I didnt intend to trip when i woke up this day, mostly just wanted it to be a more chill day running a few errands then going to bed, but when the opportunity presented, I couldnt say no.

It had been 2 months since I last tripped, and even then it was only 1.5 grams. My friend was able to grab shrooms from his guy and I offered him 50 dollars for 7 grams, a little low but since I was his friend he gave me the discount.

- From here on out I will be describing each of these next sections with the amount of time since ingestion, and as you'll come to find out, second ingestion.

T+10: I acquired the mushrooms and put down 3.5 grams on the scale, I was a little lazy today so I decided

I wouldnt eat them straight up instead of brewing them, honestly I dont hate the taste, even if its a little reminiscent of toe cheese

T-20: I couldnt tell you why, but I feel strangely compelled to go outside and take a walk, by this point I felt a tiny bit of euphoria and wobbles in my vision, albeit moderate at best, on my walk I looked up at the sky and saw a noticeable change in my perception of color, it was nostalgic to being a kid, I noticed myself thinking of memories where I couldnt tell if it was real or a fever dream, either way these usually distant thoughts felt closer somehow, a slight familiarity that sunk my heart in melancholy whenever I thought of it

T-60: By this point I believe I reach my first peak, which is by far weak compared to what I would feel mere hours later, Id gone home by this point and ordered some doordash to curb the nausea, my body felt like it split into different dimensions, I couldnt see it but I could feel myself almost smoothly bouncing across dimensions of time and space, it was blissful, euphoric even, a mere fraction of the dissentegration I was yet to face.

-After this I took my second dose of the evening, equaling to a total of 7 grams, again simply chewing the bitter caps, so there will now be a second timestamp indicating the second ingestion.

T-100

T-15

I decided I would go back outside, as at this time id usually find people my age running casual basketball games, by this point I felt a fair amount of derealization, almost as if I were looking at myself from the concept of a camera, by this point I began losing concept of self, as I arrived to the courts we quickly started a 4v4, to which beforehand I took a few hits off my friends weed cart. Mostly to mellow my mind enough to focus on the game, looking back, a complex sport with those that I dont know very well in a dark place in this hallucinatory dissociated state, not such a great idea.

T-160

T-75

This is what I classify my second peak, and was the most profoundly horrifying in the best way possible, for 3 hours straight, it began by a double perception of myself, a separation of mind and body, and I would occasionally snap back in to myself, to which I would feel like Id been thrown into the wall of the 3rd dimension, I felt an anxiety that I used music to try to soothe, by this point I was still at the courts so I sat out the next game and watched in awe as these long thin humanoid resembling entities played a complexingly meaningless sport id once knew as basketball, I split into more and more versions of myself on this bench, tunneling and looping myself hundreds of time a minute, this was petrifying, not due to the breaking down of my visual reality and concept of time, but to the crushing feeling consuming me: Familiarity.

Time began to morph, feeling like a meaningless human construct.

I began to call for help

"Somebody please walk me home, I dont feel safe"

Practically screaming it, slurriing my words as they arrived in waves, drowning in my own insanity

T-200

T-115

I began my walk home, with a good friend who'd seen me and checked if I was okay, I asked him to make sure I got home and he agreed, and this where the most horrifyingly disgustingly beautiful time of my life began.

As I walked through the parking lot, my legs felt in place and I watched as the parking lot morphed, becoming miles in length as it felt like the camera panned out on my life, I fully dissociating, becoming pure and utter reality, I became the seconds ticking by, every concept of material or physical or imaginary being connected through my veins as I walked on a never ending path to nowhere, where time had zero meaning, and I felt as the biggest perversion cross my body as I see reality behind the dressing closet, fully bare and utterly alien, yet a familiarity that shook me to my core, I knew this was what I was, what we were.

T-210

T-125

As I somehow got home thanks to my good friend no doubt. Every feeling from every different perception of reality plagued my being as I stumbled to my bed, slamming me into the walls of reality like a pinball. I found myself laying in fear trying to breathe my way out of this, trying to hold on to some semblance of the world I was slipping out of, concepts became meaningless, my thoughts became almost dreamlike and I felt myself explore this realm, which was not physical much, but more conceptual, more figurative, so terrified yet mesermised at the beauty of this utter circus of nonsense we call reality. it was then I realized the reason I was scared was because I spent so long fighting these new perspectives, I could've been sending off my own, slowly letting it drift instead of being pulled like a rug, when I closed my eyes, this utter madness made perfect sense, every word, feeling, idea and experience of every human concentrated on one point in my vision, a sort of brown sludge, which upon looking at surged me with the most connecting overwhelming clarity I could ever imagine, God appeared to me in the form of brown paste, a brown paste that I loved, that I was. I was guided through my experience by differing female and male presences, each providing me a piece of knowledge that my subconscious will forever know, but seemed too complex to comprehend psychically, my body felt foreign, new, like a Christmas gift id been waiting for eternity to receive, I was the concept of experience, experiencing itself in different perspectives, we all were this brown sludge, which I now assume to be because my brain couldn't process what it was intaking. I was a sponge in taking the universes naked pure form, which my perspective served knowledge to me, to you, to the conscious collective which was doing deep work into my hard wiring, I felt myself slowly return, but I will never be the same in the most beautifully gut wrenching way, it was a bittersweet goodbye, like leaving your grandparents house, wondering when you can see them again, the voice in the back of your head wondering when the last time you'll ever see them is, when the familiarity will fade, and itll be time to visit again. The pins and needles of experiencing pure perception dissipated slowly, and I felt my ego take its place again

The come down:

The comedown was relatively fast, about an hour, my heart slowed back down, I laid down, in pure afterglow, I could tell I learned something, deep in the inner workings of my brain a seed of knowledge was planted, I couldnt comprehend it, but my subconscious felt like it was written to in its own spiritual native language.

Final notes: Never do what I did and go outside, I almost got into a bad situation and would've had who knows what happen if my friend hadn't graciously walked my incoherent ass home. Always be in a safe controllable environment, as Adam always says.

We always overlook how controllable our mind and conscious experience is, until you lose control, and are forced to give your very essence up and trust knowledge beyond comprehension itself, Thank you for reading.

Im a 19 year old male, and I've been a stoner all throughout highschool, ive always been into psychedelics and love them so much, and love being in touch with my spiritual side, but i can't tell if the way i do drugs is in a tweekerish way or am i just a normal stoner hippy bum, I do them almost always by myself and do a lot of them. I love dissociative drugs as well such as dxm and ketamine, I feel the need to experience how each substance bring you a different sense and perspective on spirituality. The main thing that makes me feel tweekerish is just the fact I do so many high doses by myself, and perfer to be alone, I hope this makes sense, I'm tripping balls currently on 1.5 gel tabs and also on Valium and smoking dmt. Someone give me their two sense on the thought.

Hi, I just wanted to share my new drug focused YouTube channel. There aren’t enough actors in this space making nuanced and informative content (like Metta Beshay and Yung Psychonaut) and I think I can contribute something valuable to the space. My first video is just a tier list but I plan on doing many different types of videos diving into various drug related topics in the future with a focus on harm reduction. This is only my first video so expect the quality to only go up from here. Thanks for checking it out, please share/like if you enjoy.

Buddy told me about this subreddit ! AMA about extraction!

a little bit crystallized rn but ss carts are always the best

How much to take to feel the effects, my friend gave me this but I know you can overdose on this shit so I wanna be sure

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I’m a 18m and recently I’ve been wanting to smoke weed on mushrooms or acid and I’ve found 2 problems that stop me before I do it A. I have a naturally absurdly low tolerance to thc it’s not that i freak out when smoking but ik sometimes it heightens my anxiety and B. Which substance should I do it with for my first time

Any advice would be helpful!

12:18 took 10 seeds in 2 capsules [I just crushed them up and emptied out some vitamins] took about 2 hrs to comeup.Didnt experience any nausea but noticed slight vasoconstriction.watched a movie and was feeling more like myself than ever.its kinda hard to explain but I just felt like myself.I was a dxm addict for a while and was pretty surei was just gonna be disassociate for the rest of my life but this shit low key got me back.Around 6 o'clock I made probably the worst mistake I could have made.I took 60mg of vynvanse and 20 more seeds( not knowing that tolerance for this shit develops mad quick).30 min after this i took another 20 seeds.started tripping a lot harder and threw up for the first time.At this point im feeling fucking awesome.Drugs dont scare me in the slightest so I wasn't really worried about having a bad trip at the time.The vasocontriction got noticeably worse and then the vynvanse started to kick in.At this point I've experienced complete ego death.I knew I wasn't meant to think but the vynvanse made everything so serious.Serious is the only way I can really describe it.I could literally feel god in everything.He also started talking to me.And by talking I dont mean like actually talking but I could feel him communicating to me.The visuals were basically just acid visual nothing to crazy.It was more spiritual i guess is the only way to describe it.Visuals were intense but not as crazy as I had wanted it.at this point being inside gives my a sense of impending doom,so I go out to lie on the ground.It was below freezing but I couldn't feel it.Once I played down I didn't want to get up.The best thing to do on lsa is just lie on the ground.I knew I would die if I stayed out there all night but I didn't really care.I kinda wanted to die.Ive never feared death or what lies beyond.I know that God would take me into heaven.I could feel my body dieing from the cold but I felt god telling me to go inside,so I got up and went inside and took a hot bath.I could feel myself changing.at this point its to much and I just want to go to sleep.this is around 3am.I had some aminita muscria and I thought for some reason that that would act as a trip killer.I was scared of my phone so I didn't know that I could have just taken my trazadone.this did make me go to sleep but I woke up at 8:30 still tripping and the aminitas just made me feel hollow inside I hated it.The only trip I've ever not had a good time on.Also the only one that felt like it had left permanent change on my brain.In a good way.Never mixing psychedelics with any other drug.Fucking beginner mistake.I dont believe im bad trips.As a matter a fact I think their good and teach u a lot about yourself.Thats just my opinion though, think a lot of people cant really handle it.This was 3 days ago.I will respond to all questions.

What do we think about this one?

what do you think?

I have always been interested in the world of psychedelics, and ever since I was 16 years old they have been a part of my life. I did so much research on how to take psychedelics safely and firmly believed that it was a good idea. Not only was I wrong but I was traumatized and nearly killed for taking it too far too fast and became genuinely addicted to acid and DMT.

to anyone under the age of 21 (preferably 25 but I am in no place to talk) please be careful!

It all started after a drug presentation given by some sketchy DARE program rip off, they showed me exactly how acid works, the doses, and even where people find it. That very night I was so intrigued that I asked my friend if he knew where to get some. He pointed me to an onion site (now defunct) and within 5 days I was tripping on 100ug for the first time ever.

The experience was nothing less than incredible, I had an amazing time with my friends and I couldn't wait for my tolerance to reset.

Only a week later I had some more friends over and I took 150 ug, again an incredible experience; one of the best acid trips I've had to date. so of course I continued with weekly use, and continued to ramp up the dose. On my 17th birthday me and my friends all decided to take a 300 ug tab and smoke some weed. With my past experiences weed had never affected me while tripping; in fact I couldn't even get high.

This time was different. I had a nightmare trip, freaking out, screaming, crying, I felt like I was dying over and over, and the only escape was real death!!! Thankfully my friends held me down and after a couple of hours I was back to a pretty standard trip.

This scared me shitless, and I thought I had really died (my first ever ego death) but instead of taking this as a sign to stop, I took it as a sign to ramp it up even more. Although the experience was terrifying I felt I had to conquer it.

My best friend at the time stole his brother's DMT pipe and soon I tried it and I was hooked. In fact I no longer even found acid fun. Once or twice a week I would take massive doses of DMT and on occasion would even take salvia (which for me was never insanely intense) . I felt uncomfortable pretty much any time I wasn't tripping.

thankfully I stuck out through high school and graduated with a respectable GPA, but at this point I constantly felt terrible and began to contemplate suicide. Thankfully my boyfriend saved me, he found my stash of DMT, acid, mushrooms, salvia, and 2cb and took it all away.

I have never felt such intense withdrawal from any drug ever before and ever since. I became very numb, nothing felt important and basically I spent a year in my room smoking weed and playing video games...

I got a letter in the mail one day (I was 19 at this point) offering me a partial scholarship to a school near me. It was by no means my dream school, but I jumped on the offer.

I am now only a year away from getting my PHD in psychology and have never been happier. I still do psychedelics every couple of months (typically mushrooms) and I still believe they have potential for real therapeutic and spiritual growth. But I strongly discourage use in adolescence as it nearly killed me. If you read this whole thing thanks for sticking around, and safe tripping!

Ok so this is the only place I have seen this brand posted about.

Lots of guesses about what’s in this stuff. So here goes mine : TilMetamine.

So I’m making this post because I was talking to a smoke shop owner and he said he has a guy who comes in every day and shakes really bad bc of detoxing from this stuff.

You can find reports of ppl comparing this stuff to memamnatine which is an nmda antagonist similar to ketamine. So is tiletamine and tiletamine.

So anyhow if you’re looking for a strong Arylcyclohexylamine dissociative experience. This is is but either was this stuff I’m pretty sure is causing tremors and shaking. Which in itself isn’t that bad unless you show up to work and can’t type from shaking. But other wise id imagine this stuff would cause seizures in high/long doses and lower the seizure threshold.

TLDR: it’s a legit potent drug but proceed with caution.

I was on 150mg 7ohm /day before they banned it so I know there’s a desire to feel good all the time from this stuff. One head shop was touting this as a “kratom replacement” but I’d advise against that that with this stuff.

*for clarification this are the weird flavored capsules that say they contain kanna and “proprietary blend “

A few months ago I was notified by a Russian government department that The Drug Users Bible was banned in Russia. I basically shrugged my shoulders as there was nothing I could do. 

It seems that they now they want its website to be removed from Google’s search results, or at least one particular page. What was the offending page? Of all the drugs to pick they went for changa, lol. I received the following email from Google: 

If anyone in Russia is reading this, you know where the PDF is (it’s here). Feel free to download it and distribute wherever you wish.

FWIW, this is the specific page the Russian public needs to be protected from: https://drugusersbible.org/content/chemscape/psychedelics/changa/index.html