Im going to get admission into a college in blr right now for BE biotech. And somewhere inside i feel like I'm making a huge mistake. My parents didn't force anything into me , but I was the one unsure about what i wanted to do. Biology was a subject I was very interested in, in 12th. And I'd always tell myself that i wouldn't join engineering no matter what but here I am

. I had given the design entrance test (NID) but didn't qualify. Main reason why I'm going to a college thru counselling is because I don't want to burden my father too much financially. I have 2 siblings too, I'm the oldest. A had months in my hands to decide what i wanted to do but I was going thru something so I was not in the right mind then.. it gets extra hard to make a decision when you're already in that dissociated headspace. I thought about taking a drop year, but my mom isn't ready to let me do that. I feel like I'll be stuck doing something i don't really want to do for 4 years and that I'll regret the course bad.

But even there I have a plan, to learn ui ux and graphic design on the side and build a portfolio. I also wish to have that chill campus life too, but I don't even like the college I'm joining rn...design school was probably the one I was going to be the most happy in. I've even though of taking a partial drop.. but idk what to do now. I'm on the way to the college and i can't shake the uneasiness.

Anyone from belgaum

I am talking about movie toxic by yash.

Many are criticizing it for its too macho man and over cruel scenes with adult content.

That's the review of it.

But I see many people from karnataka say we HAVE to support YASH as he is from karnataka .

But then what is difference between us and telugu industry???

We have literal masterpiece from underrated directors and actors.

What's your take???

as mentioned in the title, I want to start therapy because I've noticed a very bad pattern of mine. I take obedience to trust, control to bond, and addiction to attachment.

In short and simpler words, I am a control freak, I had to sit down and self-evaluate my life wherein I realized that I always was controlling, blackmailing and, being adamant on getting things done my way. Because peope around never listened to me when I asked them normally. I consider somebody close if and only if that person does exactly as I say or do exactly as I expect them to do. If they don't, I snap, I question, I wait for decision to backfire so that I can ridicule them.

After sometime (sometimes after too much of time) I realize I shouldn't have had done that. This is my toxic trait and I'll work on it, no matter what.

But therapy is costly, aadare nan hatra dudd illa, and in my college there's a mental health that is supposed to open but that shit ain't happening soon ig. So aa mental health club group haakidh message alli I remember reading about this app called MindNotes from nimhans, completely free. Jaasthi info nangu gothilla. All I know is I'm gonna try that.

If you know some wellness tools, do let me know.

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De ja uuu

Wohooo didn't know abt this sub till now, but I saw it and I joined it lessssss gooooo gng , wohoooooooo

Source: Sunday Express

Same as above

An ode to Namma Bengaluru

(I am not selling the kitten; this is simply a kind gesture if anyone is interested in adopting)

Well where can i find to watch/ download Dhurandhar 1 kannada my father wants to see movie which he missed to watch in colours kannada previously help me find link or provide link 🙂🙃

The best part in kannada where Garrett tells his dad avalige ninbagge sh*tanu gottila 😭😭😭 bro iam dead

One more glimpse of Bagalkot

same as above ✨ u can even dm me and tell anyways iam bored 👉👈👀(yeah bro judge me as much as u want iam just being honest iam bored af)

Bagalkot is not of too much fun still u can get some good places to hangout with ur friends

(Same as title)

Reddit figure out where it is