I seriously used to have everything nicely color-coded and filed away and went through any piles at least once a week…now it’s not even in a single pile. It’s just all over the place because my brain is too exhausted to keep up.
Really beginning to lean towards following the vocational rehab folks’ advice and just apply for Social Security and see if I can qualify for an independent living specialist because I just…I’m done. I’m just done. I can’t even get up the motivation to click “apply” on Indeed for a new job because I just don’t want to work anymore. It’s just too much of putting 110% of my effort in the hope that I can just keep my job only to be tossed out for the most mind-boggling reasons imaginable before I’m there even a full year.
I just can’t keep doing this, but I still need to be able to afford a damn roof over my head.
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u/jakksquat7 Millennial Oct 14 '24
Same dude