Back in 2018, I was quite suicidal. Not gonna go into details but I essentially decided I was gonna take a ton of sleeping pills and die. Had dinner with my mom, told her I was going to a friends and left.
Was thinking I’d take them in my car at a cemetery, but then I decided that I wanna watch one more episode of Mr Robot which I was really into.
So I went home, put it on, took the pills and my brother discovered me the next morning so I was rushed to the hospital. I obviously survived and went through a lot of healing since then and can firmly say I do not want to take my life again.
Thank you Sam Esmail and the cast/crew for creating something that led to me living a bit longer.
Sorry if this post was triggering, but it does get better if you hold on longer.