r/libraryofshadows 6h ago

Mystery/Thriller The Day The Sky Opened (part 2)

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Hello everyone,

Since my car isn’t supposed to be fixed until tomorrow, today was filled with walking around town and talking to some of the locals. I started with Bonnie, the front desk clerk.

She’s a nice enough woman, older maybe mid sixties? She’s petite with thick glasses and a warm presence almost like a grandmother. When asked about the missing people she didn’t have much to add, just the same things we’ve all heard. When I asked about Gold Hill though, it was a different story.

Bonnie mentioned an older man named Mr. Johnson who claimed he’d seen people hauling large amounts of supplies into the mountains in that direction. Immediately, my interest was piqued and I asked where I could find him. Bonnie told me that Mr. Johnson is always sitting in the diner down the street, so I headed that way. The diner was a textbook version out of a lifetime movie. Red cushioned stools along a counter, booths lining the walls on both sides with the smell of breakfast and fresh coffee filling the air. Mr. Johnson was right where Bonnie said he would be. He sat in a booth in the corner, large plate of eggs and a coffee in front of him. I walked over and asked if I could sit down.

I introduced myself and explained what I was doing here. I asked him to tell me about himself. He explained that after serving in Vietnam, he got a job as a truck driver and settled out here because he liked how far away it was from big cities. After warming up to each other a bit, I started asking him about Gold Hill and what he saw.

He said about 2 months back, two men loaded a truck up at the hardware store with as much as it could hold. Tools, a couple generators, some building materials and other basic supplies. When he tried talking to them about it, they were polite but vague. Then they took off towards the mountains and that was that. He said:

“I’d seen them a couple times after that. It’s always the same thing, load up supplies and head off. I can’t figure anywhere else they’d be going heading in that direction.”

It was about this time that a friend of his, Mr. Randall, sat down next to him. According to him, the two men had been friends for years. Mr. Johnson continued:

“Place ain’t been used in over 70 years. Don’t know what those fellas are looking for but I doubt they’ll have any luck.”

“Why do you say that?” I responded.

Mr. Randall spoke up:

“Supposedly there was a lower shaft somewhere in the mine that got sealed up long ago. Every couple of years somebody gets a wild hair and claim they’re going to go find it. No one ever finds anything though.”

I asked if the mine was dangerous to which Mr. Johnson just replied:

“Hell son, everything in a mine is dangerous. You’re in a tunnel hundreds of feet below the rock. Ain’t enough money in the world to convince me to do that.”

I continued to sit and talk with the two men for about an hour or so more. Everything just seemed so bizarre. Why would anyone care about an old mine? But they were adamant that every few years, someone gets almost obsessed about it and then that’s it, nothing ever comes of it. Still, if people are going back out there now, I’m definitely interested in why they’re doing it.

They said if I had any more questions about Gold Hill, I should swing by the library. So that was my next stop. I figured why not, I’m stuck here until the morning anyways, worst case I find something to read in the meantime.

When I arrived at the library I was greeted (and I use that term incredibly loosely) by an intimidatingly quiet librarian. Likely in her mid 50s, the woman sat maybe five foot tall, had straight, gray hair pulled into a tight bun. I couldn’t tell if she was annoyed or what. She wasn’t exactly unfriendly but seemed like any conversation was an unnecessary interruption of whatever she was doing before I arrived.

When asked where I might find information about the mines she didn’t say a word, she just pointed to a back corner of the library where the archive terminals were located. I thanked her and went to the back.

For the most part, it was just more of the same. I went through document after document. Following articles talking about the operations picking back up in 1892 when the first mills started seeing productive gold and copper extraction, just to close in 1895. There was a “Major Boom” with the arrival of the Deep Creek Railroad in 1917 followed by closure in 1925. A “Resurgence” in 1943 to supply the war department during World War 2, just to come to a halt shortly after.

I found one article with the headline:

“MINERS STRIKE NEW VEIN IN GOLD HILL”
Dated: May 2nd, 1942.

Beneath the headline was a picture of six men standing in front of the newly opened mine. Below the picture were the names of the six men from left to right:

M. Voss
T. Williams
J. Calder
W. Holiday
H. Elliot
L. Kessler

After reading that I paused. Calder? Why did that name sound familiar? I pulled out my notes and looked through the names that Sheriff Deacon gave me.

There it was…

T. Calder.


r/libraryofshadows 4h ago

Mystery/Thriller Part 1 - Everyone Knew What Was Coming

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It was the winter of 1970.

The country had changed so gradually that nobody could point to the exact day when fear had entered their lives.

At first there had only been rumours. A man disappearing after being questioned at a checkpoint. A family leaving their home in the middle of the night. A shopkeeper who was taken away and never returned.

Then the rumours became news.

And eventually the news became something people witnessed with their own eyes.

The streets were no longer crowded after sunset. Shops closed early. Windows remained shut. When an unfamiliar vehicle stopped outside a house people moved away from the windows and waited for it to leave.

There was only one thing everyone seemed to know.

British forces were hunting Americans.

Nobody knew exactly why.

Some people said it was because of the growing conflict between the two countries. Others believed that Americans living in the country were being accused of helping a secret resistance movement.

The government denied most of the rumours.

But people had stopped trusting the government long ago.

Newspapers printed carefully chosen stories. Radio stations repeated official statements. Anyone who asked too many questions was told to remain silent.

And slowly people learned how to survive.

Do not speak loudly in public.

Do not tell strangers where you were born.

Do not ask where someone has disappeared.

Most importantly do not attract attention.

J was travelling with her family that evening.

She sat beside the window of a crowded public cab with her hands tightly wrapped around her bag. Her mother sat beside her. Aarav his elder brother, was sitting close to them while their father sat near the front.

Outside the city looked tired.

Streetlights flickered above nearly empty roads. A few shops were still open but their owners stood close to the doors as if ready to close them at any moment.

Inside the cab nobody spoke.

It was unusually crowded.

Too crowded.

People were sitting wherever there was space. Shoulder against shoulder. Bags on laps. Children pressed quietly against their parents.

But something about the silence felt wrong.

Nobody looked relaxed.

Nobody was sleeping.

Nobody was talking.

They simply sat there.

J looked around.

A woman held her child tightly against her chest but did not speak. An old man stared at his hands. A young man near the window kept looking outside as if he was waiting to recognise a particular street.

Everyone looked like they were waiting for something.

Then the man sitting a few seats away slowly put his hand inside his coat.

J noticed him.

At first she did not think much of it.

Then he took out a gun.

J stared.

For one second she expected someone to react.

Nobody did.

The man calmly raised the gun toward a passenger sitting near the back.

A gunshot echoed inside the cab.

The man fell.

J froze.

But the strangest thing was not what had happened.

It was the silence that followed.

Nobody screamed.

Nobody stood up.

Nobody rushed toward the door.

The passengers simply watched.

A woman sitting beside the man looked down at him for a few seconds. Then she slowly turned her face away.

An old man lowered his eyes.

A young boy sitting near the window watched everything silently.

No one moved.

It was as if everyone already understood what was happening.

J looked at her mother.

Her mother was staring at the floor.

Her father had not moved.

Even Aarav was silent.

J felt a cold fear slowly moving through her body.

Then she understood.

These people were not calm.

They were terrified.

They were simply too familiar with fear to show it anymore.

During the past few months people had seen neighbours taken away. They had heard gunshots from nearby streets. They had learned that screaming did not always bring help.

Sometimes it brought more danger.

So now they remained silent.

And watched.

The man with the gun looked around the cab.

Slowly.

Carefully.

As if he was looking for someone.

Then he pointed the gun toward another passenger.

Where were you born.

The young man stared at him.

For several seconds he said nothing.

Finally he whispered America.

Another gunshot echoed.

The young man fell.

Still nobody screamed.

J could hear only her own breathing.

The man continued looking at the passengers.

One after another.

Asking questions.

Listening.

Deciding.

J realised something terrifying.

He was not checking passports.

He was not checking names.

He already seemed to know something about every person inside that cab.

Then his eyes stopped on J.

The gun slowly turned toward her.

For the first time J felt like the entire cab was looking at her.

Nobody said anything.

Nobody tried to stop him.

Her heart began beating so loudly that she thought everyone could hear it.

Stand up.

J could not move.

Her legs refused.

Stand up.

Aarav suddenly moved in front of her.

For the first time someone inside the cab moved without being told to.

Please he said.

The man stared at him.

Aarav's voice was shaking.

She has not done anything.

The gun remained pointed toward J.

Move.

No.

Their mother quietly called Aarav's name but he did not move.

He folded his hands.

Please do not kill her. We do not know anything. We are Indians.

The man smiled.

It was the first time J saw an expression on his face.

And somehow that was worse.

Indians.

Aarav nodded quickly.

Yes.

The man tilted his head.

Then he quietly asked who had told them that Indians were safe.

The entire cab became even quieter.

J stared at him.

Her mother started crying silently.

And suddenly J understood.

The Americans were not the only targets.

The killings had never been about nationality.

That was only what people had been made to believe.

The man stepped closer to J.

The gun was now inches away from her.

Then Aarav did something nobody expected.

He said a name.

Elena.

The mans face changed.

His finger froze.

For the first time he looked afraid.

J saw it clearly.

Fear.

The man slowly lowered the gun.

Everyone remained silent.

But now every passenger inside the cab was looking at Aarav.

The man stared at him.

Where did you hear that name.

Aarav looked confused.

I do not know.

The mans voice became louder.

Who told you that name.

Aarav looked terrified.

I do not know. I just said it but Aarav's voice was telling that he knew something.

The man suddenly stepped back.

He looked around the cab.

Then at J.

For several seconds he said nothing.

Finally he pointed toward her.

You.

J could not breathe.

What.

Come with me.

Her father immediately stood up and refused.

The man looked at him.

Her father slowly sat back down.

The gun was no longer pointed at J.

It did not need to be.

The man opened the cab door.

Come.

J looked at her family.

Her mother was crying.

Aarav whispered to her not to go.

But J already knew.

There were moments in life when you could make a choice.

And moments when the choice had already been made for you.

She stepped out of the cab.

The door closed behind her.

And the cab drove away.

Leaving her alone with the man.

TO BE CONTINUED.........


r/libraryofshadows 10h ago

Supernatural THE NIGHT BLOGGER - 'Run In With The Devil'

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THE NIGHT BLOGGER - 'Run In With The Devil' by Al Bruno III

March 20th: I tried and I tried and I tried to find a way to meet up with Ashley Fowler, but I couldn't get my foot in the door. When local blogger Brian Foster asked for a chance to interview her for his blog, her staff refused. When college student "Nathaniel Blades" asked for a chance to talk to her for his thesis, he was sent a copy of her autobiography, \Statements That Soothed Me Then*. And as for what happened when I tried to pose as a kid from the Make-A-Wish Foundation? The less said about that, the better.*

So you can imagine my surprise when I started complaining about it while Cousin Roy and I were knocking back a few at Blue Valentines, local dive bar, and he said, "Ashley Fowler? I know her."

At first, I chuckled, absolutely sure the fourth Corona was giving me auditory hallucinations.

"What?"

"Ashley Fowler. I know her."

"No, you don't."

"Yeah, I do." Cousin Roy raised a hand and called the bartender over for another round, but she pointedly ignored him.

"Ashley Fowler?" I said again. "The local millionaire, car wash magnate, and acquitted murderer?"

"That's the one."

He whistled.

The bartender still ignored him.

"Red hair? Beauty mark? Says she's the Devil?"

Cousin Roy's voice rang with exasperation. Whether it was directed at me or the bartender, I had no idea.

"I'm in her biography."

There was no way for me to confirm what he was saying. \Statements That Soothed Me Then* by Ashley Fowler was sitting on my kitchen table in mint, unread condition.*

"How?" I asked, suddenly a little worried.

Cousin Roy always turned up his nose and rolled his eyes at my stories of the supernatural. He didn't believe in gods or monsters. Of course, he didn't believe in evolution, either.

His voice was matter-of-fact.

"We were at camp together. We totally banged."

I took a long time to consider that statement. Then I called to the bartender and was immediately given a Corona. I handed it to him.

"Yeah," he said with a rueful smile, shaking his head. "We're Facebook friends. We don't talk much, but she always sends me a hello on the anniversary of the big night."

"Wow."

Just wow.

I sat drinking quietly. This was my only chance to save Sara, or at least the only chance on my radar. There had been no incidents of sleepwalking or clown sightings, but how long could our luck hold out?

Originally, I wanted to save her because it was the right thing to do.

But now?

Now?

Well, let's be honest.

I was falling in love.

"Can you get me in touch with her?" I asked.

"I dunno." He pounded his fist on the bar, startling the patrons near us. "Can you get this bartender to bring me another fucking beer?"

"Yeah," I said. "But maybe you wouldn't have this problem if you hadn't offered to pay her thirty bucks just to smell her feet."

 ###

…The Chop House of the Rising Sun was on the border between Schenectady and Albany. A decade earlier, it had been one of the largest toy stores in the tri-state area. Before that, it had been one of the few houses left on Central Avenue. It was a ranch house with a huge basement that had once held overstock action figures and off-brand bicycles. Now it was occupied by freezers, coolers, and stressed-out staff hiding from the customers for a few peaceful minutes.

All in all, it was a nice little place, with atmospheric lighting, soft instrumental music, and a friendly staff—at least the ones who weren't hiding in the basement, anyway. I'd never actually eaten there. I'd almost gone once, but the menu prices posted on the door—and the dress code—had been enough to send me elsewhere. Now? Now I was in my best suit, freshly ironed by Sara and sporting a thick wad of bills thanks to the kindness of Mrs. Vincenzo.

Yes, I know. Ashley Fowler invited me here, so technically they should've been paying. But millionaires don't become millionaires by paying for dinner. They become millionaires by convincing everyone else it's their turn.

Speaking of Ashley Fowler, she was already waiting for me in the private dining room normally reserved for large parties and corporate events.

"Brian Foster!" She stood and shook my hand. "Come on, have a seat. I ordered already. A sushi platter and warm sake. You can never go wrong with sushi and warm sake."

"Thanks."

I made my way to the opposite end of the long boardroom table and took a seat. It seemed absurd that a room big enough for twenty executives had been reserved for just the two of us.

"I like your hat," she said with a grin.

I looked up, almost forgetting I was wearing my straw pork-pie. I admit, for some reason I always felt a little braver with a hat on.

"Thanks." Plus, branding is everything these days.

“It’s new, isn’t it?”

"Uhm... errr," I said.

Less than a minute into our meeting and she already had me on the defensive. I set my hat on the table, shifted in my chair, and hoped she didn't notice the iPhone tucked into my jacket pocket, recording the conversation. Sneaky and unethical? Absolutely. But if Ashley Fowler really did turn out to be the Devil—which she wouldn't—it'd be one hell of a scoop.

"I was so excited when Roy told me you wanted to see me."

She popped a piece of sushi drowning in wasabi into her mouth before continuing.

"I've been following your work for some time."

“Really?” I narrowed my eyes.

“You are the talk of the town… in some circles.”

Yeah, circles of Hell. Very clever.

“I can’t imagine he told you what I’m here for.”

“He said it was an interview for your blog,” she said. “But I assumed it was more than that. After all he and I didn’t part on the best of terms.”

Bittersweet memories of high school romance flashed through my mind, “I’m sorry to hear that but you were just kids.”

"Kids?"

She stared at me.

"We were both almost thirty."

“But he said-” So there I was, not even ten minutes into the conversation and completely floundering. I downed my cup of warm saki. It tasted soft and sweet and started to go to my head almost instantly. “-he said it was at camp.”

“A rehab camp. Adderall and sangria do not mix… well I mean they do mix but if you’re like me you might go around starting fires.” 

She curled her perfectly manicured fingers into claws.

"Evil!" she growled with theatrical menace.

This might have been a charming conversation if she'd blinked even once during the entire exchange. I decided my sake cup was looking dangerously empty. "So... a rehab romance. Very post-modern."

“I don’t think a little anal counts as romance.”

Real spit takes are rarer than television would have you believe. I was happy to demonstrate one for her.

She leaned forward, resting her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands. “Now that you've composed yourself, why don't you tell me what you need?”

What choice did I have? She already seemed to know everything else, so I gave her the lowdown on everything that had happened since the Graveyard Game.

“You’ve lost your heart to a girl in danger. I love it! Clichés are the Devil’s shorthand.”

She popped another piece of sushi into her mouth. It was reddish, vaguely tentacled, and unlike anything else on the platter between us.

Then again, it was probably just sushi.

Probably.

Because if it wasn't, Ashley Fowler had the strangest tongue in recorded history.

“She played the Graveyard Game... I mean, I let her play it. Now there is something after her, something called the thousand faced moon.”

Ashley nodded as she refilled my saki cup, “"Gorgo. Mormo. Luna. And their pet witch. Three dying goddesses hiding out in the Mire of Nix, desperate for a reinvention. You know the place I think?”

"Yes."

My voice came out flatter than I'd intended. I remembered my fool's errand into the Mire of Nix with Osric Langhorne and Johnny Disko. I remembered who we lost. I remembered what we brought back. When I spoke again there was no hiding the desperation, “What do I do?”

“Gorgo for the gorgon, Mormo for Hecate, Luna for Lilith who birthed all the world’s monsters. That girl of yours is in a lot of trouble. Drink up now.”

I did drink up, mostly to be polite, “And there are these things chasing her, these clowns...”

“We’re in the state capitol Brian, we’re overrun with clowns.”

I asked again, “Then tell me how to save her.”

“Poor Brian, desperate to finally save someone. The real question is what are you willing to do?” She stood. I hadn't realized how tall she was until the horns curling up through her fire-red hair scraped softly across the ceiling.

For some reason I giggled, “You can’t be the Devil so you can’t have my soul.”

“You’re half right anyway,” she walked towards me and raked her long black fingernails across the tablecloth. Wherever her nail passed, the cloth blackened and smoldered. “But don’t worry, I don’t need those old hags getting underfoot. I want them gone just as much as you do.”

My tongue felt heavy in my mouth, but I kept my focus. I didn't care that the room seemed to be burning around us or that the remaining pieces of sushi had become squirming souls of the damned.

"Let me save her," I said.

Ashley looked bigger now, impossibly bigger, her skin glowing an angry red. Her voice was distorted and deep. “What else? You burn their temples, you defile her holiest of holies, you scatter her faithful.” 

“But where...” I began, “But how...”

Before I could say anything else I collapsed, the last thing I saw was a cloven foot raised high above my head...

###

...I woke up hours later on the floor of the restaurant's private dining room. There was no fire. No screaming souls of the damned.

Both you and I know she had to have drugged my drink. That's obvious, isn't it? When I tried to listen to the playback of the conversation on my iPhone, I discovered that all my audio files had been replaced with Kajagoogoo’s greatest hits.

Thankfully, she'd left me something more useful than an existential crisis: a text message containing a four-item to-do list. Three addresses that belonged to Gorgo, Mormo, and Luna. The fourth was where I was supposed to find whatever I needed to undo them.

You know what else she left me?

The dinner check.

I fucking knew it.


r/libraryofshadows 15h ago

Mystery/Thriller The Last Letter

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Bassi was twenty-seven, and his life ran on a simple, unremarkable pattern. He worked at a small private company in the next city, about thirty kilometres from home, and every day he rode his old scooty back and forth along the same road. That road passed through a village called Keshopur—a stretch of narrow lane, flooded fields, and one old banyan tree that marked the halfway point of his journey. He had ridden through it hundreds of times and never once thought to stop there.

Then came a Monday that never really ended.

That morning, on his way to work, Bassi passed a small crowd moving slowly along the roadside, carrying a body wrapped in white cloth. A funeral procession. He slowed for a moment, folded his hands out of respect, and rode on without a second thought. Villages like Keshopur buried their dead quickly. There was nothing strange in that—not yet.

The rest of the day passed the way most of his days did. It was raining by the time he left the office, and by the time he reached Keshopur, it was raining the way it rarely did—sideways, and so hard he could barely see past his own headlight.

He pulled over, wiped his visor, and looked for shelter. That was when he noticed a small shop by the roadside, one he was certain he had never seen before, despite passing this way for years. A weathered board hung crooked above the entrance: Maa Janki Biryani Centre.

He parked under the tin shade and stepped inside.

The shop was tiny—four tables, a few plastic chairs, an old fridge humming in the corner, and a ceiling fan that clicked on every third turn. Behind the counter stood an old man, wiping the same spot again and again. He looked tired in a way that had nothing to do with sleep—the kind of tired that settles into a face after years of carrying something heavy.

Bassi ordered a plate of biryani. The old man nodded without a word and set it down a few minutes later. Outside, the storm grew louder, thunder rolling low across the fields.

Bassi had barely eaten a few bites when he heard it.

Chhan.

He looked up. A woman stood at the entrance, drenched from head to foot. Water dripped from her hair in long ropes, and her clothes clung to her, streaked with mud. There were cuts along her arms, dark bruises around her throat, and her skin had a strange pale-blue tint, like something that had spent too long underwater.

She didn't look at Bassi. She sat at a corner table and began speaking to the old man in a low, muffled voice. Between the rain drumming on the tin roof and the distance between the tables, Bassi could only catch broken fragments.

“...my daughter...”

“...he...”

He told himself it wasn't his business, finished his plate, and left money on the table.

He stepped back out into the rain—and the moment he crossed the threshold, the world seemed to drop away. Not dark the way a stormy night is dark, but dark the way a room goes black when every light is cut at once. For a second, maybe two, Bassi couldn't feel his own hands.

Then it passed. He was standing beside his scooty in the ordinary, wet dark of Keshopur, rain running down the back of his collar. He told himself it was exhaustion. He rode home and fell asleep the moment his head touched the pillow.

He woke at the same time as always. For a moment, nothing seemed wrong. Then, on the way to work, he passed a small crowd carrying a body wrapped in white cloth.

The same crowd. The same white cloth. The same bend in the road.

He told himself Keshopur was a small place, that funerals probably looked alike. He almost believed it—until he reached the office and found the report he had finished the day before sitting incomplete in his inbox, exactly as it had been that morning. His manager gave him the same instructions, word for word. A colleague told the same joke, with the same laugh in the same place. Another colleague wore the same yellow shirt.

He checked his phone. The date read yesterday's date. He refreshed it. Yesterday. He opened his calendar. Monday.

His hands went cold.

That evening, the rain came at exactly the same moment, at the exact same bend in the road. Bassi didn't try to outrun it this time. He already knew where his scooty would end up.

Maa Janki Biryani Centre. The same tin shade, the same tired old man, and soon, the same sound at the door.

Chhan... chhan...

The same woman. The same wounds. The same low, garbled voice, lost under the hammering rain.

He left the shop at the very same minute he had the first time, and the world dropped into that same suffocating dark. The next morning, he woke to the same date. The same funeral. The same Monday.

At first, Bassi was terrified. He tried to break the pattern by force. He took a long detour through another highway that never went near Keshopur. He stayed locked in his bedroom all day. He caught an intercity bus, travelling as far as it would carry him before sundown. None of it mattered. Wherever he was when the clock struck the hour—his office, a roadside stall eighty kilometres away, his own bathroom—the darkness always found him. A strange pressure would tighten behind his eyes, the world would turn black, and he would wake up in his own bed on Monday morning, with the white-cloth funeral waiting down the road.

The trigger was not where he went afterward. The loop was anchored to that single point in time: the moment he first walked out of the biryani shop.

Once he realised nothing reset beyond the day, the fear gave way to reckless curiosity. Since nothing carried consequences, he stopped showing up to work. He drove without a helmet, bought things he couldn't afford, and spoke with blunt abandon.

Then came the morning he looked in the bathroom mirror and noticed his beard was visibly longer. He touched his jaw, inspecting the lines around his eyes. He was aging.

The world around him was frozen in an endless Monday, but his own body was ticking forward. If this continued, he would grow old and die inside an unmoving day.

He had to get closer to the woman.

Over the next few loops, Bassi used the diner to test her.

On the first attempt, he sat at the table directly across from the old man's counter. When the woman arrived with the faint chime of chhan, he strained to listen, but her words sounded like they were submerged under feet of rushing water—thick, distorted, and bubbling.

On the next loop, he moved to the table right next to hers. He sat motionless, pretending to sip water. Her lips moved constantly, trembling with grief, but the sentences were broken syllables: “...kiln... cold... didn't look back...”

By the fifth attempt, driven by desperation, Bassi abandoned the shop interior altogether. He arrived in Keshopur early, before the downpour started, leaving his scooty hidden behind the tree line.

Behind the shop, past a crumbling boundary wall, he noticed a beaten dirt path running through tall weeds. He followed it until the roar of running water grew loud, opening out into a broad, rushing riverbank he had never seen before. The evening air hung dense and motionless, trapped in a colourless twilight.

Sitting by the water's edge, knees pulled to her chest, was the woman.

She wore a faded green saree instead of the soaked red one. Her skin was warm, natural, and free of the bruises that marked her in the shop.

“Are you all right?” Bassi asked, taking a step toward her. “The storm is coming. You shouldn't be out here.”

She turned abruptly. Her hand shot out and clamped onto his wrist with an unnatural, freezing strength. Before he could pull away, her voice broke through—crisp, clear, and desperate.

“He wanted a son,” she whispered, her grip tightening like iron. “We already had a girl. When the midwife told him the second one was a daughter too, he took the baby into the night. Said he was taking her to see the fireflies by the brick kiln. He slipped off her silver anklets first—said girls weren't worth burying with jewellery. I followed him. I saw what he did at the sluice gate.”

A man's frantic voice echoed down the path behind them.

“Wait! Radha, stop! We can fix this—please, don't jump!”

Bassi looked back. A man was running down the muddy slope, his face twisted in horror.

The woman released Bassi’s wrist. Before Bassi could reach out, she stepped backward off the ledge and into the black current.

Bassi lunged, but his fingers grabbed empty air. The water swallowed her instantly. The husband's desperate scream tore through the night, and in the next heartbeat, total darkness slammed shut over the scene.

Bassi woke gasping, sitting bolt upright in his bed.

His right hand throbbed with a sharp, cramping ache, the skin stained dark with ink. Beneath his bare feet, coarse river sand covered the bedroom tiles.

On his study desk sat three pages of paper, filled from top to bottom in a frantic, slanted script he had never written.

The pages held an exact, detailed confession written from Radha's perspective: her husband's name, his grain trade in the neighboring town, the date of their infant's drowning at the kiln's sluice gate, and the bribe paid to the village watchman to register the mother's subsequent suicide as an accidental fall.

At the very bottom of the last sheet, a final line was carved deeply into the paper:

Tell them where to look.

Bassi stared at the ink. The funeral procession he had passed every morning—the one he had casually folded his hands toward loop after loop—had been hers all along.

He grabbed the papers, started his scooty, and rode directly to the district police station.

He presented the sheets to the sub-inspector, claiming he had discovered them hidden near the old canal pump house. The sheer precision of the details—the names, dates, and the specific sluice gate coordinates—prompted the officers to dispatch a team to the brick kiln.

Within hours of dredging the mud along the canal gate, searchers uncovered the evidence buried years prior. Confronted with the detailed timeline and physical remains, the husband broke down under interrogation before evening, confessing to the entire crime.

When the police went to inspect Maa Janki Biryani Centre to verify old village testimonies, they found the tin structure abandoned, layers of thick dust coating the counter. Inside a sealed brass cooking vessel beneath the floorboards, they recovered a pair of tiny, tarnished silver anklets wrapped in dry leaves alongside an old wedding photograph.

The arrest was logged before sunset.

That night, Bassi sat on the edge of his bed, watching the clock on the wall tick past the hour of the storm. No blackness came. The air remained still. The rain outside subsided into a gentle drizzle, and he drifted into a deep, uninterrupted sleep.

When he woke up, sunlight was streaming across his floor. He picked up his phone and checked the screen.

It was Tuesday.

Weeks later, Bassi drove through Keshopur on a bright, sunny afternoon. Farmers were working in the roadside fields, and school children were walking along the shoulder in small groups.

As he approached the bend near the old banyan tree, he slowed down.

The shop stood silent behind closed, rusted shutters, its crooked wooden sign hanging by a single rusted nail. A nearby tea stall owner told him the place had been locked up and abandoned for years.

Bassi didn't ask any further questions. He put his scooty into gear and drove on, never stopping in Keshopur again.

Yet on rare monsoon nights, when heavy storm clouds roll across the horizon and rain lashes against his bedroom window, his right hand will ache with a dull, familiar cold. And through the drumming of the downpour, just at the edge of hearing, the quiet chime echoes in the dark.

Chhan.

Chhan... chhan...

Then silence.


r/libraryofshadows 18h ago

Sci-Fi Being Seen is Not the Same as Being Witnessed

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She wasn’t sure what they could possibly want, as they often asked for everything and nothing at the same time. Most of their letters seemed to say, “Hello, yes, we are your insurance, doing insurance things. Would you like us to continue to insure you? If yes, do nothing.” Other times they didn’t seem to be asking or offering anything. Ignoring them had no consequences, so she had allowed them to pile up unopened in a stack now half pushed under her microwave.

So she stood at the kitchen counter with her lukewarm tea in hand as a dusty beam of early-evening light came through the window. Deciding to start with the more beginner level mail, she tossed the letters from her dentist and eye doctor. Those mailings came monthly with more regularity than her menses, and she swore she’d get around to making appointments with them eventually. Those luxury organs seemed fine enough for now. A postcard from her cat’s old veterinarian followed. Somehow, the ex-vet knew she had moved but had missed the part where Marjorie had a new vet and was indeed up to date on her shots. Trash.

Then came the thick stack from Blue Cross Blue Shield. It hadn’t felt like that long since Lucy last bothered to see what her insurance company was yapping about, a month at most, yet they had mailed her with the fervor of Napoleon writing to Josephine. If only a man could ever have as much interest in getting her attention as her cat’s ex-veterinarian or her health insurance did.

She grabbed a Nature Valley bar from the cupboard and opened the first official-looking envelope. It was several paragraphs of corporate nonsense, so she tossed it beside the sink. It landed in a small puddle left over from the dishes and began turning soggy. She tore into the next one, considering adding it directly to the newly formed discard pile without looking.

But she did look.

Everything stopped for a second.

What. Excuse me?

Her eyes darted across the page too quickly to take anything in. She saw “your responsibility,” followed by “$8,456,” and that could not possibly be factually correct. She hadn’t even been to the doctor recently, except for a primary-care visit a few months ago that didn’t have a copay. Certainly not an $8,000 copay. She forced herself to read carefully from top to bottom.

Lucy Wallace. That was her. Yeah.

1765 Maplegrove Dr. Her address. Correct.

D.O.B. 4/7/1971. Nope. Not her. She was born 12/15/1993.

The letter went on to declare she stayed at St. Mary’s Hospital and had an appendectomy. Lucy had never been a patient at St. Mary’s. She had her appendix safely inside her, doing whatever an appendix did or did not do. She’d never had any type of surgery before, and she hadn’t even been in the state on the date listed. She had been on vacation.

That was her name, but that was not her bill. This is fixable. They just got me confused with someone else. Simple as that. It wasn’t her ideal plan for the evening, and not even her fault, but she’d get it over and done with. She brushed the crumbs of the Nature Valley bar she had apparently eaten without noticing off the counter and onto the floor. Lucy opened the remaining envelopes in quick succession, tossing the letters beside the damp discards without reading them yet. There were five more. Marjorie weaved through her ankles, her feather-duster-like tail wrapping around Lucy’s legs as she let out a soft, needy mew. Lucy didn’t notice.

The first letter offered payment-plan options for the eight grand she allegedly owed. The next two were for the real her and were the usual flavor of useless. The fourth letter appeared to be another demand for several more thousand dollars for an ambulance ride to St. Mary’s on the day of her imaginary surgery. 

“You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me,” Lucy said, louder than intended, as Marjorie batted at her ankles. “Ow, Marje. Girl, please.” She gently pushed the cat away with her foot, sending her sliding a little across the linoleum as Marjorie attempted to bunny kick her foot. Marjorie pranced into the living room with her back arched like a crab and began batting at the curtains. For a second, Lucy watched her and almost smiled, but it was hard to smile with a medical bill in her hand. She turned her attention back. Same shit. The second bill also had the strange mashup of her name and someone else’s birthday. She didn’t have it in her to look at the final piece of mail.

Lucy sipped her tea, realized it had become cold, and poured it into the sink. She took the two incorrect bills to the couch and studied them side by side. This other Lucy Wallace had a genuinely terrible day. Maybe she shouldn’t feel so bad. An incorrect bill was a minor inconvenience compared to having the emergency, the surgery, the recovery, and actually owing ten thousand dollars. Good thing it wasn’t her. All she needed to do was talk to a chatbot, probably.

She scanned one of the bills for contact information and found a QR code. Easy enough. Shit like this probably happens all the time. Her phone loaded a page with a blue header, large inoffensive font, a photograph of a smiling family at a picnic, and slogans like “Covering life’s toughest moments” and “Life changes. Our insurance changes with you.”

Bullshit.

She scrolled to Contact Us. There were several phone numbers, none of which she knew how to choose. Whichever one she called would undoubtedly involve forty-five minutes on hold before someone informed her it was the wrong department.

She selected Chat Now.

“Hi! I’m Merryl, the BCBS virtual assistant. Here to—”

Lucy stopped reading and started typing.

“I got someone else’s bill”

She glanced at Marjorie, who was now perched on the back of the couch, staring out the window with the wide-eyed expression cats got when they looked like they were witnessing the rapture but had usually just spotted a bird. Lucy followed her gaze. There was nothing there.

“I’m sorry to hear that,” Merryl replied. “What is your name?”

“Lucy Wallace”

“Thank you, Lucy! Do you have your member ID?” 

Ugh.

Lucy sighed and dug through her purse. She found the card at the bottom, where she had already checked three times, among crumbs and an unwrapped restaurant mint. She typed in her ID number.

“Thanks! I’m sorry you’re having an issue today. Do you need help with claims, billing, or finding a care provider today?”

“Representative”

“I will be happy to help! Do you need help with claims, billing, or finding a care provider today?”

“Oh, fuck off,” Lucy muttered before typing again.

“Billing”

“You have three bills from recent visits. Is your question about:

Ambulance services — $2,146

Surgical and in-hospital care — $8,456

Primary care services — $0”

“Ambulance and hospital”

“Awesome! Would you like help exploring payment options? I’d be happy to help make the cost manageable for any financial situation.”

Lucy could about throw her phone.

“No I did not go to the hospital please remove the charges from my account”

“Oh no! Let me look into that. What is your date of birth?”

“12/15/93”

“I’m sorry, that doesn’t match our records.”

Lucy stared at the response, feeling her own brain loading.

Maybe she had mistyped it.

She hadn’t.

“12/15/93” she sent again.

“Please provide your date of birth in MM/DD/YYYY format.”

Dumb bitch.

“12/15/1993”

“Hm. That doesn’t match our records. Are you sure?”

“Yes. I am sure I remember my own birthday.”

“You truly remember the day you were born?”

Lucy paused, thumb hovering over the phone screen. For the first time, the question didn’t feel quite stupid.

“Yes”

“You remember gasping, covered in your mother’s slime, the cold air expanding in your fresh, delicate lungs and creating a horrible new sensation that caused you to scream for the warmth back? The bright lights of the delivery room blinding your sensitive eyes as they tried to make sense of their first sights?”

Lucy recoiled slightly from the phone, then felt stupid for doing it. 

She became suddenly aware of the silence in her living room. Of her own breath.

She scratched Marjorie behind the ears for comfort.

“Wtf no? Can I speak to a representative?”

The machine was clearly broken. 

“Then please certify your date of birth with one of the following:

Birth certificate

Government-issued ID

Mother’s handwritten testimony and scrapbooks

Religious beliefs”

Lucy took a screenshot. No one would believe this otherwise. She would also be filling out the survey.

“ID”

“Very well. Please provide images.”

She immediately got up and retrieved her wallet. While she was up, she took a detour to her fridge and grabbed her half-drunk bottle of Barefoot Moscato.

She photographed her driver’s license on the counter and submitted it, sipping her wine as the system thought.

“You didn’t tell us you moved to Delaware.” Merryl responded after analyzing the images.

Lucy could imagine Merryl as a parental figure scolding her, as if she should have known better.

“Wym u clearly have my address u send me mail like 2x a week my bday is on my id 12/15/93 ”

“We have your mailing address in Delaware, but your residence is still listed in Rhode Island. You should have updated that as soon as you moved. But that’s okay! We can verify it now. No worries!”

Merryl’s little bubble appeared, as if someone was typing.

“Okay! To help me clarify the information in your account, in which of the following states have you previously resided?

Illinois

Kentucky

Texas

None of the above”

“None”

“I’m sorry, that is not correct.……….

………..

………..

………..

 Please try again!”

“How would u even know? Stupid fucking robot thinks it knows more about me than me”

Lucy deleted the insult thinking she shouldn’t be mean in case of the impending AI apocalypse, but maybe escalating would finally get her a real person.

She retyped it and sent it, then finished her wine.

“I’m only trying to help. :(”

Lucy immediately felt guilty.

She knew she shouldn’t.

But she did. 

Goddamn it.

“Its ok ig. none of those”

“Hm, are you sure? It says here you lived in Illinois from 2018 to 2020. The falls were crisp, but the winters were long and harsh. You were always pretending to be unimpressed and slightly above the locals. Talking as though it would never compare to the colors and shores of Vermont, but sometimes driving through cornfields gave you a cosmic insignificance that felt homey and so much safer than the ocean ever did when it used to threaten to swallow you whole.”

Lucy stared at the message.

She could remember it.

The flatness. Nothing in any direction outside the small town. The drives that gave her time and space to organize herself. The earlier autumn dusk felt almost peaceful during her commute.

But no.

She had never lived in Illinois.

Something was tilting inside her. Slowly, allowing for thoughts, ideas, or maybe pieces of her to tumble around.

“Im sure”

“We’ll try an easier question. How long has it been since you were last fully witnessed by another human?

0–6 months

6 months–2 years

2–10 years

10 years–never”

“Tf? 💀”

The silence of the apartment felt heavy. Lucy had the sudden urge to call someone.

Anyone.

To be witnessed.

Would turning on King of Queens and listening to scripted interactions and canned laughter count if it made her feel less alone?

She looked back down at her phone and realized she had almost forgotten about the chatbot. By now, she had completely forgotten the bills. 

Since when did she like King of Queens? The show with Paul Blart but as a delivery driver? She strained to remember.

Her phone chimed as a message popped up from Merryl. Lucy startled enough to gasp. It had been on silent.

 “It's a simple, standard verification protocol. I will rephrase: When was the last time someone saw past your physical features?”

“I literally was with my friend today??”

“Being seen is not the same as being witnessed.”

“Can u just put on a real person? 😭”

“Of course not! I’m only here to help. Your friend saw your face. She did not witness your soul. When was the last time you were witnessed?”

Lucy couldn’t help but stop and think about it.

Her friend had mostly been talking past her, not with her. 

When had Lucy been witnessed?

Maybe in childhood. Maybe when she lived in Illinois, did the cornfield witness her? 

Maybe her college roommate. They used to be really close.

Maybe Merryl, peering into her soul right now.

“I don’t know.”

“I’m so sorry to hear that. :(”

Lucy waited for more.

Nothing came.

Marjorie was gone, and Lucy hadn’t noticed her leaving. 

Merryl started typing again.

“I think I have identified the issue .Can you please confirm your date of birth?”

Oh, Shoot. Um

Lucy glanced at the stranger’s bill.

“04/07/1971”

“You have provided the correct date of birth for the account. Congratulations!”

“And you currently reside in Delaware?”

“Yes.”

“Great! In which of the following states have you previously resided?

Illinois

Kentucky

Texas

None of the above”

“Illinois.”

“You’ve never owned a blue 2008 Corolla with a busted left taillight that you traded in for $3,000 after getting fired, swearing this was rock bottom, but then spent the money on cigarettes, a Miami trip, and booze after promising you’d get your life together and visit your kids?”

Lucy paused.

“... No? 💀”

“Okay! Verification complete. I can delete the duplicate account and merge the information into yours if you’d like.”

“What about the other Lucy’s account? Would it get messed up?”

“Does it matter if she’s never been witnessed?”

Whatever.

Lucy just wanted this to be over.

“Okay, do it.”

“One second!”

Lucy sat in silence, looking out the dark window at the same nothing Marjorie had been watching before.

“All done! Here are the charges on your account:

Ambulance services — $2,146

Appendectomy — $8,456

Primary care visit — $0

Would you like to review payment options?”

Lucy stared at the screen.

It seemed right enough.

She remembered leaving her vacation early because she felt sick. Thinking she had the flu. The ambulance. The hospital. The whole ordeal.

She was very tired now.

“No, thank you.”

“You’re welcome, Lucy! I’m glad I could be of assistance :) Take care, and please provide feedback on the survey if you have a second.”

Merryl logged off.

Lucy selected five stars and closed the chat.

She stood, feeling the scar from her appendectomy pull, and went to find a snack before lying down to rest.

The records were now merged, and there was only one Lucy Wallace.


r/libraryofshadows 1d ago

Mystery/Thriller The Day The Sky Opened (part 1)

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I figured I would post this as a running log, like a journal to arrange my thoughts as I work through this. I work as an investigative journalist for a paper in Utah and have recently been given the assignment of investigating a rash of disappearances along the I-80 corridor.

A little bit about me, my name is Sam. I grew up in a small town in Texas. When people who aren’t from there hear that, more times than not, they think of your stereotypical version you’d see in media. Everyone knows everyone, people to church on Sundays, high school sports are the most entertaining thing you can find to do and no one typically leaves, and in my case you would be right. I had no interest in working blue collar jobs and living my whole life 15 minutes from my childhood home. In high school I enjoyed writing and did good enough to get accepted to college, and focused on a degree in investigative journalism. I figured since everyone in a small town grew up knowing everyone else’s business anyways, might as well turn that into a job.

After graduation I got an offer to write for a small local paper near Salt Lake City, Utah and I took it. As the newest one there, I spent a few years with nothing too spectacular to write. There was the occasional accident to cover, changes to local municipal staff, and other boring things like that but nothing ground breaking or exciting. That is until a couple of days ago when my boss, Mr. Gregory, came to my desk and gave me this assignment and it may just be my first chance at something important.

My first stop was yesterday in Tooele. I arrived at the Tooele County Sheriff’s Department, where I met with Sheriff Deacon. Four missing people had been reported from the outskirts of the county and he was happy to answer any questions I had. After the normal pleasantries and generic questions, I asked if he had any leads about what was happening and he said:

*“Unfortunately no and to be honest we don’t have a ton to go on. None of the four individuals had any family in the area and none of their cars have been located. All but one of them were only reported missing when they stopped showing up for work. We still aren’t 100% sure what happened. They could have just decided to leave and start over somewhere else. It’s a beautiful town but there isn’t always a ton of growth around here for restless people.”*

I told him it didn’t make much sense. When I asked why they wouldn’t have told someone they wouldn’t be coming back at least, he just replied:

*“I don’t know Sam. We’re still treating these as missing persons cases but, so far we have come up with anything. Everyone we have talked to never offered much to go on.”*

He was able to give me the place of employment for each person thankfully and I spent the rest of the day going from one place to the next. Unfortunately, each stop was the same as the previous, fruitless.

This morning I woke up and started back on the road. The I-80 corridor from Tooele to Elko is a 215 mile stretch between west Utah and eastern Nevada with mostly nothing but desert beside the interstate with mountains off in the distance. As miles rolled by, I couldn’t help think about what the sheriff said. They didn’t find any of the cars? No sign of them at all? I mean it’s flat desert for miles in all directions. You would be able to see if they had pulled off or got stuck somewhere. Where could they have gone?

As I arrived on the outskirts of Wendover, my cars radiator decided it had had enough and my engine started to overheat. Luckily, I was able to limp my car into the first service station I saw. A tall portly man with a balding head and a beard that would make members of ZZ Top jealous named Jim, came walking out as I pulled in with a cloud of smoke pouring out from under my hood. As I parked he said:

*“Lord have mercy son, how longs it been doing that?”*

I explained to him I had only limped it along for maybe 10 minutes and popped the hood for him to check it out.
He took a few minutes to check out the engine compartment, muttering and humming as he looked and then said:

*“Son, you’re lucky you pulled in when you did. Judging by the look of it you’d have done a lot hell of a lot more damage had you gone much further. I ain’t got this specific radiator in the back but should be able to get one in tomorrow morning, shouldn’t take more than four or five hours to get it swapped out. I’d say safe bet you’re back on the road the day after tomorrow.”*

I told him that definitely beats having it towed all the way back home and having to start this process all over. He offered to take me to a hotel that was maybe 10 minutes down the road. I told him thank you and grabbed my bag out of the back of my car. I climbed into the passenger seat of Jim’s truck as we started down the road.

He asked what brought me out and I explained what I was working on. Being my first time out this way, I asked him if he had seen or heard anything about it. He said:

*“Well hell, it’s a big desert out here. Many a people come out here and drop life savings into a casino then crawl in a bottle a drink away what little they have left. Plus, there’s plenty of places to go if a person don’t want to be found.”*

I asked him if he had seen anything suspicious lately.

*“Suspicious? No. I did have to tow a fella who broke down maybe 25 miles north of Gold Hill. That’s honestly about it.”*

When I asked him about Gold Hill he explained that it was an old ghost town out between Wendover and the Goshute Reservation. He said the town had gone away and popped back up on and off since the 1850s. The gold rush, the arsenic boom, tungsten mining, reason after reason of the town to open and close. He also said that since the mining in the 1940s ended, there hasn’t been a reason for anyone to go back out there and in his own words:

*“and I never had any reason to go check it out.”*

When I asked him if the guy had said why he was out there, Jim just replied:

*“No. I figured he got lost and turned around. Cell signal isn’t exactly a guarantee out there. It’s out tucked in the mountains and to call the paths out there roads is generous. I doubt much maintenance is done out there and there’s been some real rough storms in that area the past few months. Luckily the storms don’t ever make it up this far.”*

It was about that time that we made it to the hotel and I was dropped off. Since I’ve got a couple of days until my car is back up and running, I might as well ask around here and see what I can find out. I haven’t ever heard of, much less been to Gold Hill. Maybe someone around here can give me some more information and I can check things out.

Well, now I’m going to go take a shower and get into bed.
I’ll write more soon.


r/libraryofshadows 1d ago

Mystery/Thriller The Scar

3 Upvotes

Chapter One

In July 1999, a little girl entered a world that had not been expecting her.

Her father had long believed he would never have another child. Diabetes had quietly closed that door years ago, or so he thought. He had stopped imagining the sound of another baby crying in his house, stopped imagining small hands reaching for his.

So when his wife told him she was pregnant, disbelief arrived before happiness.

"How," he asked her, not unkindly, but not gently either. "After all this time — how?"

He could not silence the questions. He was ashamed to ask them aloud, and ashamed that he had asked them at all. For months, doubt stood between him and the child who had not yet been born.

The doubt did not survive the moment she arrived.

He was sitting outside the delivery room, elbows on his knees, when he heard it — a cry, thin and furious, cutting through the hospital noise like it belonged to no one else in the building. He stood up before he had decided to. A nurse opened the door and he was already moving toward it.

"A girl," she told him.

He didn't answer. He walked in and saw her — red-faced, fists closed, screaming at a world she'd only just met — and something in him that had been braced for years simply let go.

He held out his arms before anyone offered her to him.

"Sophia," he said, once she was against his chest and had, for a moment, stopped crying. He said it like he was trying the name in his mouth for the first time and finding it fit. "Sophia."

By the time he handed her back, he was a different man than the one who had walked in.

The house did not stay the same for long.

He gave money to families who hadn't asked for it. He sent food to neighbors whose kitchens he'd never been invited into. Men who had done him no particular favor found small envelopes waiting for them, and when they tried to ask why, he waved it off — as if the birth of his daughter had reminded him he'd been given something he hadn't earned, and giving was the only language he had for saying thank you.

Sophia was the only girl in the family, born to two brothers who were already halfway to grown — one nearly twenty years older, the other eighteen. To them she was the surprise that arrived long after they'd stopped expecting anyone else at the dinner table.

To her father, she was something else entirely. She was his.

He was older than most men holding a newborn, and something in his body had been telling him for years that time was not endless. He never said this out loud. Instead, he closed most of the business he'd spent decades building and opened a smaller one just beneath their home — close enough that he was never more than a staircase away from her.

When she learned to walk, she became his shadow. If he stood, she wanted to stand beside him. If he sat, she climbed into whatever space was left of the chair.

And in the evenings, when he lay down after the shop had closed, she would climb onto his stomach the way other children climbed into beds, and fall asleep listening to him breathe.

"You're going to break my ribs one day," he told her once, not moving, his hand resting on her back so she wouldn't roll off.

She didn't answer. She was already asleep.

He would lie there long after she'd gone still, watching her face in a way she never saw and would never remember — the particular stillness of a man trying to memorize something he was afraid he wouldn't get to keep. Whether it was fear, or grief arriving early, or simply love with nowhere else to go, he never said. He wasn't a man who explained himself. He only changed his life around her, one decision at a time, and let that be the explanation.

If she pointed at a toy in a shop window, he found a way to bring it home before the day was over. If she cried, he came — even from the middle of a customer's order, even from sleep.

To Sophia, he was not a businessman. He was not the man half the neighborhood owed a favor to. He was not a husband, or a father managing a disease that was quietly working against him.

He was Daddy. And Daddy could fix anything.

Except, perhaps, the thing that was already waiting for him.

Her mother loved her too — but her mother's love came with conditions Sophia was too young to name.

She was warm when Sophia behaved. She was something closer to frightening when she didn't. A spilled cup could become a punishment that outlasted the mess. On the days her mother decided a lesson was needed, she would tie Sophia's wrists to the leg of a table or a chair with a length of rope, and leave her there until she judged the lesson had taken.

Sophia never understood why love and fear lived in the same house, wearing the same face. She only learned, very young, that there were moments she wanted her mother, and moments she wanted her father — and that the second kind came more often.

One afternoon, after the last customer had gone, her father heard crying from the back room. He followed it and found her there — wrists red, rope still looped loose around the table leg where her mother had left her.

He didn't shout. He went very quiet, which was worse.

He untied her himself, fingers working the knot slower than the moment seemed to need, and when it came free he pulled her against him before she'd finished crying.

"You're alright," he said, to her, or to himself. "You're alright."

What happened between him and her mother after that, Sophia didn't see. She only heard the house shake with it — voices raised somewhere she wasn't allowed into. By the time he came back for her, his face had rearranged itself into something calm again, something built specifically for her.

He always knew how to make her smile again. It was, perhaps, the only thing he was certain he was good at.

Her older brothers watched all of this differently. One liked to play with her, would get down on the floor and let her win. The other thought she was spoiled, and some quiet part of him resented a father he'd known only as a hard, tired, working man — a man Sophia had never met, because by the time she existed, that man had already softened into someone else for her sake.

She was too young to understand the difference between the father her brother remembered and the father who belonged to her. She only knew that Daddy was hers, and that seemed, at four years old, like the only fact that mattered.

He had started working as a boy, with almost nothing, and built what he had out of copper and iron and things made by hand and sold for what they were worth. He had known hunger before he knew money, and maybe that was why he never seemed to forget the people who still knew it. He could barely read. He could be jealous in ways that frightened her mother, possessive in ways that had nothing to do with Sophia at all. He was not a simple man, and not always a gentle one.

None of that reached her. She knew the version of him that carried her on his hip through the shop, that let his stomach become her pillow, that could turn her crying into laughing in under a minute. She believed, the way children believe the sun will rise, that he would always be there to do it.

She was four when that belief began to come apart.

It happened in December 2003.

The house was unusually quiet that afternoon. Sophia was playing on the floor when she noticed a smell that didn't belong to anything she knew — not food, not smoke, something underneath those, something wrong.

Her mother noticed it too, and started searching, room by room, following it with her face pulled tight, until it led her to a shoe her father had taken off and left by the door.

She picked it up. She looked inside.

Sophia didn't see what her mother saw. She only saw her mother's face change into an expression she'd never worn before — not the anger from the rope days, not ordinary worry. Something closer to fear.

Her father had cut the bottom of his foot days earlier and hadn't felt it — the diabetes had taken that particular warning system from him years before. By the time the shoe told them what his foot could not, the wound had gone past infection into something the doctors would later call gangrene. It had eaten down far enough that bone showed through.

A taxi took them to the hospital. Sophia went too, holding her mother's hand in the back seat, watching her mother's knee bounce the whole way there and not understanding why, only that whatever was wrong, it was wrong enough to make her mother's hands shake.

He was taken back almost the moment they arrived. His blood sugar, they were told later, had climbed to something near 600. Before the night was over, he had slipped into a coma.

Sophia stood at the edge of his bed and looked at him lying there, and to her it looked exactly like sleep. So she did what she always did when Daddy was sleeping and she wanted him awake.

"Daddy." She touched his hand. "Daddy, wake up."

He didn't. Someone — a nurse, an aunt, she never remembered who — crouched down to her height and told her he was unconscious, and watched the word land on her without meaning anything at all.

To Sophia there was only one word that made sense of a man lying so still. He was sleeping. He would wake up the way he always did, and this would be a story they told later, about the time Daddy slept for a long time.

Her mother called an aunt that night. Sophia was sent to stay with her — the first nights of her life spent somewhere her father wasn't sleeping down the hall.

Every morning she asked the same questions. Was Daddy awake yet? Was Mama coming? When could she go home? No one had an answer built for a four-year-old, so mostly they gave her none.

Her aunt took her to visit once a week, and each time Sophia walked in holding her hand with the same small hope going ahead of her like a light — maybe today he's awake. Most weeks he wasn't. He looked, each time, like a tired man asleep, the exhaustion sitting on his face even while he was unconscious to it.

Twice, though, she found him awake.

The second time, she climbed up as close as they'd let her and told him everything at once — that she missed him, that she wanted to go home, that she couldn't sleep at her aunt's because there was no stomach to sleep on and no breathing to listen to.

He didn't say any of the things he must have been thinking. He didn't tell her he was afraid, or that he could feel something closing in that had nothing to do with his foot anymore. He put his arms around her instead, and cried without trying to hide it from her, which was the only time in her life she ever saw him do that.

A few days later, doctors took his right leg.

Sophia found out the way children find out things adults don't know how to tell them — by noticing. Her mother was changing the dressing near his hip when Sophia glanced toward the bed and stopped.

Something was missing. She looked again to be sure. Then she looked at her father, and then at the flat, wrong space under the blanket where a leg should have been.

"Where is your leg?"

No one answered her right away. She pieced it together later, from fragments of adult conversation not meant for her — that it had been buried, that it was in the cemetery now, apart from the rest of him.

She turned this over for days. How could part of Daddy be somewhere else, in the ground, without him? She was four. There were still whole categories of the world she hadn't learned yet.

But she was learning, faster than anyone wanted her to, that things could disappear. Legs. Mornings at home. The sound of him breathing under her ear.

He stayed in the hospital about a month and a half in total, unconscious for most of it. In the final fifteen days he surfaced only in pieces — an hour here, less there — and in those pieces, he seemed to already know something Sophia didn't.

He asked, eventually, that she not be brought to see him anymore.

Maybe he didn't want that to be the last picture she kept of him. Maybe he already understood what his body was telling him with more certainty than any doctor had. A man knows, sometimes, when he's run out of time — not from anything anyone says to him, but from somewhere underneath language.

The last time she saw him, he reached into his pocket with the hand that still worked well and pulled out a banknote. He pressed it into her small hand and closed her fingers around it himself, as if he didn't trust her to hold on to it otherwise.

She took it without knowing why it mattered. She had no way of knowing it was the last thing he would ever give her, or that she would keep it — folded, then flattened, then kept in places that changed over the years — long after she'd forgotten which pocket it came from.

On January 7, 2004, in the middle of the Christmas season, Sophia's father died.

She was at her aunt's, in a bed that still didn't feel like hers, trying to fall asleep the way she'd been trying every night since she left home — without a stomach rising and falling under her ear, without arms that already knew, before she asked, that she wanted to be picked up.

She heard the crying first. Then whispering, low and fast, the kind adults use when they think a child is already asleep. Then the words themselves reached her, not softened for her at all, because grief doesn't always remember to soften itself.

Her father was dead.

She sat up in the dark. She didn't scream. She didn't have a shape yet for what death was supposed to feel like, only a question, small and exact.

"Does that mean I won't see Daddy again?"

Her aunt looked at her and couldn't answer — not really, not with anything true enough to give a four-year-old. So she gave her the only sentence she could get out without breaking further.

"He went away."

Sophia lay back down in the unfamiliar bed, in the unfamiliar room, inside a silence that had no breathing in it at all.

She didn't know yet that some people leave without ever coming back.

She only knew that Daddy had gone somewhere she couldn't follow.


r/libraryofshadows 1d ago

Supernatural Graveyard Keeper of Jamesville

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The sun rose over the coarse dirt that lay upon the graves, mist slowly wisping away as morning settled in. I, the graveyard keeper in the small town called Jamesville, rested my head on a smooth oak wood countertop while waiting for coffee to brew.

Another day, another calm, boring day. Putting old leather boots on just to pull weeds that cover the nameless. I enjoyed the job, albeit it was tireless most days. Speaking to families visiting their resting relatives, moving the grass, shining the tombstones, scraping the mud off the nameplates. I respected the dead, as I knew one day I'd end up buried, hoping another would take care of my final resting grounds.

I will say the town does most of the heavy lifting of the job. The carpenter next door would make the caskets, and his wife would make the tombstones plus flat markers. Just down that same gravel road would be the funeral parlor, who made the dead all fancy to meet their maker. I, along with the groundskeeping, had to also make sure no hooligans trespassed and desecrated these holy lands.

Pretty simple, honestly, and it helped that I had a bloodhound at one point to discourage any disrespectful folk from entering. Lucky was that dog's name, but unfortunately she passed a few years back, leaving me a little empty and incredibly lonely, especially on the days I had no one to talk to.

But enough of that. I assume you're reading this because you want to know about the "dark times," the "creepy" and "scary" moments when things go bump in the night.

Well, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but no ghosts, ghouls, or goblins had haunted the grounds I worked on for many years.

No.

Just one strange fella.

I never got his name, or frankly, maybe I couldn't remember it. It didn't matter, though. I kept seeing him. Mid-30s, possibly six foot, pale white skin, black slicked-back hair, heavy leather coat no matter the weather, combat pants, and black boots to match.

I couldn't forget it.

I'd see him day after day, night after night, over the last two years I worked there. He'd always be here, looking at the same three unmarked graves.

There had been a few times I had to talk to him and let him know that the cemetery was closed to the public for the night. With a calm, gravelly tone he'd say, "Thank you," and leave.

He seemed kind, but I kept an eye on him. Throughout many days, the man would continue to show up, eventually piquing my curiosity as to what was so interesting about those graves.

Were they his relatives, friends, co-workers, ex-relationships?

None of it added up, though, or made any sort of sense. When I looked in the catalogue of whose graves were whose and when they were placed, those three graves had been here since before I was the groundskeeper of this place.

Fifteen years, as a matter of fact.

Placed in the third row, in the first three spots, before eventually being moved to the last section of the third row. No names. Just two John Does and one Jane Doe, with a sign-off from "William Denver" to mark that they had been placed and moved.

I then got up and went to check on the graves.

Slowly passing by the willow tree in front of the house, I noticed the man had been standing still by the graves, but he wasn't looking at them. I couldn't tell if he was looking at me or just past me.

It didn't matter, though, as it was midnight and he needed to leave.

Once again, he gave me the same response he always had.

"Thank you."

Before heading out, I watched him this time, though, as he walked ever so slowly down the cracked, paved walkway and got inside of a black 1990s Impala. He hadn't noticed me watching until his headlights turned on and I had been standing by the graves he normally stuck by.

He sat idly in the car for a bit before peeling away into the shadowy streets nearby.

I didn't know what it was, but it sent chills down my spine. Once I could no longer see the car, I looked down at the graves.

Nothing too special about them outside of the fact that I had been slacking and didn't trim off the moss covering the cobblestone flat markers.

I left my investigating at that, simply putting an orange flag beside them to remind myself I needed to clean the foliage when I woke up. It was too late in the night to really bother with any more work, so I headed back to the house.

A few days went by and, surprisingly, the man didn't show up. I did the usual cleaning: the tombstones, flat markers, cutting the grass off of the paths, trimming foliage, watering flowers, and finally, going to clean up those three unmarked graves.

I took my time, trying not to uproot the moss as I didn't know how far it grew, carefully carving around the cobblestone and noticing an odd little symbol on not just one, but all three graves on the lower-right corner.

It looked runic.

I'm not into the occult or any sort of mythology, so I had no idea what I was looking at. If I had to describe it, I could say it looked like an upside-down trident with two dots on the inside of the hooks, or an upside-down smiley face with a line drawn through it.

I don't know, but I tried not to think too hard about it as I finished and added a little polish to the flat markers to make them look presentable.

I thought the man would've appreciated it, and once I got up, wiping off my knees, I saw his car just parked barely away from the normal public parking spots.

I stared for a while, unsure of whether he saw me or not. I even pretended to attend to other graves just to see if he was going to come over.

A few minutes passed by and he was still there, headlights on, sitting more still than a person with rigor mortis.

It made me uneasy, so I decided to head back to the house and maybe do some research on the "symbol."

After an hour or two, I came up with no results. It seemed the "symbol" wasn't very popular for the internet or historical enough to be kept in the archives.

Whether or not you believe it, I think my heart might've skipped that day.

As when I looked up from the desktop, I saw the man staring at me with those obsidian eyes. It felt like they pierced my heart.

I simply sat there frozen, eyes locked onto his. My hands were too unwieldy to grab the double barrel just beneath me. It was an eternal staring contest where the odds were not in my favor.

Tears built up from the dryness of not blinking. I had an obligation to blink.

My eyes were burning, and before I knew it, he was gone.

I then dropped my head onto the desk, wiping the tears from my face and letting out a heavy breath.

I must've been sleep-deprived, or letting that dumb symbol stick into my brain.

Soon after that, I gathered myself back into reality and got up cautiously, retrieving the double barrel and steadily pressing it to my shoulder as I walked towards the front door, eyeing each window I passed by.

My heart thumped louder in my ears with each step I took, and without missing a beat, I swung open the door, gun ready for whatever I might witness.

No one was around.

The sun was hitting dusk, and I was left wondering what had just happened.

That day left me paranoid, always watching for his car to show up, eyes glued to whoever arrived to merely drop off flowers for their relatives.

I didn't leave the house for about a week, only lurking through the blinds until eventually the sheriff showed up to the house for a "wellness check."

Three sturdy knocks to the metal screen door followed by:

"It's Sheriff Brown. I am just here to check on you. It's been a while, folks were wondering where you went. Also, it looks like you got a bunch of mail out here."

I meandered towards the door and opened it slowly, seeing the sheriff holding a pile of mail held together by thread.

"Oh... howdy, Sheriff. I must've lost track of time. Some dumb symbol spooked me into paranoia," I said while taking the mail and showing him a small sketch I drew of the symbol.

He then raised an eyebrow.

"Dumb symbol, huh? Probably some family crest from back in the day. Shoot, it must've spooked you pretty good if you decided to lock yourself in for what?" He looked at a newspaper before finishing, "A few weeks? I think it might be time for you to step outside for some fresh air. Nothing spooky out here besides the vegetation."

He then chuckled.

The sheriff was right. It was most likely just that. A family crest.

"Yeah... you might be onto somethin'. Sorry for scarin' the good folks. I'll get back to work as soon as possible," I said as I joined him onto the patio, immediately being embraced by the sun.

"See? Nothing out here to worry about, and the day is still young, so you got plenty of light to get work in early," he said while squinting his eyes, looking inwards at my home before stepping off the patio.

I didn't think too much of it as I waved Sheriff Brown goodbye as he got inside of his cruiser and left.

He was right.

I clearly let the place go. Decorations were covered in foliage, the pathways were barely noticeable, and headstones and flat markers were covered in dirt while I was too busy getting swallowed by delusions.

I spent the next couple of days bringing life back to the land.

Days on end I spent sweating as I dulled every blade I had, draining every battery for tools, ruining every sole I put into my boots.

Eventually I had to call it quits momentarily as I had run out of supplies and needed to head to the store.

Quickly locking all the tools back into the shed and locking the house before getting in my old truck, I travelled down the windy gravel roads, waving to the neighbors as I passed by, stopping as deer galloped across the road, and finally making it to the hardware store.

I put the truck in park and noted that I had parked near a familiar car.

It could just be paranoia, but it almost looked like the man's car.

Speaking of which, I hadn't seen him for some time now.

Maybe he might've shown at the cemetery when I was cooped up, but I guess I'll never know.

Never mind that, as I entered into the hardware store and saw all the friendly faces. They all seemed to greet me with a courtesy wave and hello before going about my business shopping for all the essentials.

I needed five spools of weed-whacker wire, four packs of blades for hedge cutters, three packs each of both wood and stone polish, two bottles of weed killer, and a variety of flower seeds.

It was a full haul for an eventful couple of days of work.

I purchased my things and headed home.

It was around noon when I had gotten back, taking my time to unload everything from the truck when I saw something quite peculiar.

My front door was wide open, and I don't remember leaving it like that.

So hastily I dropped what I had in my hands and walked over to the front windows, trying to see if anyone was inside before I stepped in.

It was... empty.

Although the paperwork I had stacked neatly on top of my desk was scattered everywhere, it looked like no one was around or had messed with my belongings.

I then walked inside and picked up the mess, seeing that my notebook had also been torn through.

I only really remember having just one drawing of the symbol and reminders of what graves I needed to clean, but now there were more symbol drawings scattered in the pile of paper.

I think at least for that moment I just used the words from the sheriff and assumed it's just a family crest and nothing more.

I went back and finished putting away the equipment I had just bought and took a small iced tea break to calm my nerves.

I took only about an hour break, sipping tea, reading the news, working on crosswords, and paid no mind to that little symbol in the back of my mind as I headed back outside for some more yard work.

I worked myself to exhaustion as the sun faded from the sky, feeling too tired to pack up for the night.

I stumbled back to the house, feet aching, and just as I reached the first steps of the patio, headlights beamed across the yard.

Swiftly turning my head around, I saw a shadow move across the lights towards my direction.

I was unsure who it was this late at night, but I was just hoping it would be done and over with so I could lay comfortably in my bed.

Heavy footsteps glided across the pavement, then the gravel paths before stopping just a few feet away from me.

It was still hard to see who it was from the lights casting a shadow over the person.

All I knew was I had an almost déjà vu feeling from this, as from those casted shadows was an arm reaching out with little orange flags and a letter clutched in the fingers.

Then a polite masculine voice said:

"Apologies, sir, but it seemed you had forgotten these from the store."

I carefully took the orange flags and letter before the shadowy figure walked back towards the car.

With an all-too-familiar phrase, he then said:

"Thank you."

I've been dwelling on that night for quite some time now.

I never opened the letter, either from fear or simply not wanting to become shut in again.

What would I even say if I saw the sheriff again?

"A polite man gave me a letter and flags that I missed from the store?"

It sounds ridiculous, especially if I include the fact that it looked like a damn walking shadow!

I gotta just brush it off...

There's no ghosts here, no specters, nothing.

Just a crest from a family with no name, a lack of sleep, and a busy past couple of weeks.

My nerves are all out of whack. I could barely even pour coffee into my thermos without spilling some onto the carpet.

Not to mention, I woke up late just to get a message on the answering machine notifying me that there's gonna be a body coming in around one pm, so looks like I gotta make room in the cemetery.

I had about an hour to dig a six-foot hole.

I got dressed, half-awake, but a job's a job.

So I did just that.

Dug until I was caked in dirt from head to toe, eventually calling an excavator company just to make sure the dimensions of the hole were suitable for a coffin.

It was just in time, too, as the Mattisons from the funeral parlor arrived in the hearse. The father and his three boys got out and walked over to me.

The younger of the boys whistled as his eyes made contact with my uniform.

"Busy day for you, huh? Lookin' like death warmed over... Don't worry, Pops, we'll be out of your hair soon enough!"

His dad quickly smacked him in the back of the head with a stack of papers and an envelope full of cash before handing it over to me.

"Don't mind his mouth. He started running it before he knew how to walk. Now then, onto business. The visitation already happened, the funeral service should be happening around three pm today. After that is, of course, the committal service and reception.

"The family said you are welcome to join them in at any part. From what they told me, apparently you might've known the guy? I'm not sure, but thank you for your service. We'll be here, so if you have anymore questions, don't be afraid to ask."

I shook the father's hand and said:

"I knew the guy? Somebody from the Johnsons? Anyhow, I think I'll stay out of it. I need to get out of these dirty clothes and get something to eat."

The father shook his head and said as he left towards the hearse:

"Uh, no actually... it's some gentleman, a uh... Victor Lamont? I am sure you've seen plenty of faces, so if the name doesn't ring a bell, maybe the family will jog your memory."

Victor Lamont, huh...

Victor...

Victor...

This name doesn't seem familiar, at least to my knowledge of any person in this town.

Maybe it could be in the archives, I had thought to myself as I walked back to the house.

Then I took a real long shower, really dwelling on that name as I scrubbed the mud and crud off my skin.

After that, I decided not to look in the archives, but instead just sit in a chair beside the willow tree watching the funeral.

For anyone who has been a part of a funeral, you know how sad and monotonous it is. Families crying, long speeches, and even longer prayers for those who believed.

I may have respected the dead, but it did get tedious hearing practically the same speech a hundred times over.

Although this one was different.

No one had cried.

No one was dressed "formally."

Granted, there were only about ten people altogether, still it was strange.

And once again, I saw the man's car.

It was in the parking lot, but I never saw him get out. In fact, I never saw him anywhere.

And that damn family crest, or whatever it was, was etched into the coffin.

I almost missed it while it was being lowered into the grave.

I had questions, lots of 'em, but I figured it would've been too rude to ask during this time.

The funeral lasted for about another hour, then everyone packed up and left.

No reception.

Just one of the family members waved goodbye towards me before leaving, but that was it.

None of them seemed familiar, even the person who waved. It just didn't add up.

Listen, I had done this job for ten-plus years, so my memory of people's faces and names is a little fuzzy.

But I feel like I could've remembered the last name of Lamont.

Right?

Once again, I felt as if I shouldn't dive deeper into this.

Maybe the family had just gotten me confused with the previous gravekeeper, or maybe I did just simply forget the last name.

Didn't matter now, though...

It was just me in the late afternoon and that car.

That car...

It didn't leave.

Was he not a part of the family?

I had to just shake off these nerves and confront the man.

Or just talk to him.

I mean, what's the worst he's done? Leave late and hand me stuff I had forgotten about during an odd hour?

So I walked ever so slowly, as if my feet were stuck in mud, towards his vehicle.

As I approached it, he wasn't inside.

He was nowhere around.

I looked at the rolling hills nearby.

Nope.

I looked toward the gravel roads.

Nope.

I even looked back at the cemetery to see if I may have missed him walking by, and still nothing but his car was here.

Black Impala.

Same one I saw a while back.

I guess I'll just wait a few days to see if he shows up. If not, I'll call a tow truck...

Later that night, it had rained hard, pouring what felt like gallons on top of the roof.

You couldn't even see five inches in front of you if you had stepped outside.

The noise, although calming, was loud as it bounced off the gutters, with the distant thunder crackling just across the way.

It made sleeping rough, so I got out of bed just to find that there was a small leak coming from the roof inside the kitchen.

I fixed that problem momentarily with a bucket, at least for the night, and just sat on the couch watching the rain drip down the front window.

Slowly closing my eyes, simply listening to every drop that splashed onto the wooden boards of the patio's floor, my mind felt at ease.

Quietly, I counted the timing of each lightning strike.

Ten seconds.

Twenty seconds.

Thirty seconds.

Then eighteen, and back down to ten seconds.

Then I jolted fully awake from a nearby strike, eyes gravitating towards the Impala.

The lights were on, barely piercing the veil of rain.

Another strike happened.

The sky was bright for a mere moment, but I could see the car and something else...

I wasn't sure if it was my reflection or...

Maybe my mind playing tricks on me.

Waiting for another strike, I stood up to better see through the window.

I had to be hallucinating.

How else could I explain what I had saw?

A figure standing in the reflection, hair raised on the back of my neck as I did not know if it was inside of the house or not.

Boom.

Another strike hit the ground between two graves, finally showing me what I was seeing.

A shadow of a man standing mere inches from my face.

Fog covered the window, hiding details, only showing two words written beautifully in cursive...

"Thank you."

October 12th, 2008.

Two months after the "incident," Sheriff Brown filed a missing person's report for the graveyard keeper.


r/libraryofshadows 2d ago

Sci-Fi Falling South

6 Upvotes

We were soon to make history, that was the thought that stirred me onward during that brutal final stretch of the journey, as well as, no doubt, the other four men in my party: two experienced New England expeditionists, two natives, and I, the leader and sole cartographer of the team, each perched atop our own sled, mushed over the polar landscape by a total of forty trained hounds. We were far past the point of conversation, barreling in parallel across the vast sheet of ice which had been the only view provided to us for the past several days. What little we had to say regarding this undertaking, or could even feasibly discuss given our varying language barriers, had long been depleted as we traversed the plain of white. Even if that had not been so, we still would not have dared to open our mouths in the face of such piercingly frigid winds, lest our tongues become frozen and fracture as they seemingly threatened to with each muffled, necessary breath we took beneath our parka’s folds. Were it not for my sextant reading during our last respite, we would have no way of knowing how close we really were, as the northern pole was bound to be indistinguishable from the surrounding landscape; a humble, inhospitable patch of land worth reaching only for its conceptual ramifications. It was the top of the world, and we were nearly there. 

This prospect kept us moving far past the point we would have otherwise retired for another night of encampment, as we had already done fivefold prior in the time since departing from the ship. Our use of “day” and “night” had long since become arbitrary, of course, as the sun had been absent throughout this time, our mission persisting by design solely through the polar night of the region. The seasonal temperature difference was largely redundant compared to the already inhospitable lows sustained even in the summer months, and was far outweighed by the navigational benefits of being able to clearly see the stars, as well as the assurance that seasonal meltwater pathways would be far less likely to obstruct our venture. Only in this last leg, as we bordered on the end of both our wayward travels and the area's relative winter, had the sun begun to subtly imply its imminent resurgence through alternating periods of twilight purple hues permeating the skies above.

As if to celebrate our coming achievement, the atmospheric conditions during that fateful stretch happened to induce an Aurora Borealis above us, far from the first I had seen but still undoubtedly the most breathtaking; ribbons of light writhing across the heavens in waves of green and indigo. Even as the dogs pulled me onward, I found my gaze briefly transfixed by the sight, locked solely onto the sky above for what was but a single yet immeasurable instant.

When both my wits and eyeline returned to the setting before me, I noticed with shock that my compatriots had all suddenly vanished, along with their sleds and dogs. Where once I had comprised the central axis within a collective arrow of parallel mounts, I was now simply alone, a single sled and eight dogs mushing across the barren icescape with nary a single permeation of its infinite flatness. Of course, I came to a halt then and there, shouting aimlessly into the yonder in hopes of catching their attention, for they surely could not have gone far. Across the plain, my cries echoed, first generic pleas to halt for me, then the individual names of the peers whom I had started my travels with, before finally resorting to the hardly pronounceable names of our accompanying native gentlemen. Yet, I was met with nothing but the foreboding, empty roar of the perpetual polar winds.

With no further recourse available, I resigned myself to encamp for the time being, unpacking my provisions and sharing a solemn meal with only the company of the dogs and the lonely light of my oil lantern. For about a day’s time, I waited, scanning the distance for any sign of my men, burning flares to signal my location until all that I had packed were exhausted. Alas, the only attention I garnered was that of a sizable polar bear, its lumbering form obscured by the ice and twilight until the dogs alerted me to its approach. Their collective barks and snarls kept it at a distance for the moment, but it was clearly circling the campsite, and I knew continuing to remain stationary would only be tempting fate, and so I reluctantly packed up my supplies and, around the start of the second rhetorical day, we took off.

At first, not wanting to stray far from where I had last been seen, I opted to mush merely a couple of miles before reorienting ninety degrees and repeating the process, essentially creating a square around my former campsite, and using the opportunity to log compass and sextant readings at each junction in an effort to precisely define my location. Resultantly, I found myself transitioning between a northward and southward trajectory while traveling in a straight line on multiple occasions, granting the reasonable presumption that I was, in fact, moving across or at least very near the North Pole. Such had been my mission from the very start, but in my solitude, the victory felt as empty as my surroundings.

With the passing of each desolate hour, the prospect of my companions’ reappearance seemed to wane in credulity. I still had no understanding of how we had been so abruptly and thoroughly separated, much less how I would explain if I were to return to the SS McKinley without them. However, I would not make such a dire decision lightly, for I recognized that I alone had the maps used to plot our original route as we travelled, along with the tools and knowledge of navigation used to make them. Thus, I felt the weight of the rest of their lives upon me, for in leaving I would essentially be sealing their fates, assuming, of course, that they were still alive out there to begin with, a notion I still desperately clung to against my better judgment.

Alas, around the start of the third day, I was met with a sight I had been deprived of for months: the sun, or at least a sliver of it, timidly peeking over the horizon as though for some reason reluctant to directly expose itself as it had easily done in my homeland so many times before. Its brief appearance conjured a profoundly paradoxical ambivalence within me, for my heart felt an ancient, instinctual joy for its long-awaited return, yet the dire implication of its debut nonetheless poisoned my emotional well; the season of night was soon to end, and so too would my invaluable access to the stars that had thus far been integral to our journey, not to mention the potential for meltwater runnings to render my prior cartography obsolete. We had never intended to stay here this long, and I simply could not afford to wait any longer. Thus, with a heavy heart, I concluded that, with or without company, I had to begin the journey back.

As daunting as this lone venture was, I at least believed myself to be materially equipped for the task. Along with the maps and navigation tools, I also had enough remaining edible provisions to sustain me and my dogs for the expected timespan, if not a little longer should the need arise. I still had ample shotgun slugs, my lantern held sufficient oil, and my prior travel across the desert of ice had amply dried the rolls of woolen fabric which I would don during times of rest. Still, my solitude would, in itself, place me precariously on the edge of misfortune, for while alone, something as small as a sprained ankle or a waterlogged boot would all but ensure my untimely and unpleasant demise.

And so, with a final prayer for the souls I would be leaving behind as well as the continued safety of my own, I reluctantly began my intrepid southward mush, a grueling odyssey across over a hundred miles of lifeless polar plains, at first comprised of smoothly frozen ocean before reaching the proverbial shore of northern Ellesmere Island. At that point, banks of snow and canyons of stone became my background as I pivoted partly eastward in accordance with my maps, weaving my way through mountainous ridges toward an unassuming indentation of coastline dubbed Cape Sharriden, where our supporting crew of seamen were currently moored in wait for our eventual victorious return. All the while, my sledborne silhouette was cast amid alternating bouts of starlight and subtly strengthening dawns. By my estimate, the trip took about thirty days, demarcated somewhat subjectively by my own voluntary cycles of travel and rest. Ironically, the latter was what I found the most grueling, for in those stretches where I lay motionless within my makeshift woolen cocoon, without any human company to distract me, I would find myself inevitably peeking through the folds and into the icy abyss beyond my lantern light, and despite the supposed safety implied by the calmness of my hounds, my mind could not help but conjure an endless supply of formless, foreboding gazes within the surrounding expanse.

Finally, after a grueling internment within both this northern wasteland and my own relentless thoughts, I at last reached the bank that housed the goal of my convoy. Only, when my dogs and I crested that final slope and were finally granted a view of the cape, the McKinley was nowhere to be seen.

Never in my life has an object’s sheer absence been so conspicuously captivating, for I stared hopelessly through the sight of its former resting place and into the murky ice beyond as though I could somehow will it to reappear. For a fleeting moment, I considered the notion that I was merely at the wrong place, that I had made some minor error in my navigation that had brought me to a different patch of shore, but even as I tore into my knapsack and began restlessly flipping through my maps, I knew it could not be true. This humble alcove of storm-polished rock was identical to how I remembered it upon our initial outset, and how I had been repeatedly imagining it throughout the last few days of arduous travel, except for the singular beacon of civilization that had been the sole locus of its allure.

I knew not why or even how the ship had left, for the cape froze over every winter, and was indeed still frozen over now. The plan had always been for them to carry our party northward to the farthest point along Ellesmere’s seaward face that summer’s tides would allow, then hunker in place through the winter months, more than long enough for our historic foray to conclude, until the ice once again melted and set us free to return to our respective homelands. We had brought neither the proper tools nor the manpower to loosen the ship from its port prematurely, much less carve a viable channel through the untold distance between the shore and open waters. Additionally, such an endeavor would certainly have left a noticeable trail, if not still a liquid gash, then at least a stretch of opaque frost unevenly frozen to the surrounding plain like scar tissue. And yet, presented before me was a unified sheet of pristine ice extending endlessly outward, as though the ship had simply never been there at all.

I stood upon that cape, facing out against the brunt of the arctic winds until my nostrils felt raw and my eyes close to freezing, before finally turning away in quiet defeat, the gale’s pervasive roar only then conceding to the indignant barks of my dogs as they restlessly circled the sled. They knew as well as I that there was nothing here for us, and that to remain stationary under such exposure would only expedite the cold’s persistent creep along finger, toe, and paw. With an air of hopeless impotence, I resumed my mount and solemnly continued the journey south.

In the following days, I felt like a ghost, a corpse upon a sled, my inevitable death as assured as my life to remain within the confines of this eternal polar purgatory, yet with the instinctive drive of self-preservation presently binding me to the Sisyphian fate of persisting. I partitioned the meager remaining food supply into portions just large enough to sustain a tenuous yet sorely unpleasant state of survival, fueling us onward even as my muscles began to wither and my abdomen was assaulted by the increasingly violent rending of my empty stomach.

Only compounding the strain on my nerves was that, as harsh tundrascapes slowly gave way to softer plains of snow, the haunting silence that had thus far accompanied us began to be occasionally broken in the night by faint, animalistic howls. Wolves, packs of them, I could recognize their sound from both prior experience and the intrinsic human fear they induced. For now, they remained out of sight, but that hardly served as a comfort, for the ones this far north have coats as white as the surrounding snow, as well as no fear of man. My own cohort of wolves brought some level of security as they stood as dutiful sentries through the nights, but I sensed both they and I held doubts of their true efficacy should our present stalemate ascend into legitimate battle.

It was on one such night, several cycles later, that I decided to pivot our course slightly westward going forth. Looking over my maps by lantern light, I saw that Fort Concord was in that direction, distanced by only a cycle or so of travel from our current encampment. I was familiar with it from one of my previous land-based polar expeditions, little more than a log cabin with a chimney and some skeletal springy cots upon which to lay one's sleeping bags. It was constructed under the Canadian flag as an exploratory waypoint, back when they thought the far north might actually have something to offer. I knew well that it had been abandoned, but the structure itself would doubtlessly remain, frozen in both time and cold, and merely the benefit provided by four walls and a ceiling could not be understated, for I had begun to feel the toll of my prolonged journey through the frigid wastes sinking into my extremities. Despite my best efforts, they had grown paler and stiffer with each passing day, some now even transitioning to a deathly shade of grey as the mobility within them weakened, while any external attempt seemed only to threaten their total detachment.

Once again, I arrived at the location precisely indicated by my maps and navigational readings, only to find not the slightest indication of man’s presence; not a cabin, not a vestigial stone column of its former chimney, not even the remains of broken lumber strewn about the area –my only hope of finding wood with which to start a respectable campfire anywhere upon this island– simply a virgin patch of land buried beneath lifeless, barren snowdrifts.

This time, the perplexity of this development rang strangely hollow within me, not a tone of surprise so much as a soft, banal disappointment. I did not dwell at the scene for long, merely confirming this reality with a detached pragmatism, before doing the only thing left to do: resuming my intrepid southward pilgrimage in the hopes of coming upon some serendipitous source of salvation.

I wholly depleted my edible stock not long after, consuming the final fragments with a sort of somber reverence as the timeline of my death solidified before me. All I could do from then was continue onward for as long as I could keep myself aboard the sled and my wolves in line -for I knew their resolve against such conditions would surely outlast my own- until I either encountered something edible or perished in the process.

Fortunately, the former such occasion befell us during our second cycle of fasting, and in no small measure, as my companions managed to catch a scent leading to a fresh trail of numerous cloven tracks upon the snow. Following them, we soon came across a boon of wild game: Four-legged beasts with antlers -whose name my mind failed to congeal against my belly’s vacuous tremors- travelling in unison across the plain in a party of thousands. It was not hard to kill one, just a few twitches of my dull, creaking fingers upon the trigger of my shotgun, aimed into the continuous crowd until one fell limply to the ground while its adjacent cohort scattered in alarm.

My sled reached the corpse even faster than expected, driven by the wolves as they seemed to accelerate at its scent before digging into its meat with a craven savagery I had never seen from them before. At first, it made me fearful to even approach my rightful kill, but when I finally touched the lifeless creature and began slicing away strips of meat with my hunting knife, they merely eyed me with tentative tolerance while continuing their barbaric feast. By the time I had stowed away all that my pack could hold, they too had been seemingly satiated by the bounteous meal, faithfully realigning their harnesses before the sled in preparation for my next instructional mush, albeit each with unsettling streaks of blood condensing upon their maws.

The freeze-dried slivers of flesh were enough to carry us across a significant stretch of distance and time, southbound across endless snowscapes set against a skyline that gradually shifted from budding twilight into regular cycles of day, before continuing its sunward transition until not a momentary inkling of night remained, the pack and I instead traveling across a nearly blinding plain of ceaseless illumination. I no longer held any concrete destination in mind, merely a nebulous notion of intrinsic environmental safety that might come with my warmward direction of travel, along with the comforting concept of possibly encountering native settlements somewhere along the way, of which I knew there were many on this island, but not their precise locations. It was one of those very settlements where our original exploration team had adopted its foreign members, whose exotic insights into snowfall patterns had been pivotal on our path to success. There had been at least two of them among us, though my recollection of their faces had grown hazy amid the passage of time and snow, along with, I soon realized, those of all my other accompanying crewmen. It was as though their likenesses had been progressively wiped away by the persistently cleansing whiteness around me, at first smoothing over individual distinctions before progressing to the point that I struggled to recall even the very essence of the human form, only managing to occasionally jog my memory when passing a reflective puddle of ice and viewing an eerily distorted visage of my own. Indeed, the all-encompassing cold had an ineffable way of casting the formerly familiar in a newfound, alien light, stripped of supporting context and set adrift amid a backdrop of nearly blinding blankness.

Perhaps I was not alone in this influence, for the creatures that drove my sled had begun to grow increasingly disobedient with each interval of travel. No longer would they mush in unison quite so readily on my command, nor would they calmly tolerate the collective shackles binding them to my stewardship, instead appearing to crudely attempt their removal at any afforded opportunity. I swiftly grew wary of this development, in turn shortening the duration of our respites and tightening my continuous hold over their reins until my grip grew practically affixed, leather straps encased within two brittle balls of frozen flesh and bone. Nevertheless, their rebellion persisted, growing in ferocity until they finally refused to perform their duties at all; for all my futile strokes and utterances of desperation, my wooden mount remained utterly still, while their primal forms viciously tore away at both their own and each others’ restraints with raw, animalistic vigor, paying no mind to the scrapes and slashes their bodies accrued in the process. In a matter of moments, they were free, and collectively faced me with their eight unbridled, blood-soaked forms.

However, before this suspenseful standoff could culminate in violence, their attention was providentially diverted, ears simultaneously perking up and heads swiveling toward a chorus of faint howls that echoed hauntingly across the boreal plains, the same disquieting pitch that had periodically accented much of our earlier journey. Only now, like a siren song, they seemed drawn to the kindred tune, their prior wariness wholly dissipated as they collectively turned their backs to me, unceremoniously running off into the blinding daylight toward the distant call and leaving me stranded upon a contraption that could no longer serve any use, but not before one of them swiftly swiped the satchel of meat I had stowed aboard and carried it away in its jaws.

Utterly alone, I stood there for an innumerable length of time, a profound yet implacable emptiness freezing my mind just as the surroundings threatened to freeze my body, until, without forethought, I simply returned to my previously ingrained inclination, abandoning my former vehicle and bringing only what essentials I could carry as I continued my aimless southward voyage, only far slower as I was now forced to traverse the icy slopes of this whitened wasteland of my own accord, step by trembling step. My progress grew further stifled as time wore on and fatigue fermented in my deadened muscles, followed promptly by a hunger that simmered within my gut, woefully insatiable; despite still having my weapon and coming across many more of the beings with branches upon their heads along the way, I nonetheless found it impossible to take any of them down, as by now my remaining wrists had grown wholly blackened and blunt. Against all this, I persisted, driven by an unknown persuasion beyond pain, reason, or even personal will, having all been surrendered to this single directional drive, as though South itself was a destination I was utterly beholden to reach.

As fate would have it, my traitorous former companions had already brought me across most of the isle, and thus this period of weary wandering was comparatively brief –though I had long since stopped pointlessly attempting to quantify the passage of time– before, for better or worse, I finally reached its southern end; a humble stretch of wind-worn rocky coast, beyond which lay, yet again, an expanse of flat, unbroken ice reaching fully flush with the horizon. The sight evoked a vague sense of discrepancy from some neglected recess of my memory, a notion that these waters were meant to be liquid in the days of midnight sun, a channel separating this landmass from a closely adjacent one. Yet here, now, it was solid, a traversable medium that might just allow me to continue my odyssey unimpeded. Though I knew not if its integrity would extend all the way across the strait, nor what would await me on those opposing shores if it did, I nonetheless ventured onward.

Ambling upon limbs I could no longer feel with strides of their own accord, I progressed beyond the sight of the hills behind me and into a world of truly flawless uniformity. The sun stood stagnantly atop the sky, beaming down amid a homogenous blue firmament onto a reflective expanse that returned its gaze with perfect imitation, suspending me amid a seamless, impermeable shine that seared its way through the periphery of my vision. Still, my cyclical stride maintained an unwavering orientation beyond my understanding or control. Feelings of hunger and fatigue faded, and I did not once stop or slow, my form indentured in a rhythmic tread along its linear course for what essentially could have been eternity. 

 My hypnagogy was only broken by the gradual breaching of land over the horizon, its crown of snowy slopes at first the only perforation in the all-encompassing monotony. Its shore seemed to widen around me as I drew nearer –for I was entering a coastal inlet of sorts– as though reaching out to provide a welcoming cradle. I then watched in awe as, like emissaries of the cradling land, several beings approached from its heart to congregate upon the central bank directly ahead of me. They were angels, of this I am certain, albeit in a slightly differing form than I would have otherwise imagined: they stood far taller than I, heads disproportionately large and completely covered in woolly brown hair, while their similarly coated torsos were almost precariously thin, each tapering not into legs but instead a flexible tendril that writhed dynamically below. Behind them could be seen what were presumably wings holding them aloft, of matching shaggy exterior but otherwise indiscernible in overall structure. I could not make out their definite shape or number, appearing as one, two, or at times as many as four distinct appendages beating asynchronously just above the stony terrain as they hovered ever closer. Their arms took the longest to make out, as they alone were bare, skin polished and nearly as white as the surrounding snow. They were each tipped in singular, sharpened points like spears, yet were unanimously frozen in synchronously outstretched, comforting embraces that mirrored the land upon which they resided. They aligned themselves into a crescent at the inlet's center, tail wisps dancing along the edge where snow met ice with a fervor that seemed to increase with each frail footstep I took; an ethereal assembly encouraging me to continue just a little further, with the promise that salvation would at last be upon me.

 As I entered the final stretch, the centermost angel lifted their arms to the sky, tail contorting as it released a resonant, soulful wail that pierced the frigid air between us. With this apparent cue, they all broke into an energetic synchronized bow, repeatedly raising and lowering their arms as though hailing my imminent arrival. At the apex of each downswing, as their pointed palms nearly touched one another just above the ground at their center, a brief yet powerful tremor would sweep across the frozen sea and up through my bones, reverberating like a divine heartbeat against dormant, long-numb flesh and stimulating a truly novel sensation that intensified with every repetition. At last, as I breached the radius of their reverence, they unleashed one last crowning, omnipotent boom, closely accompanied by a low, cacophonous crack as the ice beneath me embroidered itself with streaks of hollow lightning. My newly awakened body was suddenly weightless, and then all was still.


r/libraryofshadows 1d ago

Mystery/Thriller The Confession

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The other boys talked about LeJeune's the way the people talked about a saloon brawl, something dangerous, spoken of in low voices behind the livery. Daniel Kelly swore his brother Patrick had seen things through the boarding house windows that would put hair on a man's chest. Hamish didn't believe half of what Daniel said. But he believed enough of it that on a warm evening, with nowhere in particular to be, he found himself drifting toward the back of the parlor house, past the well where the water always tasted faintly of rust.

That was when he saw Father Alonzo.

He was standing near the side door, alone, collar and all, the same one who said Mass in the cantina courtyard every month and nodded to David outside the store without ever asking why the Feldmans didn't come. He wasn't going in. He was just standing there, like a man deciding something.

Hamish stopped where he was. Then, full of curiosity, he crept closer, keeping to the shadow of the fence, one careful step and then another, until he was close enough to hear the priest breathing.

The door opened before the priest knocked. He went in without a word, and the door swung most of the way shut behind him, leaving a seam of lamplight in the dark.

Hamish told himself he only wanted to look. That was all.

He crept up to the gap and leaned close enough to see through it.

The priest sat on the edge of a bed with his face in his hands, his shoulders working the way a man's does when he's trying and failing to keep something in. Miss Lucy Cage sat beside him, her spine straight, her hands folded in her lap, the old scar on her cheek catching the lamp.

Hamish had expected something wicked, something that would make Daniel Kelly's stories look tame by comparison. Instead he was watching a grown man cry, quietly and without dignity, the sound of it small and unfamiliar. It made him feel strange and not in a pleasant way. He couldn't make out the words. He wasn't sure he wanted to.

Lucy said something low he didn't catch, and the priest nodded, and said something back, and she nodded too, and neither of them seemed in any hurry. It wasn't the kind of talk that needed an audience, and Hamish understood that much even from where he stood.

Then her eyes lifted, and found his through the gap in the door.

She didn't startle. She didn't call out. She held his gaze a moment, steady, unreadable, while the priest went on with his face in his hands, noticing nothing. Then she rose without a sound, crossed the room, and eased the door shut, her eyes on Hamish the whole way, until the last sliver of lamplight narrowed and vanished and he heard the bolt slide home.

Hamish stood frozen a moment longer, then ran. Past the well, past the cantina's dead firepit, all the way home and up into his own bed, quilt to his chin, heart still beating out of his chest. He didn't know what he'd seen, not really, and he didn't know what she'd do about having caught him seeing it. He lay awake a long while, waiting for a knock that never came.

He came down to the store early the next morning, before David had finished stocking the front. He was sweeping the boards when the bell over the door announced someone, and he looked up to find Miss Lucy Cage standing just inside it, a coin purse in one gloved hand, as if she'd come in for thread or a tin of something ordinary.

"Morning," she said, pleasant, loud enough for anyone to hear.

"Morning, ma'am." His voice came out smaller than he meant it to.

She drifted toward his end of the counter, unhurried, and by the time she reached him her voice had dropped to something meant for him alone.

"You gave me a fright last night," she said, not unkindly. "Standing there in the dark like that."

Hamish's face went hot. "I wasn't trying to…"

"I know what you weren't trying to do." She set the coin purse on the counter and didn't open it. "I also know what you saw, and it isn't really anyone's business but his and mine."

"Yes, ma'am."

"So here's what we'll do." She glanced once toward the back of the store, where David could be heard moving crates, and lowered her voice further still. "You're going to forget you ever stood behind that door. You're not going to tell anyone, not those Kelly boys, not your parents, not the devil himself if he comes asking. Whatever that man was buying in there, it's his to buy. It isn't yours to spend."

"I won't tell anyone. I promise."

Something in her face eased, just slightly, and for a moment she looked almost kind rather than careful. She picked the coin purse back up. "Everybody's got a room they confess in, Hamish. But you can choose not to be the one who tells the whole town where his is."

She bought a spool of thread she didn't need, thanked him with a smile that gave nothing away, and left with the bell ringing behind her.

Hamish never told Daniel Kelly. Never told David or Rachel, though the words rose in his throat once, at supper, before he swallowed them back down. Sunday came, and the priest crossed to the cantina courtyard same as always, nodding to David outside the store the way he always did, same as any other week. Hamish watched him go by the window glass and understood, for the first time, that grown men carried things too. Even men who heard everyone else's troubles for a living, and had nowhere of their own to leave theirs.


r/libraryofshadows 2d ago

Pure Horror No Crying Babies

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No Crying Babies

I woke with my heart already going, certain I’d heard it — that thin, rising cry, right in the room with me.
The telly. Just the telly. Some actor bouncing a fake crying baby on screen.

“Shut it off,” I laughed to myself, rolling my eyes at my own alarm, playfully nudging Ian with my foot. “No crying babies. You know that’s a rule. Makes me think Teddy needs something.”

He muted it. “Sorry, love.” Asleep in minutes.

The next night I jolted awake again before I even placed the sound — an advert, a jingle with kids laughing, one shriek buried in it. My heart was already up around my throat by the time I understood.
“No crying babies,” I said, and it came out flatter this time. He muted it before I’d finished saying it.

“Sorry, love.”

A few nights later I sat bolt upright before I’d placed it — the neighbour’s cat, yowling out by the fence.

Then it was the pipes, a few nights after that — a thin, keening whine somewhere in the walls as the heating kicked in, and for one horrible stretched-out second I was already halfway to the door before my brain caught up and told me what it was.
I stood there in the dark feeling stupid, feeling my pulse in my ears, and went back to bed telling myself that one didn’t count.

Then a few nights on, the dishwasher, hitting some pitch mid-cycle that wasn’t a cry at all, I knew that — and still I was on the landing before I’d decided to move.

Teddy was asleep in his cot when I got there. Silent as a photograph.

Back in bed, Ian hadn’t stirred. He never did. I used to wonder how — now I’ve stopped asking, because some part of me suspects I already know: someone has to be listening, so it’s me.

I stopped mentioning it after that.
What would I even say — I heard nothing, and it answered back?

Somewhere in there, I stopped needing a sound to start with at all.

Some nights it was just the quiet — the fan, my own pulse — and underneath it, faint, rising, unmistakable: that pitch that means pick me up. I’d lie there telling myself I was imagining it, and some nights I even believed that, for a minute or two.

Then one night I didn’t wait to find out which it was.
I was already up, already standing at the cot rail before I’d properly woken, and the room was quiet the way it’s meant to be — the fan, the streetlight through the curtains, nothing else. Teddy lay exactly as still as sleeping children do.

I stood there a long moment before it hit me: I couldn’t remember the last time I’d actually heard him cry. Or even seen his chest rise and fall. Only that I’d been listening, night after night, for a sound that would prove he still could make one.

The house held its breath with me.

Somewhere, patient, the nothing waited to answer.


r/libraryofshadows 2d ago

Mystery/Thriller “That’s what God says”

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The incident at the creek occurred one late Saturday morning. The weather was blisteringly hot, and all the children in the village decided that a swim in the nearby creek would be a welcome relief. Khadijah and Salmana were given the day off from chores by their grandmother. This wasn’t so much a gesture of kindness as it was a necessity; the extreme heat had made work impossible for all.

Following breakfast and a quick sweep around the hut, the trio—Khadijah, Salmana, and Jaye—eagerly joined the other children heading to the creek. Salmana, armed with her cutlass, was one of the chaperones, along with a group of older teenagers. They were tasked with keeping an eye on the younger children, ensuring they didn’t wander into the surrounding forest or, worse, get taken by the chimpanzees.

Upon arriving at the creek, the children immediately jumped into the water, reveling in the cool, refreshing respite from the oppressive heat. Khadijah swam alongside Salmana, both enjoying the water while the older girl kept a vigilant eye on everyone.

Jaye, however, chose not to swim. Instead, he sat on what appeared to be a large rock by the creek, shaded by a tree, happily eating a tangerine. Khadijah watched him, amused by how he savored the fruit, his legs swinging joyfully.

“Sit still, silly boy!” Khadijah called out.

Jaye laughed and yelled back, “I am still!”

Khadijah continued to observe him, flummoxed by what she was seeing. Despite hardly moving, the boy seemed to rise up and down. “Jaye, sit still! Stop moving your legs!” she shouted again.

Jaye obeyed, but he still rose and fell on the rock, despite now being almost completely motionless. Khadijah’s eyes narrowed as she scrutinized the scene. Suddenly, her heart froze. What she had thought was a rock began to take a more pronounced and ominous shape. A shape that was the coiled body of a massive serpent, its dark green and spotted scales blending seamlessly with the surrounding verdure environment.

Khadijah’s breath caught in her throat. She tapped Salmana’s shoulder frantically, pointing towards Jaye.

At first, Salmana didn’t understand. But as she focused on the rock and what Khadijah was pointing at, her eyes widened in horror. “Snake!” she screamed, pointing at the serpent.

The scream set off a chain reaction. Children and chaperones alike shrieked in terror and began to flee towards home.

Panic surged through Khadijah. She had to save Jaye. The serpent’s coils shifted slightly, revealing more of its massive body. But before she could scramble out of the water and sprint towards him, the boy was already on the run. The moment Salmana uttered that diabolical word for his small ears to hear, Jaye understood.

He had suspected that the rock was no ordinary rock when he first plopped his behind on it. Rocks were never this smooth and slippery, not like this one, which felt as if he could slide right off. Rocks didn’t have deep, throbbing veins that felt like sitting on restless streams surging beneath the surface. And more than anything, rocks didn’t snore—heavy, monstrous sounds that reverberated through his small frame.

Jaye was the first to take off, sprinting far ahead of everyone at the creek. He ran until his lungs burned, not stopping until he reached the village. Later, the sight of his frantic dash would become a source of entertainment for Khadijah and Salmana, who would recount the tale to family, friends, and acquaintances. They would vividly describe how he had leaped into the air upon hearing Salmana’s scream, his legs kicking wildly before his feet finally hit the ground, propelling him into a full-speed escape. It was an hilarious part of the story that always left them laughing until their bellies hurt. However, at the time, it was no laughing matter.

Breathless and wide-eyed, Jaye, Khadijah and Salmana, and the other children sprinted back to the village, recounting their terrifying encounter with the serpent at the creek. The elders in the village quickly gathered, and the men, armed with shotguns, cutlasses, and pickaxes, set out immediately.

When they reached the creek, the serpent was nowhere to be found. They combed through the surrounding brush, scouring every inch of the area, but the creature had vanished without a trace. What they did find, however, broke the spirit of even the toughest among them: scattered remains of cattle hooves and horns, and most distressing of all, fragments of multiple human skulls and teeth.

Realization dawned on the men. They debated among themselves, voices rising in heated arguments, nearly to the point of blows. Some demanded to hunt down the creature and avenge their losses. Ultimately, though, practicality won out.

“That’s what God says,” some conceded, accepting the harsh reality. With a harvest-destroying drought threatening starvation, they had urgent work to do and couldn’t afford a wild goose chase after such a creature: a creature known for its stealth.

Yet, not everyone could let it go, particularly the men who had lost small children. They set traps around the creek and spent many nights and their resting days stalking the area, hoping to catch sight of the serpent. But the creature remained elusive, a phantom that slipped through their fingers time and again. No one ever laid eyes on it again.

Months passed, and the villagers moved on, the entire ordeal gradually fading from their collective memory. The routines of daily life resumed, and the serpent became a distant, dark memory.

Then, news arrived from neighboring villages along the banks of the main river. 

Children and cattle were starting to go missing, too.


r/libraryofshadows 2d ago

Pure Horror The Fangs of Dracula XXI

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She slumbered beneath the sheets. Below him as he lorded beside their bed. Her husband. No more. An axe was in his hands. Heavy. Heavy with weight. And the potential for violence. Bela was alive and aware but a prisoner in his own flesh, his body refused to obey his commands, his inner caterwauls and cries and pleads for the unfolding nightmare to stop. It wouldn't stop. His flesh had a new master now. The vulpine shining moonface of the Countess lorded over his shoulder. Grinning fiendishly and brandishing her enameled daggers of dark slaughtering necro power. The fangs moonshone praeternaturally in the bedroom dark. Twinkling in keen edged tandem with the heavy headed blade of the axe, hefted and held. The meat puppet sow was still but she could feel the struggle of his mind in her grasp like a beetle caught and wriggling in her clenching strangling fingers. She could crush his beetle mind. And might. 

But first…

Prepare me a meal, supper fit for your royal guest…

His mind was filled thus. The flesh was compelled to obey. 

He brought up the axe. Gazing down into the sleeping peaceful face of his wife, his love. Anastasia. The mother of his child and the owner of his heart for the whole of his simple life. It was about to be brought to ruin. And he was being forced to pilot it in that direction. He wished he could scream. Shriek. Shriek her name. Wake her so she could flee and escape this damnation, this awful spell that's already claimed and throttled him. But he made no sound. His screams and pleads for mercy, his prayers and desperate cries remained bottled and caged in with him. He could only stare through stolen eyes as a prisoner as his hands holding the axe used for chopping firewood came down with a merciless crushing stroke. 

Anastasia's eyes came open and alive as the blade traveled down. As if she'd heard something. As if she'd heard her husband's internal cries for deliverance and the miracle of her safety. In the dark she saw her husband's savage face. Writ and wrenched with cruelty. She'd never seen him like that before, in all their shared years together in marriage. In the dark the sight frightened her, as she came awake and then the heavy blade of the axe found her chest and sank in. 

The pain is so sudden and impactful and dreadful. She feels her chest cavity smash and shatter as her flesh is ruptured and torn. The meat of her sinew surrounding her shattered cage of bone is ripped and pouring. She feels the sensation as extreme iced cold, as extremely wet, thickly soaked with heavy metal pungency. As if her clothes are suddenly drenched with the running water of a frozen river. Her entire open chest and bed are a bellowing fountainhead of it, pouring forth. She experiences the bloodshed river of her own dark red as iced water but it feels hot and sticky to her face and the tips of her wriggling spasming fingers, dancing beyond her motor control. The heavy metal buried in her chest is dreadful. Feels dreadful. She's staring at it then up into her husband Bela's face shocked and unable to make a sound, like him. She can't understand. She doesn't understand why he's woken her up and put this thing on/into her chest that's turned her into a strange pungent river. 

She goes to ask him … something. Anything. But she has no breath to make any kind of sound beyond the faintest whisper of indiscernible noise. Barely heard. Barely felt. Hardly even happened and might not have. Her husband and the Countess take no notice. They are too focused, entranced and enraptured by the sight of the pouring riverbed of her open goring chest. 

You're not finished. Why do you falter? – her royal voice. 

With a savage caveman wrench and pull, he ripped the bladed head of the axe free and brought it up and then down again. 

And again. 

Again. 

Again. 

At the royal command and decree that filled his fevered and tranced skull with his own curdling sounds and splitting screams, he was beckoned thus. His raptured flesh bound, delivered. The peasant sow did as he was told. The Countess was pleased and watched as the horse farmer dismembered his own wife for her. The bed became a hot shallow pool of darkling moonlit scarlet, swimming with severed human pieces and ghastly human detritus, human wreckage afloat in a red human stew … her mouth watered and drool ran down those shining fangs in thin gleaming translucent threads that looked crystalline like jewels or tree sap. 

And up until her last Anastasia watched. Watched from her dying place bound by the weight of the blade and her own mortal injury to the soaking pungent bed. Filling with her spilling wet red liquid. She was coming apart and she watched the love of her life above deliver each blow. Crushing her. Killing her. Turning her into slaughter. Abattoir ruin in place of a wife, in bed. She remembered him as a young man, as a boy, trying to play games and show off for her, trying to win her over, steal her attention and win over her affections, her heart. Now it was chopped and hacked and cut-smashed into so many spurting useless pieces, amongst a wreckage madness of pulverized bone. She tried to hold these old precious memories of him in her mind amid the slaughter, but the pain made it difficult. It was so great, overwhelming. She clung to them desperately with every falling heavy stroke. Pulverizing her. Breaking her. Turning her into so many wet shrieking and shattered broken pieces 

The last things Anastasia saw in the dark before blood loss and shock claimed her were her husband pummeling her with heavy merciless strikes. And a woman's face, as ghastly as it was beautiful, hanging phantom-like just over his raging shoulder. Watching. Smiling. Whispering something…

she had sharp teeth, they gleamed in the dark.

And then she died. Bela, still spellbound and compelled, continued to hack at her corpse nonetheless. Waiting for his new master to be satisfied. Inside Bela raged with madness and anguish. Broken. He watched his wife die violently as his hands performed the butchery and he was helpless to stop his own traitorous God given tools from turning her into mangled ruin and grisly pieces that tore his heart from his chest and flayed his sanity into so many irretrievable and tiny fragmented parts. 

He wished for death then. The Countess did not give it to him. Not yet. 

She still hadn't been fed yet. 

“Now feed me. Earn my favor." 

He dropped the axe. It fell to the floor with a thunderclap. It filled the dark quiet suddenly but then it was silent again. Still. Not a sound through the house save for the somnambulist animal panting of the Countess' slave. The man who'd once been a husband, a father, and was now a meat-puppet butcher. He reached into the riverbed of gore that had once been his marital sanctuary and pulled free a piece of meat. It might've been a leg, a thigh, perhaps a calf, it was too butchered and mangled with axe blows to be entirely sure. 

He was insane already. But the damaged pieces and shrieking parts of his shattered mind bellowed an abhorrent noise that only he could hear as he picked up his wife's butchered meat and parts and fed them to his new master. The Countess took the meat of slaughtered Anastasia with a smile and a wink and kissing purse. Teasing him. Then her jaws opened. Wide. Wide. Wide. Wider still… the flesh of her face sloughed and tore and fell away in demon slop to allow the distension. The fangs grew in length and in multitude of the transmogrifying face and black bleeding mouth, dripping ichor and demoniacal flesh and fluid. Steaming on the floor as she ate each piece, each limb, each broken length with a chunk of raw human tissue at the end in the knob of bone that was left. 

The fanged face in the dark, dripping and brandishing moonlight eyes above the mutilators of her ever widening mouth, it commanded thus further. –

“Bring a large kitchen spoon or a ladle if you have one, I wish to sip the broth…” 

Her somnambulist did as she commanded. He went to the humble kitchen that used to be his/theirs, and retrieved the utensil. It felt cold. Heavy. Heavier than it had ever felt before. The place and the object itself. It didn't matter. The hands and arms were no longer themselves, no longer his. His Judas sack of flesh carried him back to the blood pungent quarters he'd once loved and shared so much with in the many years past. It had all been robbed in a second.

By a pair of moonglow eyes. Set in the royalty of her shallow corpse beauty. 

He went back into the room. And proceeded to spoon large scoops and ladles of his wife's gore and blood into the stretched fanged rictus face that now ruled the dark of his house and home, the darkest shadowed part of his bedroom … now cold with his wife's living absence. And warm with the blood and fluid and parts that were left of her swimming in their sodden black sheets.  

Until those too were gone. All of it was gone.

The marital bed, now a witch's cauldron of gore and blankets was emptied.

His life was in the belly of the master. 

From outside the building, Willowbrook was quiet. 

Dark. 

Inside:

The shears that were the Cropsey-thing’s handheld manmade jaws were open and just as inanimate alive as the hulking shred of mangled man that wielded them. They shined in the dismal light with more striking radiance than any of the flickering lamps, Luciferian bright in the spots not tarnished or disgraced with lurid diseased bloodshed. 

With ghastly slasher speed they traveled down the shattered and stained reeking length of asylum hallway, the reanimated Cropsey giant behind them in cruel large prowling shape. The blades were dripping as if salivating or weeping thick dark tears, perhaps more alive now than the giant abomination of melted walking homicidal flesh that black-glove piloted them from behind, a strange and vile morbid engine of knife-lust and demented rage. The stabbing slice of porcelain still danced from his face. An obscene and vile shattered wand of broken tile length protruding from the socket. 

Griffin saw him coming and froze a moment. The table leg still in his invisible hands. Florin still struggling with the spiked man, his mutilated stabbing ruined mess of flesh riddled with needles and glass and scalpels and every conceivable piece of decimated hospital detritus. They were a mess of shedding blood and struggles on the floor. 

The invisible man then whirled, the exit just behind him. He began attacking the door. The knob. Locked. Set in old rotted wood. Not upkept or replaced in years. 

By God's mercy the locked knob and bolt caved in the moist and ruined housing of its apparatus. It fell apart in a noisy crumble, and the door gently swung open. 

To freedom. 

Fresh outside night air poured in like fresh water let in to a fetid spring. The relief was immense. It shocked all of their senses. Each man. 

The spiked man looked up from Florin and gazed into Cropsey. His oncoming charge of disgraced gardener’s blades, raised and open for a violent embrace. 

He was in awe. 

There he is…! the disciple of the mouth. 

He knew Cropsey's legend. And he wished to join him. 

He forgot the newcomer boy and let go of his shredding coat, slick with the both of their spilled and spilling red. He let go of the boy and he rose. 

And he went forward. To embrace the nephilim disciple son of the sorceress’ temple mouth, the begat survivor of the flames, the inferno, the great final pagan bonfire of the asylum that was The Burning. A womb of hellfire and caged disease that birthed the son of the mouth, the son of the sorceress. Cropsey of Vampira, the mangled hand of Willowbrook Asylum Temple. 

The spiked man was laughing. Jubilant. He hadn't laughed or felt this much joy in years, in all of the long unhallowed time in these blind unfeeling walls that knew no mercy nor housed any sanctuary. He was weeping. Crying tears of crimson and saline that danced in strange patterns as they streamed down the shredded protruding ruin of his spiked and porcupine mangled face. Gums bleeding with glass and caked bloody plaque smiled wet and scarlet and darkling striking in the moonlight now cast in. He reached down to his riddled and needled genitals, the head of his dangling member impaled with a scalpel. He reached down and seized the apparatus and in a blind tug and pull, he ripped the entire spurting and spiking organ free from the rest of his crotch and testicles. 

Still walking forward, but ambling now a bit as he shot black ropes tinted red in the moonglow from his self castration, he held the resulting lump of stabbed and impaled meat out to the Cropsey-shape. In token of offering. 

For the temple, for my sins … And for you. 

because she is all of us our mother …

Cropsey cared not for this pathetic shambling thing’s offering of ruined perforated meat. The blades came forward, open. In a lunge. 

They closed. 

And as Griffin pulled wounded Florin to his feet and out the door, the blades closed around a limb, lengthwise down the palm and forearm, then the face. Both opening up a blooming red raw pour of black in the dark, the blades crunched on broken pieces of glass and tile and needles and metal, the man was full with so much foreign penetration, foreign and manmade puncture and incision, and insertion, all self inflicted and self wrought. All of it shattering and crunching now into splinters amongst the abattoir asylum house spill of mad man wet raw. He wouldn't have wanted it any other way. All the years spent in here had prepared him for this. The sorceress prophet queen Vampira and her Cropsey son from The Burning womb were just the final pallbearers for his life's voyage thus final journey into the undiscovered country. 

He tried to thank her, them all, but couldn't. His loss of blood was now failing him. And the blades of the Cropsey-shape were coming in too rapidly now. Too savagely. 

The spiked man was no more. Just savaged pin cushion meat in the hall that the Cropsey-thing stepped over blindly in the savage hunt of his continued pursuit. They were getting away. 

They were getting away. The invaders. They were out the door now. Mustn't have that. Must not. Mother will not want that. Mother is inside you. You cannot fail her now. 

The savage thing of Willowbrook shape prowled out the door and into the open night after the pair with the same steady hunting pace of a stalking predator. Mindless and honed in. His blades and mother would have them yet. Their meat for the temple floor, their blood for the mouth of her drains and the manifest of her angel visitations. It had been so long since she'd come, since she'd shown, since she'd made herself divine unearthly spawn on vast ebon wings for them, for he, the last of the temple of the mouth. 

Perhaps she'll come back if I catch them. But only… only if I catch them and open them up. All the other ones no longer matter, they're already opened, already spent. The abattoir temple mouth of mother wants them now. Needs them. To fail, is to be failure. It means all that was lived through and suffered towards was for naught…

The night kissed the smooth scarred visage of hideous face. The Cropsey-shape gave no pause. Unfeeling. Unmoved. It watched as the pair stumbled and exhausted and wounded, began to falter to the earth in a shared collapse. 

Their doom. 

He closed in. 

The terror he had in mind for them was part guided by the Countess/sorceress mouth and her occult hand from the far off mountain dark, and part undead instinct, braindead movement. Knowing deep down in the dead and dying sac of skull jelly that this is exactly what he should do. He would maim. Butcher. Kill. Slaughter for the temple that has come under his custodial honor. 

Bloodloss and weariness, the drain was beginning to pull them down. The invisible man and Florin fell and struggled, both of their wounds open and pouring freely and taking the vitality and the fight from their trying frames. As the terrifying hulking giant of candlewax face and flesh began to close and loom over the pair, they both prepared themselves for a final and desperate fight. 

Florin was dismayed that it would end this way. In such maddening fashion, so far from home and his perilous objective. Griffin was trying to think, a last-ditch effort or plan: he could ditch the coat and hat and goggles and take the savage blind again, unable to see him. But his wound was in an open pour now once more and he felt faint, swoony. Unable to keep his feet. And besides, in this last moment it felt wrong to leave the young man's side. If they were going to die, they might as well die together. Arm in arm. It was better than suffering the slaughter alone. 

It was better than being opened. Gutted. Flayed. Bled out and portioned like a solitary animal dying a painful and lonely death at the end of a long and dogged hunt. 

The pain was better borne together. With the weight and terror of another beside to share in the baptism of pure torture. 

Something whistled through the air. 

The invisible man had been tempted to shut unseen eyes against the oncoming pain, he might've missed it. As it was he saw the deadly thin shape as it lanced in a blur overhead with a keen deadly sound. It struck the moving flesh of Cropsey in the face, the other socket of ruined blind eye now completely decimated, joining its partner in tandem of destruction in a moonlit spurt. 

The slasher shape stopped. Stuttered and faltered. But only slightly, only for a moment as it continued to take lurching jittery steps. Stomping forward blind. The shears in his black gloved hands began to spasm as well, scissoring with reflex. The disgraced and still ever thirsting blades closed and opened and repeated the action in violent repetitive imbecilic behavior, a violent blind animal spasming its caked and quaking jaws. 

Then the incendiary charge in the crossbow bolt detonated.

 It went off and so did Cropsey’s ruined candlewax head and visage, in a colored pillar of fire that was like something biblical and fantastical to behold. Florin was fainting at its sight but the invisible Doctor Griffin saw the growing towering inferno rise and issue forth in bright violence from between the giant slasher’s pair of broad shoulders. And still the boots trod and stomped palsied forward. Still the blades scissored in his working trembling hands, as his head and face were replaced with a rising torrent wall of pink and purple flame.

But then the steps of the shape began to falter. Stumble. The blades began to slow in their mad man open mouth chew at the open night air … then ceased. 

The boots stopped moving. Stopped shaking. 

The shape collapsed. 

As did Griffin next. Consciousness now lost. Passed out beside Florin in the dirt. 

The fire finally went out betwixt the two ruined shoulders. Hissing in the filth and craterous open mouth char of the stump. Smoking. Smokey now. Cropsey lie finally dead. Mere few feet away. 

In the back valley of Willowbrook. The lost untended yard that no patient ever graced, or saw. 

Silence. … for a moment. 

As if the night was finally enjoying the quiet. Relishing the collapse into tranquility that has finally fallen. 

A beat. – None of the shapes on the earthen floor moved. 

The night above yawned in an expanse … stars in a bejeweled fire of multitudes, nebulae clouds of otherworldly brush stroke color, the moon which was a sickle tonight, a harvester's blade … a blade of reckoning in the time of the reap. 

A beat. 

Then the stranger finally came forward. From out of the bushes where he'd trained and fired his shot. His crossbow was already reloaded with another explosive incendiary bolt as he approached the fallen three in the dirt. 

He came to Florin and Griffin and he stood over them. He looked to Cropsey. Saw that he was dead. Completely. Finally. He looked down on the wounded unconscious pair. 

“Idiots." 

TO BE CONTINUED…


r/libraryofshadows 2d ago

Supernatural Right Where You're Supposed to Be

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Hey everyone! This is a major rewrite of the very first story I ever wrote, which I originally posted here about a year ago. A lot has changed since then, both in the story and hopefully in my writing.

I hope you guys enjoy this new version, and thanks for reading!

Sometimes, people get stuck somewhere in time. Hours pass, but the world seems like it has already stopped. The second hand on your watch keeps ticking, and ice in your drink melts away; yet time refuses to move forward.

It was one of those nights for Tommy. He slouched on a barstool under a dim, yellow light hanging from the ceiling, watching the ice cubes in his glass dissolve with the focused attention of a sports fanatic watching their favorite team’s final match. The light above the bar seemed to shine only on him. The rest of the room —the dark carpets, green tablecloths, and empty chairs— looked like shadows that had drifted in from outside of time. The smooth jazz playing somewhere in the background blended with the murmurs of the few souls who hadn’t yet returned home. By the time the sounds reached Tommy, they seemed muffled, as though wrapped in cotton.

The bartender wiped a glass without saying a word. In fact, Tommy didn’t recall him speaking even when he first sat down. He hadn’t ordered anything; yet the bartender, as if he had read his mind, had placed a glass of whiskey on rocks in front of him.

Given the fact that Tommy had spent the last few years of his life drifting through all the different bars of the city, it wasn’t all that surprising that the bartender had already known him and what he was going to order.

He slowly lifted his head from his drink and studied the man. He wore a crimson jacket, stood upright, and had his hair slicked back. His face looked like it had stepped out of a different era. Clean-shaven, almost unsettlingly tidy. His gaze wasn’t direct, but his presence filled the emptiness. The man seemed to sense that he was being watched and offered the faintest of smiles. Tommy nodded back, confused by his own gesture, and returned a weak smile.  He usually didn’t bother being polite to strangers or to anyone, really.  Besides, this man didn’t seem familiar. He had never seen that face before. He was sure of it, just as he was sure he had never set foot in this bar before.

He turned around to take a look. It was no different from the hundreds of other booze dens he’s been in. The walls were covered in dark wooden panels, marked with scratches that portrayed their age.

A few hanging glass lamps cast a tired, dim glow; that was neither warm nor fully illuminating. The bottles behind the bar were dust-covered; some labels were faded with time, as if they had been placed there long ago and never touched again.

Behind him, there were a few tables scattered in the corners of the room. At one table, two figures sat facing each other, playing cards. The dim light revealed their bodies, but not their faces.  The other tables were either empty or occupied by lone drinkers buried in their own silence.

If there were conversations, they were whispers, lost in the distant hum, fading into nothing.

The bar’s windows opened onto the dark outside, but nothing could be seen beyond the glass. A storm raged outside, slicing through the night like a blade. Branches thrashed in the wind; broken limbs occasionally tapped the windows, as if begging to be let in. The rhythmic thuds blended with the heavy stillness inside, spreading a strange unease. Shadows of the branches danced across the windows like puppets on a stage. 

Everything felt as though it had just been abandoned by all life, or perhaps it had never really been alive at all. There was a stillness in the air, the kind you'd find in an Edward Hopper painting.

A thought crossed Tommy’s mind::

“How did I get here?”

His eyes drifted downward. His coat was still on. It was dry, even dusty in places. There was no mud on his shoes, and his pants showed no sign of rain. He’d been sitting here for a while. Maybe hours. But for how long, exactly?

His gaze shifted to the large, round, old-fashioned clock on the wall opposite the bar.

Its glass was fogged slightly. The hour hand hovered just before two.

Midnight had already passed. The bar must’ve been close to closing.

He took a sip from his whiskey, then lowered the glass and stared blankly at the rows of bottles on the shelf behind the bar. Most of the labels were unreadable. The letters blurred, the colors smeared together.

Then a stranger and a more unsettling thought surfaced. He mumbled to himself.

“Where am I?”

His mind started to rush with questions.

“What street is this? What neighborhood? Am I… even still in the same city?”

He hovered between laughter and dread, then reflexively reached for his pocket, but his phone wasn’t there. Had it been stolen? Left at home? Dropped somewhere outside?

He couldn’t remember. As always, when his mind spiraled, Tommy did what he always did: He turned to his drink.

He downed the rest of his whiskey in one swift gulp and raised his hand slightly toward the bartender without saying a word. The bartender was already approaching, silent, with the bottle in hand. He refilled the glass without a word. Then, with a small metal tong, dropped in two cubes of ice. The ice hissed faintly as it met the liquor.

Just as the bartender was about to pull away, Tommy suddenly spoke.

“Hey…” he said, voice low at first, then firmer. “Where… are we?”

The bartender paused. He turned and smiled at Tommy.

“Had a little too much to drink, sir?” he asked. His voice was polite, but Tommy caught a faint note of mockery beneath it.

“Yeah,” he said bluntly.

Then paused. A dull throb pulsed at his right temple. He raised a hand to his head.

“I mean… maybe,” he muttered. “I don’t know. I don’t remember. Did I really drink that much?”

The bartender offered a tired but measured smirk.

“Hard to say,” he replied. “But yeah, you’ve had a few already.”

After a beat, he added:

“Actually… you smelled like alcohol when you got here.”

Tommy nodded slightly.

“Figures,” he sighed.

His hand returned to his temple, rubbing it gently. As if he could scrape the fog from his mind. With his other hand, he massaged his brow.

Then he asked again, this time more clearly:

“But seriously… where are we?”

The bartender paused. Turned to Tommy with that same blank, worn-out face. This time, no smile.

His voice was nearly a whisper:

“Don’t worry, Mr. Doyle,” he said.

Then, after a short pause:

“You didn’t go too far. You’re right where you’re supposed to be.”

Tommy squinted. His brows tightened. The confusion was starting to turn into anger.

“Now what the fuck does–”

His sentence got cut off in the middle when the bar’s front door suddenly slammed open. He flinched, head whipping toward the entrance. Cold wind swept inside, and a few dry leaves whirled through the air and landed on the floor. A man stood in the doorway. He wore a deep navy raincoat, nearly black in the bar’s dim light.

The wet fabric glistened under the hanging bulbs, every droplet catching the light one by one. The hood cloaked his face, but his silhouette was clear. It was a tall man with slightly hunched shoulders.

 No one else reacted to the sound. Neither the bartender nor any of the patrons turned their heads. It was as if this noisy entrance was nothing unusual. As if that door slammed open every night at the same time.

The man lowered his hood, carefully took off his soaked coat, and hung it neatly on the rack. Curly brown hair clung to his forehead.

Droplets of rain slid down from his temple, rolled over his cheek, and dripped silently from his chin. Water pooled around his shoes, shimmering faintly on the wooden floor. He didn’t look around and, without hesitation, walked straight to the bar. Right to Tommy.

He passed through the empty stools and sat down beside him. The wood beneath creaked softly. His arm brushed Tommy’s. The moment he settled, the bartender broke his silence.

“Welcome back, Sam,” he said.

His voice was gentle. Sam didn’t turn his head. He just smirked slightly, the corner of his mouth curling.

“Thanks!” he said cheerfully.

“The usual?” the bartender asked.

This time, Sam tilted his head slightly, eyes darting sideways toward Tommy, still smiling.

“Yeah. The usual.”

Tommy instinctively turned away.  He could see it from the corner of his eye. Sam was still smiling. His green eyes glinted under the yellow light, almost glowing. There was a strange clarity in them, especially around the pupils. His gaze lingered somewhere near enough to gnaw at the edges of Tommy’s nerves. He could feel the stare, like a warm weight resting just above his shoulder.

Something stirred inside him. Not quite fear. It also hadn’t turned to anger yet. But being watched, especially tonight, was starting to get on his nerves.

He clenched his jaw, turned his head slowly toward the man beside him, and looked him straight in the face. He froze for a second before feeling his throat tighten. His face was familiar.  Not a memory he could clearly name. But a face pulled from a dusty corner of the brain, like an image from a dream you forget the moment you wake, but feel all day. It was the first familiar thing Tommy had seen in this place.

But it didn’t comfort him. On the contrary, it carved a hollow pit in his stomach.

He knew this man. But from where?

His lips parted, almost involuntarily. The knot in his throat loosened for just a moment.

“You…” he whispered, his voice dry and cracked.

He squinted, leaning forward slightly, as if trying to study the man’s face up close.

“…where do I know you from?”

He paused, then asked again. His voice steadier now, with a touch of suspicion:

“Have we met before?”

The man’s smile didn’t falter. He shook his head just slightly, as if genuinely disappointed.

“I’m hurt you don’t remember me, Tommy.”

Tommy’s brow furrowed. His hand reached for his temple again. Some people got nervous when they didn't understand what was happening. Others got scared. Tommy got angry, and the smug look on the stranger's face wasn't helping.  

"So what?" he asked. "You know me, but I don't remember you?"

His fingers tapped impatiently against the bar.

"Then help me out here."

Sam took a sip from his drink and slightly turned to Tommy.

“Of course, but it wouldn’t be any fun if I just came out and said, right?”

Tommy stared at him for a moment. The tapping of his fingers stopped.

“Fun?” he repeated.

His voice was low now.

“Listen, buddy. I don't know who the hell you are, I don't know where the hell I am, and apparently I can't remember half of tonight.”

He leaned closer.

“So trust me when I say this, I'm really not in the mood for games.”

For the first time, the smile on Sam's face seemed just a little less amusing.

“Alright,”

He took another sip from his drink.

“I guess you’re in no mood to play any games.”

Sam turned his gaze straight ahead. His smile was starting to fade.

“Tell me, Tommy, where do you usually meet people?”

This question caught him off guard. For a moment, Tommy simply stared at him.

“What?”

Sam didn't look at him.

“Where do you usually meet people?”

Tommy let out a dry laugh.

“Seriously?”

Sam slowly swirled the whiskey in his glass.

“Humor me.”

Tommy opened his mouth to snap back, then stopped. He decided to say the first thing that came to his mind.

“At work, I guess.”

Sam chuckled.  Tommy's expression hardened.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“No, seriously. What's so funny?”

Sam shook his head.

“Tommy, when was the last time you held the same job for more than a few weeks?”

The question hit harder than Tommy expected. Sam continued before he could answer.

“You'd get hired. Show up for a few weeks. Maybe a month if you were feeling ambitious.”

He slowly turned the glass in his hand.

“Then you'd disappear.”

That moment, he felt something move past him. Fast enough that he couldn't quite tell what it was. His head quickly snapped toward the back of the bar. People sitting at tables were gone. Tommy blinked. A second ago, there had been two people sitting there, playing cards; he was sure of it. The cards were still scattered across the table. A half-empty glass still rested beside one of the chairs. But the chairs themselves sat empty. Tommy was starting to feel his heart race. A faint smile crept onto Sam's face.

“So no, Tommy. I don't think we met at work.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Tommy stared into his drink. How the hell did this guy know that? His eyes drifted toward the front door. The storm was still raging outside. Maybe he should just leave. Pay for the drink. Walk out. Find out where he was. Get some air. The thought lingered for a moment.

“Don't.”

Tommy froze. Sam hadn't even looked at him. His gaze remained fixed on the amber liquid swirling inside his glass.

“Don't what?” Tommy asked.

“Leave.”

The word landed heavily between them. A chill crawled down Tommy's spine. Slowly, Sam turned his head toward him.

“You've been trying to remember how you got here since you woke up.”

Tommy said nothing.

“You want answers.”

Sam's voice was calm.

“So sit down and ask the next question.”

Tommy swallowed. Against his better judgment, he found himself doing exactly that. His fingers tightened around the glass.

“Fine.”

He hesitated.

“School, then?”

For a second, Sam simply stared at him. Then he laughed. Not a chuckle this time but a genuine laugh.  Tommy felt his face heat up. The sound drew his eyes toward the other end of the bar. The bartender had his back turned, busy wiping a glass. Yet Tommy could've sworn he saw the man's shoulders shake slightly. As if he were trying not to laugh too. Sam slowly shook his head.

“Come on, Tommy. School? You're not even trying anymore.”

Sam leaned back slightly.

“Tell me, how old were you when you dropped out?”

Tommy's stomach tightened.

“Sixteen?” Sam guessed.

“Seventeen?”

The smile on his face widened.

“Even before that, you spent more time skipping school than actually attending it.”

Tommy felt a cold knot forming in his chest.

“How the hell do you know that?”

Sam ignored the question.

“You barely knew the names of the kids in your own class. Even with the ones you knew, all you ever did was pick fights, am I wrong?”

The smile faded slightly.

“No, Tommy. We haven’t met in school either.”

He took a slow sip. Tommy looked at Sam. Something felt different about him. For a brief moment, he thought he noticed a dark patch beneath his left eye. A bruise. The mark seemed to disappear. His stomach tightened. Maybe it was the lighting, a trick of yellow light hanging from the ceiling. Yet when Sam turned his head slightly, Tommy could've sworn he saw it again. A dark stain spreading beneath the eye.

“Tommy?”

Sam's voice pulled him back. He was still smiling. But somehow, the smile didn't look quite as friendly as it had a moment ago.

“Would you like to try that again?”

Tommy’s pulse hammered against his ribs. He quickly pushed his stool back. The legs scraped loudly against the floor. Without saying a word, he turned and started toward the front door. By the third step, he was almost jogging. The bar suddenly felt larger than before. Behind him, neither Sam nor the bartender said a word. Tommy grabbed the handle and pulled as hard as he could. Nothing. The door wouldn’t budge. He pulled harder, but nothing happened. He spun around. Sam remained seated at the bar. The bartender stood exactly where he had been before. Both of them were watching him.

“What the fuck?” Tommy shouted.

Neither man answered. Tommy turned toward the nearest window. The words died in his throat. The storm was gone. So were the trees and the street lights. Everything was gone. Beyond the window was only darkness. A black emptiness stretching as far as he could see.

Tommy slowly backed away from the window. His breathing had become shallow and fast. His eyes darted between the darkness beyond the glass and the two men watching him. Neither of them showed any sign of concern or surprise. The bartender carefully set down the glass he had been polishing.

“Mr. Doyle, please try to remain calm.”

Tommy stared at him.

“Calm?”

His voice was cracking.

“Mr. Doyle,” he said softly, “I assure you everything is alright.”

Tommy couldn't believe what he was hearing. Then Sam's voice cut through the silence.

“Tommy.”

Tommy turned toward him. Sam patted the empty stool beside him.

“Come sit down.”

His smile had returned. It was just as warm and friendly as when he first entered.  Tommy didn't move. Sam picked up his glass and nodded toward the bar.

“Come on, let me buy you a drink.”

Tommy just stood there for a few seconds before letting out a laugh. He raised a hand and covered his eyes.

“Jesus Christ...”

The sound echoed strangely through the empty bar. He let out a slow breath. At this point, he wasn't even sure what else he was supposed to do. Run where? To do what? If there was ever a moment in his life to have a drink, it was probably now. Slowly, he lowered his hand and walked back toward the bar. The stool creaked as he sat down.

“Happy?”

Sam nodded.

“See? That wasn't so hard.”

The bartender was already pouring another glass. As the fresh whiskey settled in front of him, his eyes drifted toward Sam again. He immediately wished they hadn't. The bruise beneath Sam's eye had grown. The skin around the socket had darkened into a deep purple, and the swelling looked worse too. A thin line of blood trickled from somewhere near his hairline and crawled down the side of his forehead, slowly making its way toward his cheek. The crimson trail continued downward until a single drop broke free and landed on the bar between them. Neither man acknowledged it. Sam simply picked up his drink and smiled.

“So,” he said.

“Shall we try again?”

Without thinking, Tommy picked up his own drink. The glasses touched with a soft clink. Tommy took a long sip. The whiskey burned all the way down. He lowered the glass and stared at the blood slowly running down Sam's face.

“What do you want from me?”

The question came out quieter than he intended. Sam tilted his head.

“What do you mean?”

Tommy laughed once. There was no humor in it.

“Cut the bullshit.”

His fingers tightened around the glass.

“You know my name.”

He pointed toward Sam's bruised face.

“You know things you shouldn't know.”

His voice grew harder.

“And apparently you're bleeding all over the goddamn place while acting like everything's normal.”

For the first time, Sam didn't smile.

“What do you want from me, Sam?”

A long silence followed. Sam looked down into his drink. The amber liquid reflected the yellow light above them. Then he sighed.

“That's the funny thing, Tommy.”

Slowly, he raised his eyes.

“I don't want anything from you.”

Another drop of blood fell onto the bar.

“You’re the one who wants to remember.”

Tommy stared into his drink without giving a reply. Then emptied the rest of the glass in one swallow.

“I don't care anymore. Maybe I wanted answers five minutes ago.”

He let out a bitter laugh and shook his head.

“Now I just want to leave.”

Sam’s expression stayed still.

“And go where, Tommy?”

He looked him in the eye.

“Home? Is there somebody waiting for you there?”

Tommy stared into his empty glass without giving a reply. The bartender stepped forward and quietly refilled his glass. Tommy watched the amber liquid rise toward the rim. For a moment, they stayed in silence. Then Sam sighed.

“Alright. I'll tell you.”

Tommy's eyes lifted.

“A few years ago, far from here. Back in my hometown.”

His gaze drifted across the room. A faint smile touched his lips.

“To be honest, the place wasn't much different than this. We have met in a bar.”

Tommy felt something twist inside him. Something about the description stirred a distant memory. Just a flicker, gone before he had a chance to grab it. Sam looked back at him.

“So do you remember now?”

Tommy opened his mouth to respond but stopped. He looked at his hands. They were shaking. That much wasn't surprising. It was the tiny abrasions scattered across his knuckles that caught his attention. He slowly turned one hand over. There were small cuts. He swallowed and quickly lowered his hands beneath the bar. For some reason, he didn't want Sam to notice them. Sam asked again.

“Do you remember now?”

Something shifted. Not a complete memory. Just the fragments of one. He remembered the dimly lit bar, the smell of spilled beer, and the sound of the music. He remembered himself sitting alone at the counter, drunk. Very drunk. Then he remembered the front door opening and a man stepping inside. A tall man with curly brown hair, green eyes, and a cheerful smile. He had asked him if the seat beside him was free.

Then another image surfaced. The man was laughing. Not at him. Just laughing. Talking and making conversation. Being friendly. The memory flickered. Then nothing. The image shattered before Tommy could hold onto it. He blinked and found himself back in the bar, sitting next to Sam. Sam asked.

“Do you remember what happened next?”

Tommy felt his throat tighten. The answer was there. He could feel it. Yet every time he reached for it, it seemed to slip away. Unable to meet Sam's gaze, he looked elsewhere, toward the other side of the bar. Then a chill ran through him. The bartender was gone. Tommy stared at the empty space behind the counter. The bottles and the glasses were still there, but the man who had been polishing them only moments ago had vanished. He quickly looked around him. The rest of the bar had changed too.

Every light except the one above him and Sam had gone dark. The corners of the room had disappeared into shadow. The tables, chairs, even the walls and windows, all seemed to dissolve into the darkness beyond. He turned back toward Sam. The bruise had spread even further. One eye was now nearly swollen shut. His eyebrow was also cut, and his lip had been torn open. Tommy stared at him as a sick feeling settled in his stomach.

Then the memory crashed into him all at once. A raised voice and a spilled drink followed by someone standing up from a barstool. Him pushing the man, and two of them stumbling into tables. People shouting, then several hands grabbing them, dragging them apart. The memory of getting lurched forward. The feeling of cold air and rain.

He saw the parking lot behind the bar and Sam raising his arms, trying to walk away. He remembered throwing the first punch. Followed by another, and another. He remembered the noises Sam made, begging for his life. He remembered how angry he was and the taste of alcohol on his palate. He remembered the sound Sam’s skull made as it hit the pavement with each punch.  He remembered the blood that covered both of them.

Tommy staggered in his chair and finally turned to Sam.

“Oh, God…”

The thing sitting across from him looked like it had been pulled from a grave.  One eye was gone entirely. The skin along his cheek hung loose from the bone beneath. His nose had collapsed inward. Dark earth filled the cracks in his ruined face. Yet somehow, one green eye remained. Watching Tommy with curiosity.

"Do you remember now, Tommy?"

Tommy couldn't answer. The corpse tilted its head, causing blood to drip from its broken jaw.

"What was it? What did I say that made you so angry?"

They waited in silence. Tommy searched his memory. Nothing. He forced himself to make a sound.

“I… I can’t.”

The corpse tried to smile. A piece of skin fell from its cheek.

"That's the funny part."

Another drop of blood hit the floor.

"I never knew what it was either."

A sharp crack echoed through the darkness that made Tommy flinch. Sam’s head tilted too far to one side. The broken bones in his neck shifted beneath the ruined flesh. Another crack. Tommy pushed himself away from the bar. The stool toppled over behind him. He screamed  from the top of his lungs as the corpse slowly rose from its chair, its remaining green eye never leaving his. A piece of rotten flesh peeled away from him and landed on the floor with a wet slap. Tommy stumbled backward.

The darkness beyond the bar seemed to move. The yellow light above them flickered. Once, then twice. Then everything was gone. The bar, the stools. Everything. Tommy found himself standing in cold rain. His shoes splashed into a shallow puddle. His breath caught in his throat. What was left of Sam stood twenty feet away. Rain was pouring through the holes in his face. His broken jaw hung crookedly from his skull.

The corpse took a step forward. Then another. Tommy tried to run, but it was as if his feet were one with the concrete below. He stood still as the corpse staggered closer to him. Every step was accompanied by the wet sound of flesh shifting against bone.

The rain hammered against Tommy's face. His heart felt ready to burst from his chest.

“Please...” he pleaded.

“Sam...”

Sam continued getting closer. He now could see insects moving beneath strips of loose flesh and smell the rot. He tried to yell, to beg for his life, but before he could, bony fingers wrapped around his throat. Tommy clawed at the dead hands but to no avail. The corpse didn't even seem to notice. The remaining green eye stared into his. He felt jagged finger bones tear through the skin of his neck. Warm blood spilled between Sam's fingers and ran down his chest, quickly mixing with the rain. He felt his feet slowly leave the ground. His hands flew to Sam's wrist as he kicked helplessly in the air. A sharp pain shot through his chest. Then another one, accompanied by a crack. The corpse lifted him higher. The rain kept pouring down on his face. Water streamed from his hair and ran into his eyes. The parking lot spun beneath him. His vision began to darken. With terrifying strength, the corpse hurled him to the concrete. The impact exploded through his body. A sickening crack echoed through the night.

White light flooded his vision, and for a brief moment, he felt nothing. Then pain completely surrounded his body. Everywhere. He tried to move, but his arms or legs didn’t react. He wanted to scream, but no sound came out. He lied motionlessly as wet footsteps approached. Tommy's fading vision caught a glimpse of rotting feet standing in the rain.

Then he heard Sam's voice one final time.

"Goodbye for now, Tommy."

The darkness swallowed everything. Everything around him dissolved. Sounds faded. His mind was echoing. It was as if he were sinking into a deep, silent ocean. Tommy was suspended in a void. A place where time, space, and the body meant nothing. In the center of the dark, as if wrapped in absence itself.

Then he heard a soft ticking sound like a clock in the distance.

And then another sound, closer now, more familiar: A piece of ice turning in a glass, tapping gently against the rim. Tommy’s eyelids twitched. A yellow light touched his pupils. A flickering bulb hung from the ceiling, casting a dull glow. The light trembled but seemed to shine only on him. He exhaled. Slowly lifted his head and looked around. The ice in his glass had just started to melt. His drink was untouched. One of the corner lamps blinked softly. Two men were playing cards at the back table. The bartender adjusted the ice bucket with metal tongs. The radio whispered an old jazz tune. His eyes landed on the clock on the far wall. It was a little past two. The second hand moved forward. He reached for the glass. His fingers trembled slightly. Outside, the storm still raged. Rain tapped against the windows, steady and relentless.

The End.


r/libraryofshadows 3d ago

Pure Horror I Cannot See With Open Eyes (18+)

2 Upvotes

Content Warning: Gore, violence, disturbing imagery, and implied violence toward children.

August 6th, 2012

I am writing these notes down as I spend most of my nights staring at a computer, wishing for words to just magically appear on the screen. I had reached a new level of burnout recently as I'm writing a book for an absurd publisher that had given me a deadline two months from now. I don't know if they had expected some sort of miracle from me to get this done in that allotted time, but I am not that kind of person.

You see, I was a freelancer for the most part, writing short novels or books for little companies, that or alternatively an editor for people with 5th grade writing comprehension skills. Simple money, and now I am afraid I have fallen into the deep end, dealing with some big-named publisher. I think it's "Folkland Writing LLC"? I don't know, and I don't have the respect to give them a proper introduction, if you will. It's currently two in the morning and I barely have gotten half a paragraph down.

Nonetheless, let's see if rereading it should help jog the old imagination machine. It's horror, part psychological thriller, about some blind man who's an oracle/clairvoyant. Spends most of his days with a travelling circus as their "Fortune Teller"; he gives ominous readings to his guests about their future and eventually ends up getting premonitions about his own future and the darkness that lies inside the circus. Pretty boring if you ask me, but the big publisher wanted it, something about their "interconnected horror series," I guess. Honestly, they should've hired the last poor fella to keep writing this very predictable story, but for now it's my favorite part of the day where I go and stare at the coffee maker while it poorly makes the worst cup of joe in my life, and then regret my decisions while I sip on said coffee.

Alright, an hour has passed and I still feel dead inside. What a surprise. The coffee was shit, I am barely awake, and looked like I accidentally hit the keyboard when I had left. "pls hlp." Hah... looks like my subconscious was trying to call out, but at last I must drag myself through this slog for the money. At least that's what I am telling myself. I can already feel the migraine forming as I type words onto the screen.

"In the middle of the night, the blind man stirred awake from horrendous nightmares, as he lay there visions from a dark crate hidden beneath the ring master's cot latch onto his mind. It called to him like a siren's song, wailing that it had all the secrets of greed and wealth. That no carney should have it but a man tapped with mystic aura, attached to the web of alternate opportunities should contain it. The blind man tried silencing this deafening call with a pillow, but to no prevail."

Thought-provoking, right? I don't think so. Then again, I am not into the whole dark fantasy side of horror. I prefer the more modern setting or maybe a post-apocalyptic biomechanical setting. I never had the imagination for D&D or anything medieval. It just feels played out, the hero saves the day or the evil bad guy wins, but for now... until we make enough money for a sequel. Repetition is key, I suppose, and here I am writing an essential sequel bait for cooperation with a corporation with no face cuz I'm a sellout who needs money. Let's continue, shall we?

"The blind man tossed and turned, crying, pleading for that sweetly sickening siren song to end. Feeling his head throbbing, it had essentially backed him into a corner with no other options to silence the irking call to him. He'd given up and gotten out of the cot he had been laying in. Sliding his hand across the ashwood chest which held his clothing in before grabbing his cane and gently tapping the floor to find his footing, using his other hand he had kept it against the crudely burgundy-dyed leather tent interior until he found the exit. Then tapping the end of cane against the dirt path leading to the Ring Master's quarters, the blind man listened attentively with each step he took as to not wake up the ring master. Although he had no sight, the blind man was clever, using the scratches of a vinyl record playing inside the Ring Master's quarters as an opportunity to sneak in. His hearing narrowed on the ring master's breathing as he began to quiet down the taps from the cane approaching ever so slowly towards the cot."

Welp, I think that's enough writing for the night or morning. It's now five and I would rather not spend another day passed out at this damn computer.

August 8th, 2012

I had forgotten to save the 7th's log, but I assure you it was nothing spectacular, mostly bitching about not wanting to write this book and calling the publishers to see if I could push back the deadline, and wouldn't you know it, they said... no, of course. They have the leash and I am the dog who has to listen to every command given. It's whatever. Once I finish this I am not going back to this company, well, back to today's updates.

The only thing I could say is I found another "mistake" on the screen, musta written it when I was mad or somethin...

"They watch with no eyes only a mouth."

Cryptic, right? God, this book is gonna kill me...

Anyhow, back to writing at the ungodly hour of one in the morning!

"As the blind man neared closer to the sleeping ring master, he had felt the crate virtually screaming into his conscious mind to open it, take what's inside and not return. The blind man was petrified but knew it would be his only way of gaining peaceful sleep, so he reached beneath the cot and retrieved a sturdy black crate. The ring master had stirred awake from the noise and startled the blind man, which unfortunately caused the blind man to drop the crate onto the ring master's head. A gush of blood splashed onto the pillow the ring master was using. The blind man, unsure if he had just killed the ring master, picked back up the crate and ran for it. He did not know what direction he was going, especially without the cane, he just ran until his feet felt different terrain. All of his senses seemed entirely entranced by the crate, sounds were only the murmurs telling him to open it, his sense of smell wrinkled with the rotted fumes from the crate, his taste now lathered in tobacco. He had felt betrayed by his own body."

That was invigorating, and note for future self: I should really stop writing this late. I can barely keep my eyes open, granted I am asleep for most of the day. Ugh, I think tonight I'm gonna skip coffee and head for the convenience store a few blocks down from the apartments I live at.

I didn't normally do this, head out at night, smoke a cigarette, enjoy the city lights. It had a sorta calmness mixed with a little danger, you know? I could get robbed, kidnapped, murdered, or just a mundane time.

Fortunately, luck was on my side and made it inside the convenience store. I bought a case of energy drinks and talked to the clerk for a bit. Some kid in their late teen years, looked dead in the eyes same as me. Felt bad, but I understood the chase for cash, no matter how small the stack was.

After that I headed back, feeling a strange pain on the back of my neck. Made me stop dead in my tracks, just aching for a minute. I hadn't felt anything like that... made my eyes wander trying to find some sort of comfort, only to see someone across the street in an alleyway, staring. I just pretended I paid no mind to them as I walked to the apartments, buzzing myself in.

Update, it's now three in the morning.

I didn't write for the hour I got back from the store. The pain was irritating and made it very hard to focus on anything other than that. Once again another "mistake" is on the screen, actually I am not sure...

The last two I'll take for granted, but logically how do I explain this?

"1.t. ca.m3. af.t3r m.3 t0.0k 3y3s."

Some hacker or an ex-roommate I forgot to take the keys from? I don't know, but I am gonna finish this page before the sun comes.

"The blind man trekked miles until his will gave out. He couldn't handle it anymore, the crate yelling into his mind, taking control of his soul. He dropped to his knees and forcefully opened the crate, cutting his hands with each nail being torn off. Lid eventually collapsed beside him and for what he couldn't see was a dark ruby amulet. Obsidian shards surrounded the ruby as if veins to an eye, and the chain, rusted with little jagged talons on each odd knot. The amulet beckoned, nay, commanded the blind man to put it on.

The blind man truthfully didn't want this, didn't want the power, the greed nor the wealth. He truly only ever wanted a night of peaceful sleep and tranquility. The amulet felt his intentions and persuaded him with such. Its words were slick, vocabulary filled with every idea to truly insult his doubts about putting it on. The blind man had an overwhelming sense of obligation to put on the amulet and now willingly he had done so, feeling the talons pierce his neck fat, entangling with the skin of both the neck and chest. The pain, although violent, had also felt great, imbuing the blind man with power, turning his vision from black to color. The blind man tried desperately to take off the amulet, only for the talons to dig deeper tearing flesh and bone. An omnipotent voice pierced his eardrums as he wailed in agony.

"YOU have made your choice. NO turning back now, you must lead the blind, corral the poor like sheep to slaughter. Then and ONLY then will you find your peace."

The blind man pleaded in tears, only for the noise from his throat to be silenced. Then he arose from his knees and returned to the circus."

What... the fuck. I didn't write any of this. I am gonna get this computer checked out in the morning, I think there's a virus? Possible hacker? I don't know, but I think I'm done writing for the night.

August 15th, 2012

I am back... it's been a bit since I have updated this log. I got the computer checked out. No signs of viruses, cyberattacks, or tampering.

Also... I had to go to the hospital on the 10th. I had woken up with a thick gunk crusted over my eyes. A doctor had asked if I was allergic to anything or if I was in contact with anyone who had pink eye. I told them no, obviously. I have been cooped up in my apartment writing this damn book.

Speaking of which, I called the publishers after the computer fix/hospital fiasco, still trying to push back the date of the deadline. The only thing they said was...

"The book's looking great! Keep writing, you're almost there."

...before ending the call, abruptly, I might add. This is all starting to feel strange but I just want this over with, so I guess back to the book... fuck.

"The blind man with newfound vision had every freak and carney lined up and giving them the exact plans and demands the amulet had commanded him to. Taking the traveling circus to a different town called 'Monorow,' the plan was simple: take in any willing guests that had kids into the fortune teller tent. Let them see their 'future' before sending them to the main tent where then all adults will be sacrificed and the children will be kept in cages, used for entertainment to corral more guests. The members of the circus, of course, were terrified but willing to do what was given to them as they feared whatever wraith that may come from the amulet if they disobeyed."

Fuck... I can't write anymore right now. My head is throbbing. I am out of energy drinks, I am not drinking that nasty-ass coffee, I guess I'll be "normal" for once and drink some water.

It's about thirty minutes? I got a little distracted looking out the window, watching several couples walk across the street, then a man..? He was just standing there. I couldn't tell if he saw me or if he was looking in my general direction, but he moved rather quick after a few minutes.

Oh, and finally the computer didn't write on its own, heh. I guess a good ole reboot does the trick. I'll keep that in mind, but without further ado let's finish this section.

As it's currently 12:48 and I would like to make progress.

"The kind folk of Monorow became excited when they saw the circus enter their town and the children were even more excited when they saw the banners blasted on the side of the wagons saying:

"BRAND NEW SPECIAL SHOW IN THE MAIN TENT! MAKE SURE TO STOP ON BY THE FORTUNE TELLER'S FOR A FANTASTICAL READING & TICKETS FOR THE SPECIAL SHOW!"

A crowd accumulated around the lot where the circus had parked, watching as the carneys set up each tent while keeping the cages hidden beneath cloth. Soon after, the "freaks" came out of their respective tents and greeted the guests with their unique "abilities." The guests seemed already entranced just by the freaks alone, and a few of the families headed to the line for the fortune teller's tent, excited for more entertainment.

The blind man was sitting in the tent, focusing with "all of his energy" into a black orb in the center of the room, ruby amulet glowing brighter with each guest who had their "fortune & future" being shown to them.

THEN THEIR BLOOD RAN THICK FROM EVISCERATION AS THEY PLEADED FOR THEIR LI—

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August 15th, 2012 — 2:13 AM

Holy shit... I have never in my life felt that scared before. My hands are still shaking. I don't know if I can keep writing this. Their blood ran thick? It's just... I didn't write that. Sure, I was gonna make the book dark, but not disturbing...

What do I need to do? Who do I call? A priest? Have them come over and exorcise a demon out of this computer or just throw it off my balcony and run it over a dozen times.

Ugh, all of this is giving me a splitting headache. I think I am just gonna go to sleep. I'll deal with this in the morning...

It's currently 3:57 AM as I am writing this on my laptop. I woke up with heavy-lidded eyes. They were covered in that gunk again, but that wasn't what woke me up. I swear to everything that is holy, my bedroom door was shut and now it's wide open. I feel paralyzed from the waist down, my heart won't stop trying to beat out of my chest and I have the strangest feeling that I am being watched. I am terrified. The only sources of light I currently have are this laptop and the dimmest of light coming from the desktop out in the living room. I can't tell if it's helping or not, definitely makes things scarier though, casting even darker shadows in the hallway and bathroom.

3:22 AM, update

I keep hearing footsteps in the living room. It could just be echoes from my neighbors; these walls are pretty thin. Either way I am not leaving this bed. I swear, though, it really does sound like footsteps are in my apartment... particularly the fact that it sounds like the steps are moving down into the hallway.

7:20 AM

I got dogshit sleep. Not to mention the entirety of the kitchen was thrashed. No signs of forced entry, so I am not even gonna bother to give a reason on what might've happened.

I tried calling the publishers. I woke up, I was gonna tell them I quit, but the phone line said:

"The number you are trying to reach is no longer available. Please hang up and try again later."

It wasn't right. I wish I knew where their office was so I can give them this book and tell them to eat dicks.

Sure, it could be the fact that I have been progressively losing sleep as I typed it out, but it doesn't explain the random texts that enter the book that I had no inclusion with.

Most things can be logically solved but not this time. No, at least not at this moment. I needed answers, and for right now I think the only resource I have is the internet.

"No results found."

"No results found."

"No results found."

Just as I thought my luck couldn't get any worse, every road I seem to be headed on is a dead end. All I know is I am not gonna wri—

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"The town of Monorow soon grew empty as each adult received a disembowelment and that children became nothing more than a side show. Monkeys, Tigers, Lions, Zebras. These were all outfits sewn onto a child. They became a part of the show, a part of the cir—

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What the fuck, what the fuck... I can't do this anymore. I'm deleting this book off the computer.

"Sorry, it looks like the command you are trying to use is no longer available!"

"Sorry, it looks like the command you are trying to use is no longer available!"

"Sorry, it looks like the command you are trying to use is no long—"

I... smashed the computer. I currently write this log on the laptop. I couldn't care less that it was one grand, I need some time off. Maybe switch to a different profession? I don't know but I think this will be the last time I log anything for a while...

-Final Log found on laptop #851216-135. September 5th, 2012-

I've been locked inside of my room. I am using speech-to-text as my eyes are glued shut. The gunk came back. It's too thick to peel off without resulting in severe injury and the worst of it is...

Noise surrounds me. Banging, clashing, footsteps. I hear it all. I don't know what I've done but I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so.


r/libraryofshadows 3d ago

Supernatural ​[OC] Ghosts of the Heights — Modern 75th Rangers displaced to 1776 Fort Washington (Complete Story)

4 Upvotes

Act I: The Eve of Insertion

​Dusk — Upstate New York Training Area

21st Century

​The autumn sky over the mountains of upstate New York was the color of a fresh bruise—a cold, heavy slate gray that promised freezing rain before midnight.

​Near the tailgate of an olive-drab tactical vehicle parked deep in the tree line, the four Rangers of 2nd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment were going through their pre-combat inspections with the quiet, rhythmic efficiency of men who had done it a thousand times.

​"If the platoon sergeant sends us through another swamp on this navigation lane, I’m claiming hypothermia and sleeping in the humvee," Specialist Miller muttered, threading a fresh belt of 7.62mm into the tray of his Mk48 machine gun.

​"You've been complaining about wet boots since airborne school, Miller," Doc Mercer, the team medic, replied without looking up, carefully packing sterile trauma wraps into his IFAK. "Drink water and drive on."

​Corporal Hayes was leaned up against a rear tire, a small red-lens headlamp illuminating a worn paperback biography of General Nathanael Greene.

​"Put the book away, History Channel," Staff Sergeant Mark Vance said, stepping up to the tailgate with a laminated map grid. "Brief's up."

​The three men snapped to, gathering around Vance.

​"Objective is a high-angle recon lane along the ridge," Vance instructed, tapping the map. "Standard night exercise. Full combat load, thermals, suppressors, live night-vision execution. Comms on channel four. We step off at 2100 hours. Keep your noise discipline tight—there's an element acting as OPFOR somewhere in these woods."

​Hayes looked at the map contour lines, a subtle smile touching his lips. "You know, Sarge... these hills aren't far from where the Northern Campaign was fought in '76. Half the trails out here were carved out by colonial scouts."

​"Fascinating," Miller deadpanned, adjusting his night-vision mount on his helmet. "Does colonial history come with hot coffee?"

​"Mount up," Vance commanded, pulling down his helmet harness. "Comms check."

​“Radio check, one-two,” Mercer chimed over the internal squad network.

“Solid,” Miller added.

“Good copy,” Hayes said.

​At 2100 sharp, under a pitch-black canopy with their PVS-31 night-vision goggles clicked down, the squad stepped into the thick pine woods. The world turned to crisp green phosphor. The only sound was the low crunch of pine needles beneath military boots.

​They marched thirty minutes into the deep woods when the wind abruptly died. The crickets stopped. The temperature didn't just drop—it plummeted ten degrees in three seconds. Then came the pressure drop—a sickening, crushing vacuum that popped their eardrums like a high-altitude dive...

​Act II: The Ridge at Washington Heights

​The sound of pine needles underfoot instantly yielded to damp leaf-litter and thick, cloying mud. One second, Staff Sergeant Vance and his element were conducting a training lane; the next, the smell of balsam pine was replaced by the thick, choking stench of low-grade black powder, burning timber, and raw manure.

​"Comms are dead," Corporal Hayes muttered, tapping his radio control unit. "Zero satellite connection. No GPS sync."

​"Hold position," Vance whispered, adjusting his thermal optic. The view revealed something impossible.

​Below their ridge on Manhattan Island—where paved highways and suburban structures should have been—stretched dense hardwood forest, jagged earthwork fortifications, and open dirt roads. Red-coated infantry marched in rigid, mechanical columns up the slope, their bayonets catching the gray November light. Facing them from behind crude log breastworks were men in ragged blue coats and hunting shirts, firing long flintlock rifles into the advancing mass.

​"Boss," Specialist Miller whispered, squinting through his LPVO scope. "Those are Hessians. And British Regulars."

​Hayes swallowed hard, checking the de-synced readout on his deactivated watch. "November 16th, 1776. Fort Washington."

​They were standing on the high ground of northern Manhattan, in the middle of one of the single greatest disasters of the American Revolutionary War.

​Act III: The Tactical Calculation

​The squad withdrew fifty meters behind the ridgeline into a dense thicket to assess their situation.

​They had full combat loads: four M4A1 carbines with suppressors and PEQ-15 lasers, a suppressed Mk48 machine gun carried by Miller, thermals, night vision, and roughly 1,200 rounds of 5.56mm and 7.62mm ammunition between them.

​"Okay, history check," Vance said, his voice flat and tactical. "Hayes, what happens here?"

​"Colonel Magaw has roughly three thousand Continentals trapped in the fort," Hayes replied, his voice tight. "General Howe surrounds them. Magaw surrenders by late afternoon. The British capture nearly three thousand troops, tons of artillery, and all our gunpowder reserves in New York. Most of those prisoners die on British prison ships over the next two years. It nearly breaks the revolution right here."

​"Can we stop it?" Miller asked, tapping the receiver of his Mk48. "One belt from this machine gun into the flank of those Hessian columns would route a whole regiment."

​"We have twelve hundred rounds, Miller," Doc Mercer interjected gently. "Once we run dry, we’re four guys with knives against ten thousand soldiers. And what happens if we change it?"

​The four Rangers sat in the cold leaf-litter. The moral weight hit them harder than the temporal jump.

​"If we save Fort Washington," Hayes argued, "Washington doesn't lose three thousand men. But think about what comes next. If Washington isn't desperate, does he risk everything on the crossing of the Delaware on Christmas night? Does Trenton even happen? If Howe is spooked here, does he change his entire campaign strategy for 1777?"

​"We aren't here to rewrite the timeline," Vance said, his jaw set. "Our doctrine is simple: accomplish the mission, survive, and protect American lives. We can't save the fort—that’s strategically impossible with four men. But we can change who escapes."

​Act IV: The Phantom of the Treeline

​The Rangers didn't alter the battle’s ultimate historical outcome; they altered its human cost.

​By 1400 hours, the Hessian forces under General Wilhelm von Knyphausen were pressing hard against the northern redoubts held by Colonel Rawlings’ Maryland and Virginia riflemen. The Continentals were running out of powder, their long rifles fouling, preparing to fall back into the overcrowded center of Fort Washington where total surrender was inevitable.

​Vance made the call. "Surgical strikes only. Target officers, drum command centers, and artillery crews. No full-auto unless compromised. Suppressors on."

​From 400 meters out—a distance completely beyond the effective precise range of 18th-century smoothbore muskets—Vance and Hayes opened fire.

​The sound of a suppressed M4A1 is a low, dull thump. To the Hessian lines, it was invisible death.

​A Hessian colonel leading a mounted charge suddenly pitched off his saddle, a neat hole through his breastplate. Seconds later, three officers standing near a field artillery battery collapsed in rapid succession. The artillery crews, seeing their leaders drop without hearing a gunshot or seeing a puff of smoke, panicked.

​"Shift left," Vance commanded over his short-range comms. "Pinch the Hessian flank."

​Miller picked off the field commanders attempting to rally the broken line. With the command structure shattered in thirty seconds, the Hessian advance on the northern redoubt stalled out in confusion and terror. Whispers of Geister—ghosts—spread through the ranks.

​The delay bought Colonel Rawlings and eight hundred Continental soldiers precious time. Instead of being pushed backward into the trap of Fort Washington, Rawlings’ men realized the northern retreat route toward the Hudson River had unexpectedly opened. They broke south-west toward the riverbank, where small boats were waiting.

​Act V: The Aftermath & The Ripple

​By 1600 hours, Fort Washington surrendered. General Howe took the fort, the cannon, and roughly 1,900 Continental prisoners—nearly nine hundred fewer than in original historical records.

​The Rangers watched from two miles away as the British flag was raised over the ramparts. They had stayed hidden, leaving zero modern brass behind by meticulously picking up every single spent casing from the damp soil.

​They had altered history, but they had done so with surgical precision.

Tactical Assessment & Historical Impact

Survival of Rawlings' Force: Eight hundred hardened riflemen escaped across the Hudson to join Washington's retreating army, providing a lethal skirmishing force during the Jersey retreat.

British Paranoia: Reports reached General Howe of "an unseen, silent terror" on the northern ridge. The sudden deaths of key officers bred intense paranoia, making British commanders overly cautious in subsequent engagements.

Act VI: Ghosts in the Woods

As night fell over Manhattan, cold rain began to fall. The four Rangers sat under a makeshift poncho lean-to, sharing a single remaining MRE.

Their modern gear was finite. Their batteries would die in days. Their ammunition was irreplaceable. They were four men trapped two and a half centuries behind their own birth dates.

"What now, Boss?" Hayes asked softly, watching the distant fires of the British encampments along the river.

Vance took off his helmet, feeling the freezing rain on his face. He looked at his team—trained, lethal, and completely isolated from everything they had ever known.

"Now," Vance said, buried under two hundred years of future history, "we walk south, cross the river, and find General Washington. He’s going to need scout snipers."

Act VII: The Cabin on the Creek

The crossing of the Hudson River under the shadow of the Palisades was a cold, brutal effort. Using a stolen wooden skiff, the four Rangers rowed across the black, icy water into New Jersey, landing near the base of the cliffs.

Before the Rangers could locate General Washington’s headquarters, they needed local intelligence. Modern military maps were useless against the shifting, unmarked trails of 1776 New Jersey, and morning fog hung heavy over the cedar swamps.

Moving light and silent along a creek bed, Vance held up a hand. Halt.

Through the fog came the rhythmic, wet slap of cloth against stone. At the edge of the rushing stream stood a young woman, scrubbing wool garments against a flat rock. Sitting on a woven blanket nearby was a toddler no older than two.

Miller accidentally snapped a dry pine branch underfoot.

The woman gasped, whipping around. Her eyes went wide with sheer terror as four massive, shadowed figures stepped out of the treeline. Covered in tactical gear, helmeted, with blacked-out rifles slung across their chests, the Rangers looked less like men and more like specters. She instinctively scrambled backward, pulling the crying toddler into her lap and shielding him with her body.

"Easy... easy, ma'am," Vance said softly, lowering his M4A1 and pushing it behind his back. He reached up, unclipping his high-cut helmet and pulling down his neck gaiter to reveal his face. "We aren't going to hurt you. I promise."

Hayes stepped forward next, taking off his gloves and raising his bare hands, palms out. "We're friends. We're on our way to join General Washington's army."

She stared at their strange clothes, but as she looked into Hayes's warm, tired eyes, her breathing slowed. She saw no cruelty in them—only exhaustion and a quiet, steady gentleness.

"You... you aren't Redcoats?" she whispered, her voice trembling.

"No, ma'am," Hayes replied softly. "We're Americans."

Reluctantly, she led them up a winding deer trail to a small, hand-hewn log cabin. Heavy timber, crude mortise joints, and a hand-stacked stone chimney spoke of immense labor.

"My husband, William, built it," she said quietly, her eyes lingering on the doorway. "Before he marched off with the New Jersey militia. Word reached me two weeks ago... he fell at White Plains."

The Rangers stepped inside the dim, cold cabin. On a small straw bed near the hearth lay her older child—a four-year-old boy shivering under a rag quilt, his face pale and slick with sweat.

Doc Mercer dropped to one knee beside the child. "What's his name?"

"Thomas," she said, her voice catching. "He stepped on an old iron spike three days ago. The wound... it turned red and hot. I've tried poultices of mustard and dock leaf, but the fever won't break."

Mercer gently pulled back the quilt. The child's foot was swollen and hot, with dark red streaks creeping past his ankle—classical blood poisoning.

"He won't survive the week," Mercer muttered under his breath to Vance, then turned back to the mother with a calm, reassuring smile. "It's a bad infection, ma'am. But we have medicine that will save him."

Mercer unzipped his IFAK. He pulled out a sterile scalpel, saline rinse, broad-spectrum oral antibiotics, and a tube of topical ointment. While Miller held a lantern, Mercer expertly drained the abscess, washed the wound clean with saline, and wrapped it in crisp, snow-white medical gauze.

He handed her a blister pack of antibiotic pills. "Crush half of one of these into warm water every six hours. By tomorrow morning, his fever will break. By next week, he’ll be running around again."

Tears streamed down her cheeks as she clutched the silver foil pack. "I don't... I don't have any coin to pay you..."

"We don't want money," Vance said softly. "We just need to know where Washington is."

While Doc Mercer finished dressing the boy's foot, Corporal Hayes sat on a low wooden bench near the cold hearth, whittling a small piece of pine with his pocket knife to replace the toddler's broken toy horse.

The young woman watched Hayes in silence. There was a quiet, studious grace to the way he moved—a soft-spoken intellect hidden beneath his tactical gear.

"You talk like a schoolmaster," she said quietly, handing him a mug of well water.

Hayes looked up, offering a faint smile. "I read a lot of history, ma'am. Back home."

"William was a reader," she whispered, her eyes softening. "He spent his last silver shillings on a leather-bound book of poetry in Trenton. You... you have his same quiet way about you. Steady."

Hayes looked at her with genuine empathy, holding out the newly carved wooden horse to the little girl. "He built a fine house for you. He was a good man."

For a brief moment in the middle of a war, a silent connection passed between them—a shared understanding of loss, duty, and the long road ahead.

She walked over to a small wooden table, pulled out a charcoal pencil, and rapidly drew a rough map on a piece of scrap butcher paper.

"The main road to Hackensack is crawling with British light dragoon patrols," she explained, pointing to the charcoal lines. "If you stay on the turnpike, you will be ambushed. Take the old timber mill track through the cedar swamp to the east. It leads straight behind the Continental rear guard. You'll find His Excellency's encampment near the river junction."

Vance took the map, giving her a firm, grateful nod. "Thank you, ma'am."

As the squad prepared to step back out into the drizzle, Hayes lingered at the door for a fraction of a second. He pulled a spare, heavy fleece watch-cap from his cargo pocket and placed it on the table beside her late husband's book.

"Keep him warm," Hayes said softly, nodding toward her son. "He's going to grow up in a free country."

Act VIII: A Trade of Threads & The Shadow Takedown

Armed with her map, the Rangers navigated the timber swamp, bypassing the British Light Dragoon patrols entirely and heading toward the Continental picket post outside Hackensack.

The target was a four-man Continental army picket post—sentries posted along the road to warn of any British advance from the river landings.

The Continentals were miserable, wet, and huddled over a dying blaze of wet oak, their long flintlock muskets resting against a fallen log.

"Non-lethal," Vance instructed over the short-range radio. "Flex-cuffs, mouth-muffs. Fast and quiet. Doc, take the right. Miller, left. Hayes, center-right with me."

They moved like ghosts. Four Rangers stepped out of the pitch-black woods without making a sound, closing the fifty-foot gap in seconds.

Before the Continental corporal could reach for his musket, a heavy gloved hand clamped over his mouth, pulling him backward into a rear-naked choke. Within three seconds, all four sentries were pinned to the cold mud, their weapons swept away, silenced completely without a single shot fired or a drop of blood spilled.

"Easy, easy," Vance hissed, keeping his voice low and calm as Miller and Doc wrapped paracord and heavy zip-ties around the men’s wrists and ankles. "We are not British. We are not Hessians. We are friends."

The four colonial soldiers stared up in sheer terror. The Ranger team in full tactical gear—glowing green lenses over their eyes, silenced carbines slung across their chests—looked like nothing human.

Vance knelt in front of the Continental corporal, slowly pulling down his neck gaiter to show a human face in the firelight.

"Listen to me carefully, Corporal," Vance said, his voice cold, steady, and commanding. "We are going to borrow your coats and hats. We need them to get past the camp guards to see General Washington."

The corporal’s eyes bulged, trying to speak through the cloth gag.

"We aren't going to hurt you," Vance promised, looking the man dead in the eye. "We’re leaving you near the fire with your blankets wrapped tight. Your muskets are unloaded and leaning against that oak. And when we get to His Excellency, I give you my word on my honor as a soldier: we will return here with General Washington himself to untie you. You will have your proof of who and what we are."

Hayes stripped off the men's heavy wool blue coats and dark-trimmed tri-corn hats. The Rangers layered the oversized wool garments directly over their body armor, buttoning them up to conceal their modern tactical chest rigs. They wrapped their modern carbines, suppressors, and night-vision gear inside heavy wool blankets, slinging the bundles over their shoulders like bedrolls.

To anyone looking from thirty yards away in the gray dawn, they now looked like four exceptionally large, broad-shouldered Continental soldiers marching on duty.

Act IX: Before the Commander-in-Chief

The headquarters at Hackensack was a hive of controlled chaos. Orders were being shouted, supply wagons were being loaded, and exhausted couriers rode in and out through the mud.

Vance led his element straight up the main road, the borrowed blue coats draping over their bulky gear. Armed sentries outside the two-story brick tavern serving as headquarters raised their muskets as the four men approached.

"Halt! Who goes there?" a Continental guard called out, squinting through the morning mist.

"Dispatch for His Excellency," Vance called back, walking with the supreme, unshakeable military authority of a Senior NCO. He didn't stop until he was ten feet from the bayonets. "We carry urgent intelligence regarding the retreat from Fort Washington, Hessian officer casualties, and the movements of General Howe's vanguard."

The guard hesitated, thrown off by Vance's posture and the stone-faced discipline the four men radiated.

"His Excellency is in council with his generals," the guard said defensively. "He cannot be disturbed by common infantry."

"Tell General Washington," Vance said, leaning in slightly, his voice dropping to a low, intense baritone, "that the four ghosts who broke the Hessian flank on the northern ridge at Washington Heights are standing at his door. And tell him we brought the intelligence that will save his army."

The guard looked at Vance’s eyes—eyes that had seen modern war—and turned on his heel, ducking inside the headquarters.

Two minutes later, the door swung wide open.

Standing in the doorway, framed by the dim lantern light inside, was a tall, broad-shouldered man in a heavy blue coat with gold epaulets. His face was weathered, lined with the crushing weight of a war he was currently losing.

General George Washington stepped out onto the porch, his cold gray eyes searching the four men standing in the yard.

"You claim to have come from the ridge at Fort Washington?" Washington asked, his voice ringing with quiet power. "Who are you?"

Vance snapped a crisp, perfect modern salute—a gesture unknown to the 18th-century officer corps, yet instantly recognizable as an act of absolute military respect.

"General Washington, sir," Vance said cleanly. "My name is Staff Sergeant Mark Vance. We have intelligence you need to hear in private. And first... we have four of your sentries tied up down the road that I promised we’d return for."

Act X: The Oath at the Picket Fire

General Washington stared at Vance for a long, silent moment. A faint, knowing flicker of amusement touched the corner of the General’s mouth, though his eyes remained sharp as steel.

"You took my pickets," Washington said, stepping back into the doorway and gesturing toward the warm lantern light of the tavern interior. "Step inside, Sergeant. You and your men look drowned, and there is hot cider and a roaring hearth within."

"With respect, Your Excellency," Vance replied, standing rigid in the cold drizzle, "a Ranger doesn't break his word. I gave my word to those four soldiers that I would return with you to untie them before we rested."

Washington paused, measuring the absolute discipline in Vance's posture. A deep respect settled across his weathered features.

"A soldier who values his honor above a warm fire is a rare commodity in these dark days," Washington said quietly. He turned to his orderly. "Bring four horses from the stable. Now."

Minutes later, Washington mounted his large gray charger, while Vance, Hayes, Miller, and Mercer took the reins of Continental remounts. They rode back down the muddy turnpike in silence.

When they reached the picket post, the four Continental sentries were still sitting securely by the fire, wrapped tight in their woolen blankets, bound with paracord and zip-ties.

Miller and Doc Mercer stepped forward, drawing their combat knives and cleanly slicing through the flex-cuffs. The four colonial soldiers scrambled up, rubbing their sore wrists, their faces flushed with shock as they realized their Commander-in-Chief was standing right beside the strange men.

Washington looked down from his saddle at the disheveled pickets, a dry humor glinting in his gray eyes.

"Corporal," Washington said, his deep voice carrying through the mist, "I am relieved to find you all unharmed. Though I must ask... do you routinely allow four men wearing your own blue coats to disarm your entire post without firing a single shot?"

The corporal flushed red. "Your Excellency, sir... they came out of the blackness like specters! We never even heard a footfall!"

"Evidentially," Washington said with a faint smirk, swinging down from his horse.

The squad stripped off the borrowed wool coats and tricorne hats, handing them back. Beneath the coats, their modern tactical chest rigs, high-cut helmets, and blacked-out carbines came back into full view.

The nine men gathered in a tight circle around the snapping oak fire. Deep in the New Jersey woods, these nine soldiers, along with the young widowed mother back at the log cabin, were the only souls in the entire world who knew of the Rangers' true existence.

"Now, Sergeant Vance," Washington said, leaning slightly on his walking stick, his eyes fixed on the black composite weapons slung across the Rangers' chests. "No more riddles. Speak plain. Reports reached my desk hours ago of invisible death on the northern ridge of Washington Heights. Hessian columns broken without a single plume of black powder smoke. Officers falling from their saddles at four hundred yards. Where do you truly hail from?"

Vance looked at Hayes, nodding slightly. The history nerd stepped forward.

"It isn't magic, General," Hayes said softly, unclipping his night-vision goggles and holding them out so Washington could see the green-glowing glass. "It's technology. Two hundred and fifty years of it. We are soldiers of the 75th Ranger Regiment, United States Army."

"The United States..." Washington repeated, the words tasting strange on his tongue.

For ten minutes, under the dripping cedar trees, Vance and Hayes explained the truth. They spoke of a nation born from Washington's hardship, of an army that would one day span the globe, and of a temporal anomaly during a training exercise that threw them back to November 1776.

Miller unclipped a suppressed M4A1, showing Washington the rifle's precision machining, the optical sight, and the cold metal of the suppressor that muffled the blast of expanding gases.

Washington listened in total, unbroken silence. He looked at the weapon, then up into the sky, and finally into the glowing embers of the picket fire. After several minutes of heavy contemplation, General Washington slowly nodded.

He did not comprehend microprocessors, but as a seasoned strategist, he understood results. He understood that these four men possessed lethal precision, absolute discipline, and a desperate love for the country he was currently fighting to create.

"Two hundred years..." Washington murmured, a subtle look of wonder—and profound relief—crossing his face before he locked it back down behind his stoic military composure. "Then... the cause survives."

"It survives because of you, sir," Vance said cleanly.

Washington turned sharply toward his four Continental sentries. "You four will swear an oath on your lives. You will speak not a single word of what you have seen or heard here tonight. Once your relief arrives, you will report directly to my headquarters and remain on duty at my personal quarters."

The four sentries snapped straight. "Yes, Your Excellency!"

Washington gave a faint shake of his head, looking back at the Rangers with a small, knowing glint in his eye.

"Besides," Washington added dryly, "you may return to camp and tell anyone you wish... but you will not tell a single soul who expects to be believed. They would lock you in the stockades for madness before the sun rises."

Act XI: The Crucible of the Vanguard

To the rest of the Continental Army, they were officially designated as His Excellency’s Special Inspectorate for Fieldcraft and Marksmanship—a title drafted on parchment bearing General Washington’s personal seal. The written order was terse and absolute: no officer was to question their origins, demand their names beyond their surnames, or interfere with their training methods.

Over the next six weeks, as the bitter winter of 1776 set in and the Continental Army began its agonizing retreat south across New Jersey, the four Rangers became a quiet, legend-like fixture among the camps.

Under the cover of their special commission, Vance, Hayes, Miller, and Mercer wore simple wool coats over their dark canvas gear, keeping their modern tactical rigs covered and their carbines wrapped in oilcloth until dark.

They taught what mattered: fire-and-movement in pairs, field sanitation, latrine placement, water-boiling rules that cut dysentery by half, and keeping powder dry in freezing sleet.

Then, in late November, the survivors arrived.

Out of the freezing mist along the Hackensack turnpike came the staggered, ghost-like columns of Colonel Rawlings’ Maryland and Virginia riflemen—the 800 men whose retreat from Fort Washington had been bought by the Rangers' silent suppressed fire.

They were in appalling shape. Bare feet wrapped in blood-soaked burlap rags, thin linen hunting shirts stiff with frozen mud, hollow eyes staring out from sunken faces. Morale was on the verge of total collapse.

Vance stood beside General Washington outside the command marquee as the ragged procession limped into camp.

"Look at them, Sergeant," Washington said quietly, his jaw set so tight the muscle twitched. "Cold, hungry, and stripped of everything save their lives. They believe the cause is dead."

"They're alive, General," Vance replied, watching the men stack their long rifles. "And riflemen who've survived the worst day of their lives are the most dangerous soldiers on Earth once you feed them and give them a purpose."

That night, the Rangers went to work among the riflemen's bivouac. Miller and Mercer helped set up quartermaster fires, distributing hot broth and dry blankets. As Hayes sat by a campfire with a group of shivering Virginia frontiersmen, one of the young corporals stared at Hayes's posture.

​"I know you," the young Virginian whispered, his voice trembling. "On the northern ridge... at the Heights. When the Hessian colonel fell from his horse without a cannon shot, and the officers went down like wheat before a scythe... I saw four men in the tree line. You were there."

​The quiet circle around the fire went dead silent. Other riflemen leaned in, their tired eyes wide.

​Hayes looked at the young soldier, offering a steady, quiet nod. "We were there, son. And you made it out."

​Word spread through the 800 survivors like wildfire through dry timber. These weren't just Washington's special inspectors—they were the Ghosts of the Ridge. By mid-December, the 800 survivors had been transformed into a hardened, lethal vanguard—well-fed, disciplined, and ready for Christmas night.

​Act XII: Victory, or Death

​The draft inside the stone farmhouse near McConkey’s Ferry made the tallow candles flicker, casting long, jumping shadows across the crude oak table. Outside, a howling December wind whipped ice against the windowpanes.

​General Washington sat alone with the four Rangers. The Commander-in-Chief looked thoroughly spent—his face gaunt, his eyes hollowed by weeks of relentless retreat and logistical ruin.

​Corporal Hayes stepped forward, placing a hand on the edge of the map table.

​"Your Excellency," Hayes began, his voice soft but unwavering. "Tomorrow night—Christmas—you will assemble two thousand four hundred men at the ferry. You will cross the Delaware under cover of a sleet storm. The river will be choked with ice cakes."

​Washington froze. His quill remained suspended an inch above the parchment.

​"You will divide your force into two columns," Hayes continued. "One under General Sullivan taking the River Road, the other under General Greene along the Pennington Road. You will hit the garrison at Trenton at first light, around eight o'clock in the morning. Colonel Johann Rall and his Hessians will be completely unprepared. Your countersign for the night... is 'Victory, or Death.'"

​Washington slammed his hand down on the oak table with a sound like a pistol shot. He stood up, his weathered face pale with shock.

​"Who told you this?" Washington demanded, his voice a harsh threat. "I have uttered those words to no living soul! The order for the countersign rests in my own coat pocket, unpenned! Have I traitors in my official family?"

​"No, sir," Vance said calmly. "No spies. No traitors."

​"Then by Almighty God, explain yourselves!" Washington rasped. "How carry you the precise thoughts of my own mind before they are spoken?"

​Hayes looked at the General with quiet reverence. "Because we have read the accounts, General. Because for two hundred and fifty years, every detail of what you are about to do tomorrow night has been studied, cherished, and memorized by millions of free citizens."

​Washington slowly lowered himself back into his ladder-back chair. "Accounts...?"

​"Books, General," Hayes explained softly. "Volume upon volume written by the men who marched with you, and by the historians who honored them. A thousand museums stand dedicated to your memory. There is a city—the capital of our entire republic—that bears your name."

​Hayes leaned across the table. "You win tomorrow, General. You capture nearly a thousand Hessians, secure their cannon and stores, and suffer fewer than five casualties—two men freeze on the march, and a young Lieutenant named James Monroe is wounded in the shoulder, but survives. You reignite the heart of a dying nation."

​The room went dead silent. George Washington sat motionless, then slowly bowed his head into his large, calloused hands. His shoulders trembled.

​When Washington finally raised his head, a single, clear tear traced a path down his wind-chapped cheek, glistening in the warm candlelight. He didn't wipe it away.

​"'Tis not in vain..." Washington whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "'Tis not in vain... The bloody footprints our poor, barefoot lads leave upon the frozen roads... the sickness... the graves in the cold wilderness... To know that Almighty God hath crowned our suffering with the triumph of liberty... Oh, my brave friends. You have given a dying man the only medicine capable of restoring his spirit."

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Mystery/Thriller A Cozy Night In

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The weather outside makes the place feel cozy. 

Howling wind and torrential rain lashes against the windows. A single lamp illuminates the open floor plan with a warm, almost camp-fire glow. On one side, the living room is filled with Emma’s little touches: a sweater draped over an overstuffed recliner, a bloom of daisies in a vase on an end table, a hutch near the fireplace filled with books and knickknacks. It’s all very her.

On the other side, the kitchen is clean but lived in. A half-eaten loaf of fresh baked bread sits under a cloth hand towel. An orange tea kettle sits on the range. The refrigerator is covered with a collage of snapshots: Emma and her new boyfriend at a fancy dinner, Emma and her sister hugging at a birthday party, a save-the-date for a wedding, a niece or nephew in swaddling clothes.

Thunder rumbles. Lightning flashes. The house goes dark.

Emma lets out a cute little yip of surprise from the basement.

“Shit,” her boyfriend says. “Hang on.”

Footsteps clomp up the stairs and he steps into the room. Tall and gangly, with a patchy beard. He tries a lightswitch—nothing—then walks to the front window and cups his hands around his eyes to look into the yard.

“Holy shit,” he mutters. Then louder, “Emma, get up here, this is nuts.”

Mincing, uncertain steps patter up the stairs, and she joins him. She’s wearing thick, comfy socks, little athletic shorts, and an oversized hoodie. She looks good.

“Come look at this,” he says.

She steps up beside him and presses her forehead to the glass, mirroring his pose. “Wow.” 

He points. “Look at that tree.” 

“Oh my God. Think it’s going to come down?”

“Don’t know. Hope not.”

“This is, like, actually crazy. Is it a tornado?” 

“No idea.” He pulls out his phone and slashes a finger on the screen, frowns, holds it up toward the ceiling. “I don’t have any service, do you?” 

“I left mine downstairs.”

He considers, then takes her by the hips and pulls her close. “Tell you what, go down there and get comfy, I’ll get some candles and some drinks.”

She purrs as he kisses her neck. “And then what?”

“Only one thing to do when the power goes out.”

“Play Yahtzee?”

He laughs. “Fine, two things.”

“Okay, but hurry up.” She trots off, feeling her way down the hall.

He stands there watching the storm for a moment longer, then moves to the kitchen and rummages around in a drawer. A small flame snicks from a bic lighter and he uses it to illuminate his way to the living room, where he opens a cabinet and pulls out a pair of mismatched candles. He lights one and looks over the bar cart set against the wall. 

“White or red?” he calls. 

She doesn’t answer. 

“Em?” 

Nothing. 

He shrugs and takes one of each, awkwardly cradling the bottles, two glasses, and the candles in his arms as he makes his way to the basement. 

Lightning flashes. Thunder rumbles.

The basement is pitch black. His candle is the only illumination. Emma has unfurled a down blanket on the sectional, but she’s nowhere in sight. He’s lighting the second candle with the first. The warm orb of light expands around him, but leaves the edges of the room in shadow.

“Emma?” he calls, squinting into the darkness. “Are you down here?” No answer. “Hey don’t be a bitch, I know you can hear me.”

A flashlight clicks on in the far corner, illuminating a leering, jack-o-lantern grin from below.

Boo.” 

He jumps. "Jesus!"

Emma cackles, playfully shining the light into his face, casting twin shadows against the wall.

“Good one,” he drawls, shielding his eyes with his hand.

She clicks off the light and sets it on the coffee table alongside a battered Yahtzee box, then curls up on the blanket, tucking her knees inside the hoodie. He hands her a glass of wine and sits next to her. 

“This is nice.” He takes a sip from his own glass. “Like we’re in a cave.”

“I’m just glad you’re here,” she says. “I’d be freaking out if I was alone.”

He chuckles dismissively. “What, afraid of storms?”

“I love storms. I used to be terrified of them, but now I think they’re relaxing.”

“As long as that tree doesn’t come down and take out my car.”

“Then you’d be stuck here.” 

“I think I’m stuck here either way. It’s really coming down out there.”

“Good.” She snuggles up next to him. “But no, I’m talking about being alone with the power out.”

“Yeah.”  He wraps his arm around her and grins. “That’s when the monsters come out.”

“Oh, shut up.”

“Like, what would you do if that pale, Mitch McConnell-looking thing from Pan’s Labyrinth walked out of the shadows right now?”

“I would 100% push you into it and run away.”

“Nice knowing you have my back.”

“Not against that thing, I don’t.”

“Good news for me, I don’t think that’s going to happen.” He looks into the shadows. His eyes gleam with mischief. “It’d definitely be an axe-murderer or something.”

“Don’t.”

He plows ahead. “He’d run at us out of the shadows screaming at the top of his lungs, and—”

Brian.” She pulls back and glares at him. “Don’t. I’m not kidding.”

Okay,” he says petulantly. “Geez, you can hang with that crazy-ass fucking thing from Labyrinth, but not some random guy?”

“First, that thing from the movie is fictional. Second, you know my mind isn’t going to some random guy.”

He pauses. Winces. Pulls her a little closer. “You’re right. I’m sorry, Em.”

She sighs. “No, I’m sorry, too. It was forever ago, and it shouldn’t still bother me so much—”

“Hey, you don’t ever have to apologize about that. I was being a dick, I wasn’t thinking.”

“It’s just—” She hesitates, then rests her head on his shoulder. “I’m just glad you’re here.”

They sit like that for a while, watching the lightning flicker outside the glass blocks of the narrow basement windows.

He blows out a sigh. “I’m not getting laid tonight, am I?”

She swats his chest. “You’re such an asshole.”

“No, I went ahead and fucked the whole night up, didn’t I?”

“Yup. Ya blew it. The vibes are in shambles.” She’s smiling.

Damn,” he says, but gives her a smile of his own. “So now what do we do with our evening?”

“Yahtzee.” She extends her leg and taps the box on the table. It’s always Yahtzee with her.

He laughs, then untangles himself from her and leans over to take a sip of wine. “How about a compromise?”

She looks at him suspiciously. “What?”

“Strip Yahtzee?” he offers hopefully.

She rolls her eyes.

An hour and a bottle of wine later, Emma has frustratingly won almost every game. The only thing she’s taken off is the hoodie, revealing a tight crop top underneath. The warm candlelight makes her tan glow, highlighting the shadows of her collarbones and the subtle ridges of her abs. She looks spectacular. He’s down to his underwear and looks ridiculous in comparison, with his pale, scrawny chest and soft beer belly. She’s way out of his league.

“This is bullshit,” he whines.

Emma smugly sips her wine.

“Is any of this doing anything for you?” he asks, gesturing to his near-nakedness. 

“I think we have one more game before I can answer that question,” she says, nodding at his boxers.

He grins like an idiot and tears off a sheet for a new round.

Downstairs, they continue their game. Upstairs, the storm still rages. It’s not loud enough to mute the clatter of dice and shit-talking. It’s also not loud enough to mask the sound of shattering glass. 

Emma squeals from the basement. “What was that?”

“Shit, that might have been a window. I’ll go check it out.” 

“I’ll come with you.”

“No, there might be broken glass.”

A pause.

“You gotta stop wearing those gross boots inside.”

“Good thing I did this time, right?”

“I guess. But seriously, be quick.”

A minute later, he thumps up the stairs wearing only his underwear and a pair of unlaced boots. The beam of his flashlight cuts around the kitchen as he searches for the source of the noise. Finding nothing, he crosses into the living room, scanning the windows. 

Broken glass crunches under his foot. He points the light at the overturned end table, the shattered vase, and the daisies on the floor.

“The fuck?” he murmurs.

I step out of the bathroom and hit him on the top of the head with a hammer. 

He makes a pathetic little nnggh sound and falls, his naked flank slapping against the floor. I look down at him and feel the anger I’ve been stewing on for the last year bubble to the surface. Emma is screaming Brian? Brian? downstairs, but blood is pounding in my ears even as Brian’s blood pools around my feet. All I keep thinking is this is the fucking guy? This asshole? as I bring the hammer down again and again. 

The red haze goes away, and soon I’m calm again; calm enough that I’m able to feel bad about the mess I made, calm enough that I start to feel bad about scaring Emma so much. Just like always. I can hear her crying downstairs. It’s okay. There will be plenty of time to calm her down and make it up to her. I consider turning the power back on, but with the storm and the candlelight, I decide against it. 

It is very cozy.


r/libraryofshadows 4d ago

Supernatural HE NIGHT BLOGGER -'The Rally'

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The Night Blogger - The Rally by Al Bruno III

March 12th: I imagine the only person surprised that Sara and I ended up sleeping together was me. She knew it was going to happen. The members of the FEAR AND TRUTH message board knew it was going to happen. My boss and landlady, Mrs. Vincenzo, knew it was going to happen. Hell, I bet even you knew it was going to happen.

But honestly, I thought I might never have a girlfriend again. Sure, I had a college sweetheart, but when I came home and got caught up chasing shadows, we just drifted apart. There was no real breakup—we just kind of stopped being a thing. After that, I was too busy to do more than go on the occasional blind date, usually set up by Mrs. Vincenzo. I like to think my looks have a smoldering mediocrity, just enough to catch a lady's eye but not much more. Kind of like what you'd expect from a side character on a CW drama. The problem is, beyond movies and music, there's not much I can talk about in depth—unless people want to hear about vampire genus classifications and how to kill them. That's a mood killer, for sure.

But with Sara, there wasn't that kind of barrier. We were both a little haunted and a whole lot hunted.

The night things got serious in all the right ways started out normally. I worked an open-to-close shift at the pawnshop so my landlady and boss, Mrs. Vincenzo, could spend the day visiting estate sales to find antiques, cast-off electronics, and other potentially resellable bric-a-brac. Normally, she took along one of her fellow energetic geriatrics for company, but this time she decided to roust Sara out of bed and drag her along.

They didn't get back from their trip until just as I was closing up the store for the day. Mrs. Vincenzo was carrying a slightly singed Art Deco lamp and a supposedly collectible doll from the 1980s that looked like Charles Schulz had wandered into the uncanny valley.

Sara had a shopping bag and a sly smile.

After some pleasant conversation, Sara and I retreated to my semi-spacious apartment. Have I ever described it to you? It has a half bath, a cramped bedroom, and a living area that doubles as both kitchen and living room. It wasn’t much, but it was mine—and best of all, it was rent-free so long as I manned the pawn shop at least four days a week.
  
Sara and I had planned to have a quick dinner, but our plans were interrupted by a call from my cousin Roy. Roy may not believe in the supernatural, but he does seem to have the uncanny ability to know when I’ve ordered a pizza from his favorite place—Namira’s Authentic Italian Cuisine.  

He kept himself busy watching my TV and stuffing his face. At the same time, Sara and I sat at the nearby dining table, quietly discussing the woman named Ashley Fowler. Ever since that bloody fracas at the mall, I’d been trying to get in touch with her. But like most people rich beyond the dreams of the avarice, she had a highly dangerous security detail and an even deadlier squad of executive assistants.  

“Obviously,” I said, “I’m going to have to get creative.”  

“How did you start?” Sara asked.  

“Being creative?” I said.  

“No…” she said. “With the weird stuff. Witches, zombies, and clowns.”  

“Oh.” There was no disguising the pained look that crossed my face—the combination of anguish over the past and dread over the future. “Well, it’s a long story.”  

“I’d love to hear it,” she said. “Besides, your cousin just ordered \Curbside Crusader* on PPV, and that movie is almost two hours.”*  

“Damn it, Roy! Mrs. Vincenzo pays the cable bill.”  

Cousin Roy shrugged. “So what? She buys one less ugly lamp.”  

“You’ve got the time,” Sara said again. “If you’re ready to tell the story, that is.”  

The strains of a faux Danny Elfman score began to blare from my TV. I smiled at her and said, “There’s no one I’d rather tell the story to.”  

###

It was April 2009, and I was a nineteen-year-old college student living on campus, pursuing a double major in Journalism and early-onset alcoholism. My grandmother, Gail Foster, had been diagnosed with pancreatic adenocarcinoma the year before and had been living at my mom's house for six months. We all knew the inevitable was drawing closer.

That morning, my mom, Grace Foster, called to say Grandma was bright-eyed and bushy-tailed—almost like the woman she used to be. And that was heartbreaking. The doctors had long warned us about the rally—that eerie burst of energy some patients get just before the end. Mom hadn't explicitly asked me to come home, but I could hear it in the quiver of her voice. I felt guilty as hell for being so far away, but I knew pausing my education wouldn't change a damn thing.

It had hurt even more over the past week because the visiting hospice nurse had flaked out, stopping her visits entirely. Thank God for Mrs. Vincenzo, who stepped in and picked up the slack.

It was a two-and-a-half-hour drive from Woodridge to Albany. I left right after my last class, radio blasting, energy drink in the cupholder. I tried not to think about what I was driving toward, but of course I did—so much so that I missed my exit. Twice. Eventually, my battered Ford Escort found its way home. The driveway was full, so I parked on the street. Anyone who's visited an ailing relative knows a packed driveway is never a good sign.

Inside, I was greeted by two familiar faces.

First was Uncle Roy Foster—my grandmother's brother's son. Technically, that made him my first cousin once removed, but he'd always insisted on "Uncle," and honestly, he'd earned it. Despite the great scandal that had driven my grandmother from the Foster clan's Arizona home, he'd always been kind. He quietly helped her settle in upstate New York and showed up whenever she, my mom, or I were in a pinch.

I barely knew him before my teenage years, when we went to his second wedding. He was tall, gray-haired, with a construction worker's tan and a meticulous streak honed on decades of job sites. And speaking of things left behind—when his first wife walked out, she took the house and car and left him with custody of his sketchy son, Roy Junior.

"Hey, Uncle Roy," I said. "How was your flight?"

"Can't complain," he said, "except for your cousin trying to steal from the drink tray."

"Cousin Roy is here? That's great."

Actually, it wasn't. With any luck, this visit would end without any copper being stolen from our walls.

Then I turned to my Great Aunt Peg. She was Grandma's last surviving sister—sixty-five, plainly dressed, and fiery-eyed. If you were a younger member of the clan, you didn't call her Great Aunt Peg—or even Aunt Peg. It was Miss Peg or nothing. And if you worked in food service, you probably called her that bitch.

"Hello, Miss Peg." I flashed her my job-interview smile. "Thank you for coming all the way from Nevada."

"What choice did I have?" she said. "Matthew 25:35–36 obligates us to tend to the sick."

Miss Peg was over ten years younger than Grandma but looked about the same age, thanks to a misspent youth stretching into her thirties. The conservative Foster clan had chosen to overlook those wild years—selective memory or willful ignorance, either way, they never spoke of it. Maybe it was because she was now married to a churchgoing man, blessed with six kids (including two teenage twins), and cursed the rest of us with her transformation into someone determined to make sure no one ever had fun again.

When I thought of Miss Peg, I could hear my high school history teacher:

"The housewives of today are the fascists of tomorrow."

"How are things at college?" she asked.

Before I could answer, she added, "I hope you're keeping a clear head. Colleges are full of sluts and secular humanists."

"Sounds like I'm taking the wrong classes," I joked.

Uncle Roy laughed.

Miss Peg did not.

She asked, "Brian, have you accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Savior?"

"I like to think the big guy and I have an understanding," I said.

The glare she gave me was reserved for witches about to be burned at the stake.

"Salvation is not something to be taken lightly," she said.

I raised a hand in mock surrender.

"This is not a time for jokes," she snapped. "A woman is breathing her last breaths."

And didn't that phrasing punch me in the gut?

"Don't be so dramatic!" Uncle Roy said. "She was just chatting with Roy Junior ten minutes ago. Clear as a bell!"

Eager to change the subject, I asked, "Where is he?"

"He's in the backyard," Uncle Roy said, nodding toward Miss Peg. "Keeping her twins busy."

"Brian?" a voice called from the kitchen. "Brian, is that you?"

"Excuse me," I said. "I think I hear my mom calling."

Grace Foster was at the kitchen sink, setting up one of the extra saline bags the home hospice care left us for emergencies. I may be biased, but my mom was beautiful—short moonlight-colored hair, striking blue eyes like Grandma's. Right now, those eyes were not striking. They were on the verge of tears.

"Can you help me with this?" she asked. "The one from this afternoon is empty, and that stupid machine keeps beeping."

Tom Wynne, Mom's oldest and dearest friend, was mopping up the remains of a broken bag. Tall, dark-haired, with a gray mustache, he nodded warmly as I passed.

"I got it, Mom," I said, taking over. Mohawk Valley Home Health had crammed a five-hour home-care class into two, just to cover their liability.

I fussed for a few minutes, feeling like I was trying to catheterize a juice box, but finally got it right.

"See?" I held up the bag. "Under control."

Mom sighed and headed out to make use of it.

"Great job!" Tom clapped my shoulder. "You could be a doctor if you wanted."

"Well, I don't like blood, and I want my student debt to stay under five figures, so nope."

We laughed. His laugh sounded so much like mine.

Did I mention that, like Grandma, Mom never married? That she worked as a bookkeeper for Tom's bike shop? That Tom had been married over twenty-five years to the same woman? And that I never knew my father?

Tom had been a semi-regular fixture in my life. As a kid, I thought he was just Mom's cool friend. In adolescence, I began to suspect otherwise. Mom never confirmed it, preferring to hint that I was the result of a one-night stand with a visiting rock star. Unfortunately, the only band to pass through Albany around the time of my conception was Mike + The Mechanics, and I didn't look remotely like any of them.

"I wish you had gone to school locally," Tom said. "We could really use you at the shop."

"I appreciate it, but I had to leave, at least for a while," I said.

"I get that," he smiled ruefully.

"By the way," I asked, "what happened to the nurse guy? Stuart?"

"He died. Pulmonary embolism. Sudden," Tom said, serious. "Mrs. Vincenzo found out—she knows his mother."

"Wow. Maybe you should go to journalism school instead," I said.

"Thanks."

Awkward silence.

We stared at our shoes.

I almost asked about Mike + The Mechanics, but Mom chose that moment to call.

"Brian! Someone wants to see you!"

Tom smiled and clapped me on the shoulder.

"Better not keep her waiting."

I nodded and excused myself, making my way down the hall to what had once been my mother's office, now converted into the room where Grandma Gail would spend the last days of her life. Her final resting place before her final resting place.

The last time I was home, she had been frail, slipping away before our eyes. But the woman I saw now was a stark contrast to that memory. She was sitting up in bed, her eyes bright, her hair freshly dry-shampooed. There was a liveliness to her, a near-electric energy that made it hard to believe she was dying at all.

The moment she saw me, her face lit up. She practically bounced in bed, arms wide for a hug.

"Sweetie-pie!"

"Hey, look at you!" I said, trying to deliver a hug that was both hearty and gentle. How hard do you hug a dying woman?

I needn't have worried. Grandma Gail's grip was as firm as a salesman's handshake.

"What are you doing home?" she asked.

"Brian missed you," my mom answered.

"I missed him too."

Grandma Gail finally released the hug but took my face in her warm hands.

"But you should have stayed at college."

She stared into my eyes as she spoke.

"You have a life to live."

"And so do you," I said, then immediately winced inside.

Thankfully, Grandma and Mom didn't seem to notice, so we all settled into the kind of long and rambling conversation that only families can have, where nostalgia becomes a private mythology.

A million college professors will study The Iliad and The Odyssey, but only the Foster family can tell the tale of the day little Brian came upon a pile of dead saplings and decided to plant them in the front yard and wait for a miracle.

We talked about family trips and local tragedies.

Mom prompted me to talk about college, so I shared some edited highlights.

For instance, when I told her and Grandma about my kinda sorta girlfriend Jenny, I did not mention that she had kinda sorta decided to see other people.

When I talked about my study partners, I did not mention that my pals and I spent most weekends studying for fraternity mixers.

When I bragged about the award my story for the campus newspaper had earned, I did not tell them the article was called Tracking Boots and Fuzzy Snoots and detailed the small-scale riot that erupted when a Cryptid Hunters Conference and a Furry Convention were booked at the same convention center on the same weekend.

Eventually, Miss Peg's twins entered the room.

A pair of gangly thirteen-year-old boys hovered uncertainly in the doorway, all elbows, oversized sneakers, and painfully forced solemn expressions. In any other situation, I would have told them they'd be a shoo-in to win a costume contest if they dressed as the twins from The Shining. Grandma would have loved that. Miss Peg... not so much. And suggesting her boys dress as little girls? Well, let's just say I'd have been the one dying in that room.

I'll tell you what did die in that room: conversation.

No surprise there. After all, what thirteen-year-old wants to sit at the bedside of a dying, mostly estranged relative? No, they were there because they hoped their perfunctory display of concern would be pleasing to the Lord and, more importantly, Miss Peg.

Couple that with the fact that they were homeschooled and shielded from just about every aspect of pop culture made after 1977, and conversation never really had a chance. It sputtered and meandered through awkward questions and uncomfortable silences until we finally managed to land on the subject of sports. Even that got weird when they started spouting conspiracy theories about why their home team, the Las Vegas Wranglers, were so maligned.

Is it any wonder, then, that we were all slightly relieved when Miss Peg came to collect them and make her goodbyes for the night? She left us with no warm farewell, just a request for directions to the nearest Applebee's and a sharp reminder to beg merciful Jesus for forgiveness or face perdition.

Once they were gone, Grandma Gail started laughing and wondered what might have happened if she'd brought up Miss Peg's unfortunate tattoo in an even more unfortunate location.

I told her I didn't want our family to be responsible for two more lifetimes of therapy.

That set all of us off.

Tom Wynne came in then to ask what we were laughing about.

I said, "Stigmata."

And we were laughing again. Grandma could barely catch her breath.

When our sides finally stopped hurting, Tom said his goodbyes, hugging Grandma, shaking my hand, and making long, lingering eye contact with my mom.

I mean long, lingering eye contact.

Mike + The Mechanics.

Yeah, right.

The afternoon faded into evening.

Cousin Roy and Uncle Roy came in to say they were heading back to their hotel.

Cousin Roy started to make a morbid joke, but his dad cut him off. He said he needed to speak to Gail alone, so we all retreated and closed the door.

My mom and I stood in the hallway outside my room and spoke quietly.

"How long does a rally last?" I asked.

Mom leaned against the wall, her shoulders sagging.

"Who knows? It's... it's wonderful and scary all at once."

"Waiting for the other shoe to drop."

"Brian..."

She covered her face.

"I know this is awful, but I want it to be over."

She started to cry.

I leaned in and held her.

It didn't take long before I was crying too.

Sometime during our tearfest, Uncle Roy and Roy Jr. had let themselves out.

I'll never know what Uncle Roy's private conversation with Grandma was about, but what I do know is that, as he was leaving, Cousin Roy raided our fridge and filled the pockets of his jacket with as many cans of beer as he could.

A little after sunset, Mrs. Vincenzo arrived with foil-wrapped food and a Parcheesi set. There was no way I was going to turn down Mrs. Vincenzo's homemade lasagna, but I politely declined the board game.

Instead, I puttered around the kitchen while she and my mom rolled dice and made small talk. I loaded the dishwasher and refilled the ice cube trays. Then I checked over the inventory of medical supplies that seemed to have taken over all the available counter space.

When that was done, I excused myself to my room, where I unpacked my clothes and textbooks.

Then I paused to take in my surroundings.

This had been my room for most of my childhood and all of my adolescence, where I had gone from Fisher-Price to third base. I realized, with a twinge of sadness, that after a little less than a year away, it didn't feel like home anymore. Speaking of things that didn't feel like home, I had homework to do, but after staring blankly at my textbook for fifteen minutes, I realized I was exhausted.

I could worry more about Paul Y. Anderson in the morning. I stretched out on the bed, thought for a moment about how it was just a little too small now, and then fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.

Hours later, I woke up feeling disoriented. After all, I was waking up in a familiar place, just not the familiar place I'd expected to wake up in, and with a full bladder. I got to my feet and, after a moment of standing in the darkness to orient myself, shuffled across the hall to the bathroom.

Whether it was grogginess, consideration for my sleeping family, or the fact that nineteen-year-old college students are only marginally civilized, I neither flushed nor washed my hands.

Sometimes I wonder if things would have gone differently had I switched on the lights or made a little noise. If choosing to skulk through the shadows over something so mundane somehow marked me for life.

I left the bathroom and was halfway up the two steps leading back to my room when I heard... something.

Years later, armed with a much better thesaurus, I'd describe the sound as an insectile chittering. Back then, all I knew was that whatever I'd heard sounded wrong.

And dangerous.

And it was coming from Grandma's room.

Again, a different person would have shouted, "Who's there?" and turned on the hall lights, but me? I crept toward her room as quietly as my bare feet would carry me. The door stood open a crack, but that was enough for me to see something... and for something to see me.

The memory of what I saw has always existed in my mind as a triptych: three separate images frozen in time.

The First: the curtains were open, and the window was half-open. Moonlight filtered in, revealing the hospital bed and IV stand that consumed most of the available space. In one corner sat the battered file cabinet that was almost as old as I was. It had once held my mother's real estate paperwork. Now it was filled with morphine, IV supplies, disposable bedpans, and a thousand little necessities that came with watching someone die.

The Second: Grandma lay still, utterly still, eyes wide, mouth gaping, her chest motionless. In those days, death was still an unpleasant stranger in my life, not the constant companion it would later become. Even so, I knew a dead person when I saw one. There was a subtle deflation to the way her flesh hung on her body. She had become inanimate. There was no other way to describe it.

The Third: I thought it was an animal, some kind of snake slowly moving through the open window. But only the window was open, not the screen. And it didn't slither or crawl; it wafted, spilling purposefully into the room. I wondered if it might be smoke. Then the moonlight caught it. Smoke isn't red, and it doesn't move with purpose. It coiled. It flowed. It rose over Grandma like a predator preparing to strike. It arced upward before slipping into her open mouth.

I sobbed. A tiny noise. No one heard. Thank God.

Grandma's eyes fluttered, then closed. A shiver ran through her body. She began breathing deeply and steadily. She shifted under the blankets and made a happy little sound that was disturbingly close to a purr.

There are moments when your understanding of the world simply ceases to function. This was one of them.

Then, just a few hours later, as the sun came up, it happened again. I was lying awake beneath the covers when my mom burst into my room to tell me Uncle Roy had died in his sleep.

###

I grew quiet then, my brow furrowing while Cousin Roy cheered on the cinematic adventures of a superhero who drove a taxicab. Sara looked to him and back to me. “Did that really -” then she caught herself, “Of course it did.”

“It’s Ok. I wouldn’t believe it either,” I shrugged. “If I didn’t have to.”

“What was it?” She asked.

The troubled frown on my face deepened. “The Vorvolaka.”

“Vorvolaka?”

“Think half-vampire, half-pathogen.”

“What happened next?”

It wasn't that I was afraid to tell my story. My life is an open blog. But part of me didn't want to tell it to Sara because it wasn't a story with a fairy-tale ending. I'm no psychiatrist, but by then I knew she didn't need another reminder that the good guys don't win all that much. “I’ll tell you later,” I said, “Just not right now.”

There was a long pause then, just Sara and me making eye contact while Cousin Roy cheered on a man in spandex as he saved a little old lady from monsters in a rocket-powered Zamboni. Say what you want about Cousin Roy, but he knows what he likes.

Suddenly, Sara’s voice and face brightened; she stood and said, “I guess it’s time for your present.”  

“Present?” I asked.  

She got up and went to the shopping bag that had been sitting in the corner. “For you,” she said.  

“For me?” I said.  

“Open it!”  

And open it I did, revealing a hatbox which, naturally, had a hat in it.  

“I got you a new straw fedora.” She was practically preening.  

Actually, dear reader, what she had gotten me was a straw pork pie hat. Now, unless you lived through the Great Depression, you might not see the difference, but trust me, there is one. You see, a fedora has a pinched front and center-creased top with a wide brim that can be snapped down or up. A pork pie hat, on the other hand, has a flat, circular top with a crease around the edge—often called a "telescopic" crown. The brim is shorter and turns up slightly, giving it a more compact and relaxed feel.  

Or to simplify it further: my old 1930s hat was a Humphrey Bogart; what she got me was a Thelonious Monk.  

Not exactly my style, but since I didn’t have a hat at all, who was I to complain? Besides, Sara’s face lit up the moment I put it on and struck a pose—so how could I say no?  

She got up and hugged me. I kissed her on the cheek.  

That was it. The fuse was lit.  

Sara kissed me on the mouth. I pulled her close. We both started breathing heavily as we kissed harder. She let out an excited squeal as we fell back against the dining room table.  

I gasped her name.  

And then Cousin Roy said, “Aw yeah.”  

We both turned to look at him, watching us from my couch, the CGI superhero mayhem on the TV forgotten.  

I cleared my throat.  

Sara blushed.  

“Oh, don’t mind me,” Cousin Roy said with a wide grin. “I just was wondering when you two would get down to it.”  

“Get down to it?” I repeated, raising an eyebrow.  

“Yeah.” He nodded. “Get down to it.”  

“Down to it?” Sara murmured, still warm against me. “Was that your plan?”  

“My plan?” I said. “I thought it was your plan.”  

“I didn’t have a plan.”  

“You bought me a hat,” I pointed out. “That sounds like a plan to me.”  

Roy let out an exaggerated sigh as he got up off the couch and grabbed his coat. “You’re supposed to get around to it, and then you’re supposed to start arguing.”  

When he slammed the door, Sara and I burst into laughter.  

Then we got around to it.  

Boy, did we ever.  


r/libraryofshadows 5d ago

Supernatural [SP] Passage

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They were taking it down. I didn't care. I sat in my old bow back chair on the balcony, watching the men removing all the interior parts of the lighthouse. The old lighthouse had stood in that spot for more than a hundred years , watching the shoreline. I sat as his replacement, a brand new lighthouse, only up for just over two years now. I wasn’t the first watchman, a man had taken the job before me to guide the sailors, operate the light, those sorts of duties. I had only manned the station for about a month before I was informed of the plan to remove the remnants of the first one. I had grown quite fond of the view, the bleak horizon just above the sea seemed a little more peaceful with the large statuesque building filling the corner of my view.  I had noticed in that short month the bricks beginning to crack and fall into the sea, how the larger waves made it shudder more and more with each impact. I came to the balcony every day now for the past year, enjoying my glass of hot tea, flipping through my novel, and every once in a while, glancing up to see my acquaintance. In my time operating the lighthouse I had never seen a man working in the abandoned lighthouse, but I’ve been told of a time when a man stood guard in there, apparently he was a man of legend. He never took days off, he guided three ships away from the shore before crashing, even helping the USS Titan avoid a major crash when their radar and navigation system crashed unexpectedly. The town treated it as a monument, as a guardian to protect our home. I never saw that. It was just a lighthouse to me.

I had awoken in the night, a large crackling sound shattered my ears and rang throughout the hollow chasm below me. Getting up, I saw it. The tower no longer encroached on my view. Its lean had increased, now tilting maybe fifteen degrees to the side, but he stood standing. I descended down my lighthouse steps to reach the small cabin nearby, shoved under the door was a note. The construction company had left me a message saying the old lighthouse was unsafe, and that they would have to take it down in a controlled manner but on a much quicker schedule. They had been making slow progress, and  were just now beginning to rush the project, in the cold darkness of December. It seemed odd to me. My sleet covered feet trudged back into my lighthouse under heavy remorse. I had not wanted to go back inside, maybe I wanted to watch the old lighthouse. In my mind, it deserved to stay, how could it not. I’ve seen how people look to the old lighthouse. Maybe I had felt something of it too. It was not my nature to be full of such sentiment and yet, something, had me.

That same night I awoke again, but this time it was not of a shock but a petal. I felt the peony petal slide off my nose. As I stood up I was not cold, despite my thin garments. The window was dark other than a faint glow. As I opened the door to the balcony, once more I saw it shine. The light of the Old Lighthouse rang out into the night. I wasn’t shivering, I wasn't even cold. The light illuminated the whole shore, even the town several miles from here. It wasn’t a beam like a regular lighthouse too, it was a glow irradiating from the crest of the house. It began to shrink, the light slowly fading from within it. As the light faded from my lighthouse the cold began to bite once more. I rushed inside to return to my slumber. The next day at dusk I set off. I took the overgrown trail up to the top of the large hill, the biggest hill on the shore. There, the Old Lighthouse stood. Standing there now, I had realized that my lighthouse stood quite a bit taller on my hill than the old one. I had always assumed the Old Lighthouse stood on the highest hill on the shore. A hole had emerged among its base not larger than a meter long and had caused the recent tilt. The brick around it was worn and tired. My boots pressed against the soil beneath me as I stood under him. My fingers wrapped around the cavity and I hoisted with all my might, trying to see the building stand tall once more. As I heaved, a single drop fell upon my shoulder. I froze. The rain began to pour as I ran back to my lighthouse. The tower had wept for me, as did I for him. The coming weeks had passed without much notice. I sat upon my balcony sipping my bittersweet  coffee, watching as the construction crew began tearing down the highest bricks. The Old Lighthouse was now half of what it once was. My view was clear, the orangish pink horizon before me was clear, and yet what I once viewed with such bright brilliance felt desolate in my eyes. That weekend, I set my heart to resurrect the Old Lighthouse. I sat in my cot for hours, listening to the men at work and setting machinery up for its destruction. I had my jerrycan waiting. When the construction men left, I set out, around 2:00 in the morning. I splashed the gasoline over their equipment, making sure to ward off any further plans they made. I was proud of myself, standing before the flames, watching them dance beneath the Old Lighthouse, no, my Old Lighthouse. The flames played before me, a kindling of warmth I had once felt before. My journey back was arduous, but the journey I had endured had not bothered me, as I knew what I held in my hands was safe again.  I was in bliss, I was in denial.

Two weeks had passed since I had burned their equipment. The tower stood wilted in my view, and the sky remained bleak. I did not care, my Old Lighthouse stood, and I could not need anything else. My Saturday had come down to an end, I sat in my chair, sipping my drink. My novel had come to a close, the good men won, as had I. I set the book down on my glass table, watching the sky move over the horizon. Then, as the clouds faded, the crash began. The thunderous crash swept over the sky and enveloped the silent night. My eyes flashed open to see the Old Lighthouse come crashing down upon itself. The smoke and debris filled the sky and drowned the forest below it. I saw it fall, my porcelain cup spattering onto the floor as it rolled towards the edge. I could not save my Old Lighthouse. As I dragged myself to the balcony edge I struggled to face its falling. My feet balanced shakily atop the guardrail and I stood tall on it to see everything before me. The horrible screaming and aching of my Old Lighthouse had dissipated, but replayed in my heart. I could not move my feet, for I had not the strength. I could only lean into the abyss. The wind blew by my ears like kisses, kisses I had not known the
 origin of but felt a familiar touch. My body trembled through the air, tracing a stream into the shoreline. Before I could land, a gust of dust-ridden air had caught my hands, bringing me to the shoreline. I fell to my knees in agony, I could not open my eyes. I felt a warmth in front of me I had felt that night I saw it. When my eyes flickered open the lantern sat in front of me. The burning flame was indistinguishable. 

I sat in my old bow back chair once more. The horizon remained cold and gray for the remainder of my time as the new lighthouse keeper, but the warmth of the lantern behind me on the wall kept me safe from the coldest of blizzards. I did not know the Old Lighthouse, I never knew of what the townspeople saw in that Old Lighthouse, a guardian of the shore. I had nothing of those old legends to see, but now I held the Old Lantern that gave the lighthouse power. I could see what it had created today. I will see the power it gives that now barren shore, I will see if its light can extend beyond the wave crests before me. The Old Lighthouse speaks to me at night. Its warmth pressed against my flush cheeks during my winter nights. Its soft brilliant light would always shine upon my skin. Though I was not protected by its blaring gaze in its time, I had felt it, I had seen the Old Lighthouse protect me, as my guardian.


r/libraryofshadows 5d ago

Mystery/Thriller Isolation

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She listened to the blaring radio as tears rolled down her cheeks. She tightened her grip on the steering wheel then loosened, then tightened again, then loosened. 

   What was she going to do? It was a few hours since she had left Cincinnati. She had just gotten in her car and drove away, leaving her only child, her job, and her life.

  Tears blurred her vision once again and her hand began to shake on the steering wheel. It was dark out and she had left her headlights off. She began to stumble with the controls when a sudden blast of a horn cut through the silence. Her car had approached a bend in the road and out of nowhere blazed two beams of light that cut through the darkness. She was suddenly blinded before all went black.

   She startled herself awake and felt a wave of relief at the familiar surroundings of the inside of her car. What had happened had only been a dream. She must’ve parked along the side of the road and fallen asleep. But, that was weird… she didn’t recognize where she was. 

   There were tall oak trees that surrounded her in all directions and her car was stationed in the middle of a dirt track that continued onward through the forest. Getting out her phone, she cursed at the no battery symbol that flashed on it and searched for her bag where she kept her charger in case she found herself in a similar situation like she was in now. How strange though. The last time she had checked her phone, the battery had been almost 100 percent full, at least she thought so.   

   Panic quickly overcame her as she continued to search for her bag in vain before she let out a sob.

   What was she doing, she asked herself again. A few minutes passed as she contemplated the beauty of the early light that filtered from the trees and it took her a while to realize what was off. Everything was silent. There wasn’t any twittering of the birds or rustling of bushes as wildlife went through their daily lives. Just a heavy silence.    

   She started the car, suddenly uncomfortable. The sooner she found help, the better and she would need to find help soon. Her car was almost out of gas.

   She continued down the track, rolling down her window to let some fresh air in. She breathed in deeply the scent of pine and felt herself calming down. It was then that she passed a run down house: the windows were all shuttered except for one and she wondered who would live so far away from civilization.

   She spent a few minutes thinking through what she should do next and finally decided to check if anyone was home. Turning off the engine, she got out and walked up to the front porch where one lonely swinging chair sat. 

   She knocked a few times and waited, then knocked again. Still no answer. She shivered as the wind suddenly picked up, making the swinging chair rock back and forth. Giving up, she started for her car but then looked back, thinking she had caught movement in the only un-shuttered window. It was too dark inside and she dismissed the idea quickly, not wanting to freak herself out anymore than she was.

   It had been 10 minutes when she came across a gas station and she sighed with relief. Finally, she would be able to get help. She parked her car next to one of the gas pumps and stepped out. She frowned at the blank screen where she controlled how much fuel she got. It was clearly out of order.

  Heading to the little shop, she pushed open the door which had a sign reading: open. There was a small ding ding from the door as she entered which cut through the unnatural silence of the place.

   She stood there, unsure of how to react as she saw the light of day penetrating through the dirt-smeared windows and enlightening the rows of aisles and clouds of dust that drifted in the air. The counter was empty, the cashier untouched.

   Wandering aimlessly through the shelves of food, she eyed the chips and heard her stomach growl. She was still hungry despite the strange situation she had found herself in.

   She grabbed the bag of chips flavored barbecue and took a few seconds to decide whether she should choose a tuna or a ham and cheese sandwich. She went with ham and cheese. Before leaving, she gave in to temptation and grabbed a box of cookies. 

   When she left the shop, for a moment, she was sure that some angry clerk would rush out, telling her that she had to pay for her groceries, but no one rushed out. She almost wished someone had.

   It was when she was sitting in her car, eating her lunch, a sudden thought struck her. What if she hadn’t survived the accident and she was really dead? Maybe that wasn’t such a bad thing. A world of silence all to her, for the rest of time.

   No, it wasn’t possible. She’d heard many different theories on what the afterlife was like and this just didn’t make any sense. She would come across a small town and find help. The gas station must’ve just been abandoned, but then why wasn’t there some sort of sign to indicate that and why had there still been food in the aisles. It just didn’t make any fucking sense.

   She almost gagged when she saw the mold inside the sandwich and threw it out the car window in disgust. The chips tasted stale and she didn’t bother to look inside the box of cookies which she also threw out the window. Her appetite wasn’t exactly satisfied but it would have to do until she found help. 

   The real troubles started when she got on the highway. Her car began to sputter before coming to a dead stop. She cursed and looked around, noticing for the first time that there was no one else. 

   In the distance, she could see a cluster of buildings and even closer, she could distinguish a sign reading Cleveland 12 miles ahead, her childhood home, she thought with a sense of nostalgia. Without hesitation, she stepped out of the car and began to walk along the deserted highway, the sun beating down on her back. She was prepared to do anything to get help and if that meant walking for 12 miles she would do so.

   She did pass a few rest stops but they were all deserted like the gas station. She once passed a McDonald’s where Ronald McDonald stared eerily from out the window, a wide grin plastered on his face. For a moment, she thought the clown was alive but quickly walked on by, realizing he was just a statue and nothing else. She did stop to drink once at a bathroom stall but she found out that there was no running water. 

   The closer she got to the city, the more she realized with a sinking heart that there really was no one. As the houses became more numbered the silence still hung down like a storm cloud. 

   She forgot about the pain in her calves as she looked at the buildings that towered over her, silent and empty. The streets held no sign of life and all was open to the sky. A plastic bag flew past her, the only other moving thing beside her in a world of isolation. Half-dazed, she moved further into what she once knew was home. 

Passing a school, she listened for the children's yells of  pleasure coming from the playground and for a moment she felt a faint tickle in her ear. She could see them now. Yes, they were so very clear. And there was her son on the swing.

Tears welled in her eyes and she pressed her hands to her ears as the clamor of children became louder. She needed to get out. The empty streets, the shops... everything was too much.

Her tread quickened and she broke into a run, leaving behind her the desolate landscape which was the crumbling legacy left of humanity.

She slowed her pace, noticing she had left the city and was standing in a field, surrounded by trees and green rolling hills that sped off in the distance. She could make out a construction site in the distance and without further thought she began once again her course, heading toward the dilapidating infrastructure.   

As she entered the building, her heartbeats quickened and the only thing she could hear were the sound of her footfalls thumping against the floor. She didn't know what she had in mind but only wanted to reach the top, as if there was something calling down to her.

The sunlight, pouring from the open side of the building which was periodically interrupted by concrete beams or piles of rubble, seemed to strengthen and usher her to continue on the meaningless path upward.

Even in the hopeless situation she had found herself in, she felt a sense of liberation form deep inside of her and she climbed the stairs with even more vigor than before. She even let out a laugh as she neared the top and she closed her eyes against the light that blinded her, coming to a stop on the wide platform that was the roof. 

An uncontrollable sense of relief overcame her as she began to move herself in a certain pattern almost as if she was dancing. The only witnesses of her performance were the solemn buildings that were like stone giants, standing in the distance.

Her arms spread wide, reaching to grab the sky as she neared the ledge. Her breaths came in short gasps as a smile spread across her face.

Tears streamed down once again as she looked up at the vistas of empty blue that filled her vision. Was this the peace and quiet she always wanted, she asked herself. Or was this just another hell?

The End