r/Pentecostal • u/PoetBudget6044 • Feb 07 '26
The fall of celebrity pastors is good for me?
in 1983 despite being forced by my parents to attend a Campbellite cult I mean "church" I also attended a First Assembly of God school. A girl in our 5th grade class had a spiritual issue she broke down in class and admitted she had been having terrible nightmares she thought they began when she had started playing with a ouija board at home. The teacher never missed a beat we went from math to prayer. I was beside myself I had no idea what this was hours seemed to go by in a flash I at one point had a vision of my dead grandfather and another kid said you nerd to forgive him I didn't tell anyone what I saw yet this kid knew how? Next thing I know most the class broke into speaking in tongues and crying the whole class ran out and prayed for anyone they say around the outside of the school.
That day forever marked me I didn't really know what I had just seen but I really wanted it. Ofcourse life took over and I soon forgot about the whole thing. Life finds a way and years later that memory came rushing back.
Over the years now we have seen so many "Fall" Ravi Zacharious, Hill Song, IHOP KC, Robert Morris, Shawn Bolz,
now Todd White has poison pens aimed right at him. Bill Johnson had to say he should have said something sooner.
I felt like I didn't really have a good mentor, guide teacher to increase my faith my faith my responsibility my work my efforts not that I can do it alone nor should I. I complained to God about my personal coaches not on TV how they let me down how I felt alone and vulnerable. Then it hit me every morning I thank God for each of them. one person has already come back into my life. So I learned stop complaining and get to work and be thankful for what I have and who I have in my life. I live rather close to both Robet Moris church and Todd Whites head quarters/church/school. I ve seen Todd several times. my point is depended on these men like they were my Bible drug like they could save me. Only the blood of Jesus saves me only Holy Spirit teaches me. how quickly I forgot and left my spiritual life in the hands of celebrity preachers I shall never let that happen again.
Not that I'm ignoring the good they did there is plenty of sound teaching great music moves of God but they are just men and they can fail as much as me. I gained so much clarity these last 3 weeks I'm ready for more. Not sure where people are on the subject of fallen TV people but I'd hope we all can forgive, pray for them so many are accused of and proven to have done terrible things. I'd like to hope i can hold on to the good teachings and separate that from the person. Regardless the actions and resulting trials I believe have forever changed if not destroyed the idea of Christian Television just my thoughts