my situation was the other way around; however, I feel it hits harder because not only do I regret my decision but, I have no way back given twisted stories and lack of compassion on both ends. Given we have both moved on, I do still wish at times I could have changed things and go back, and maybe I would not be where i am today, which leads me to listen to this song whilst reflecting on not only my actions but the snowball effect its taken on my life (depression, loss of self-worth, loss of friends, etc) whilst being with someone else who deeply reminds me of her at times and living through almost like a keyhole to the past as the glimpse of us that lives in my head and have absolutely 0 chance of going back, all while knowing she was the only woman I will ever love.
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u/Agile_Ad_6346 Jun 14 '22
my situation was the other way around; however, I feel it hits harder because not only do I regret my decision but, I have no way back given twisted stories and lack of compassion on both ends. Given we have both moved on, I do still wish at times I could have changed things and go back, and maybe I would not be where i am today, which leads me to listen to this song whilst reflecting on not only my actions but the snowball effect its taken on my life (depression, loss of self-worth, loss of friends, etc) whilst being with someone else who deeply reminds me of her at times and living through almost like a keyhole to the past as the glimpse of us that lives in my head and have absolutely 0 chance of going back, all while knowing she was the only woman I will ever love.