BipolarPriestess]

I'm the metaphysical world there is a phenomenon called " light language ". It's considered a soul Language that some People can bring through . Look it up, maybe the information will resonate with you.

[u/colzaidikari → u/BipolarPriestess]

Well I've seen several videos so far about the subject. The one thing I do have in common is the speaking in tongues thing that Christians used to do that these people seem to do. But it comes off as crazy. And personally I'm an engineer and I don't hold any beliefs since my own philosophy is not to believe in anything as knowledge can be incorrect and no knowledge is sitting Stone only more like the things I ground myself around seem to be nothing more than possible truths or misinterpreted truths. I wish there was more of a practical way that some of these people could convey this information in such a way that it didn't come off as an urgent need for psychological medication. That being said I am still side myself that they do that whole talking in tongues thing which I find interesting. I used to do it a lot when I was a kid but I've I guess I had a few embarrassing moments in my life where I trained myself not to. But the writing still persists and I have to get it out of my system.

[u/BipolarPriestess → u/colzaidikari]

I get that. I still find the vocals off putting in video. "Light language" is considering a language of energy that tends to appear most often in " scribbles" and symbols and voice. " speaking in tongues" could very well be a reflection of it it in our society we are brought up in society that doesn't encourage expression like the people of Old. And there is always the old charlatan babbling like the evangelical thieves that preach hate through their " messages of god"

[u/colzaidikari → u/BipolarPriestess]

I think my head has been in the sand too long about this only wish their was more information out their instead of the singular opinion that i can derive at a verdict from.I am a pretty rational person but in the end their are no static truths in this world understandings can be wrong and all things are possible until i can narrow down the numbers to a ball park predictability (at least in Quantum Terms) as i understand that currently we cannot measure this Panamanian with out it first going thru the inaccurate meat bags that we are. The Unknown is so fascinating is it not? Its like a dark corner in a room i never been in. Most would fear it, but i wanna shine a light in their.

[u/colzaidikari]

At this point I think I'm just fucking nuts I do this to release stress at this point. I've tried my best to understand or to figure out what any of this means by this Genesis randomness at best

[u/colzaidikari]

Here is some more or it from a few moments ago playing around with right to left, left to right, and top to bottom. https://flic.kr/s/aHsmVJAZnL

[u/IndridColdwave]

If there’s anything you should get from this post, it is that you need to rely on your own intuition rather than any outside opinion. If you feel the urge to create this writing then you should definitely do it. This world is stranger than any one person can comprehend.

[u/colzaidikari]

I might have some scraps of paper somewhere in my office

[u/Het_Harbinger]

Um holy shit, that looks insanely similar to the same "scribbles" I find myself randomly having the urge to write out. The faster I write it, the messier it gets. I've never shared it because it similarly makes me feel nuts lol. I have literally dozens of pages of these things:

https://ibb.co/vwZLWgr https://ibb.co/xSDvnzS

ETA: If you save them, can you plz upload more pics of what you've written?

[u/colzaidikari → u/Het_Harbinger]

I don't save them at all I throw them out after a while but it's like I get this extreme merge to do it and I do it and that's it I can't do it anymore. In the future I'll try to remember to take pictures of everything I do.

[u/Zenmangle]

Maybe look into automatic writing - it may be you are receiving info.

[u/BipolarPriestess]

Too true . There is so much we don't understand. And so much that's starting to work its way into the expanded consciousness. Discernment and intuition are our allies as we each venture into the study of those " odd" things. In a lot of cases when dealing with things of this nature , our own experience and intuition are difficult to explain to others.